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1.  1   ̸̸

õֽŽɪԺˡѾ˫۷죬ϵȻͺ΢΢˫ȭڴߺǳЩ˵ڵϵ½š

֮ǰڵʱ򣬻֪ǲƥأˣҲûάˣ

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˳λڶѹ棬ǻͼϣһԱϵߡ˳Ķ޻λʮµܽ˶µȻƧȴû޻䣬ҲشĶ¡

...Գŵ޳ʳָ˴ߣҡҡͷʾҪ˵ˡ

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ůе¿Цͣ쭵ˮǰμңȻүηģɳԴõģүͷǰѹﵱ׹ŮŵģΪڻصûҪģ˼̤Ұ...

˵ȥˣ±ӾѴۡ

...ԳıϽҼѴϰɡ

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ܿ죬ü壺֮ǰҪƱӲˣѽǼлݵĽʲô˼أ

ݽůѽ££ӷ׵ѣЦ


ȥԺһ⣬Ȼ;˺˱ϣʹżӣȥʣµĶӣԳԺӡ

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ҲⵡģԿⷿѡЩҲ㿴ϲģǳѣǰ

ϿԳϲĿ£εͬţά˱Ƚ϶ࡣ

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⻰Գǰձӻغʼ˲ʮˣʱͦƵģôͿأ

Ǻǧȸռ𯳲ʮ꣬ˣΪ˹ȫֻܶԳǳסġɱĵճŮͷһгԴöȶȽģĹĶģÿҲǸӡ

ձغʱԳῴվǰȴһ˫İ˵۾һ޵Ĵ̴װվŸ߹γԱȡңһˣһЦһں

ΪｫѰأٻǰģȴۿһ죬ϺĺүȴȽź浣ټĺ԰ɵվ˸ʱ˹ܼ

ᣬ¶˵ϻԣ˹Ȼӣվ໤ģ𣿡ͻȻһ䡣

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Ҳû紫ŵһ跢񲣬ֻƶԼľΣԺš

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ģЩͲֻμҵİ...㡣૵˼һӿͷɬۿ˺죬ͷǸɵģᡣ

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ӣڽģִӻͳһѼǣϥ߰档

ϽӵǻᣬɻֳȷһΣᣬ֮ǰãǰѲ󣬾ͱøǰܲһˣ...ûķΣʲôںˡﱾΪ㲻Ӧ޵ġ

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2.  2   

ζһ·ûӸʱηж¼ϵĵӣЩʧʣӸ𣿡

ԱߵýŽЦŵͷ⡢...ӵ˱Ƚϵ͵ûңҶҲ˹ء

ⲻص㡣η˿ֱۣ򦸩˼ص...Ӵ飬ʥѵҲòǮ޴𣿡

ýſ۸ſѱˮʴƵͳʣȵţЦбһԣҪ䲻ģѹͲؿţֱӹȥˡ

ȽϷӵιأҸ˵ڱĦʼҵ飬ȻǼãῳԴýŲ۾ֵ

˵ؿſԳţýǻǲ״ȥ

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ýһ·ſڱȥʱűͷлܿǰԺӰڻζȴѹûϲûǼ΢ġ

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4.  4   

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5.  5   

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6.  6   

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ǲˣ쳺û˻һ㣬ݵЦЦ

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ҲûԼô˵ģԳѾȱһͷ߿ˡ

Ҳ֪ԼǷŮɣ⸱ͷó֣޵ʱ̴Ӵʱڴڣֵˡ

ɻû߳ţԳͱүסˡ

Լɫʣᣬһ䣬ʿǿĲׯȫ𣿵ʿܺĸӳʱʲôҲûü

Ҳ˵𣿲ׯ͵ˣμǷ²ũӣЩҹϼЯڶƿվլţˡԳüͷɷµ

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ûмױѾùȥҹüױˡûǮ˵ˣǰӻڸʱеĳׯӯٰôŰ겻ͳˣǲǱƭˣԳѵ

Լˣ˵ľΪֱ䣬ô˵𣿡

ԳνЦЦҿûô˵

նľǺһֱӼõ˼ңݳ֪үమصˣնľ

ϢˣΪβҪȥԳֻסΣѾе㲻ͷһͷҲؾߡ

ᣬǱ˴ӵˣ

쳺ѵСԱ߿ˡ

Ƥûƣһ䣺ͷ綼ˣϽӡ

Գܹˣղžͷ棬ҿװڵʱ˾䡰¡ŵòò֡

ӣڳһͷ顱һ£ѳ쳺λһ£ݵּʱӲŲߡ

쳺ڿ̧ƤֻĹĵص۾ģһֻ˵ըëСȸ

ôˣô᲻Щ𣿡쳺鱾

Ƕ͸𣿡Գû

ţǰ쳺ͻȻ𳵴ӵһǣй͸̵ԳϽۡ

ղſͦģڲˡ磬ȥЩɡ쳺ֻͷԳ

ɶԳ᲻ŵ

ȻԳᰲţ쳺Ѿһڰ׼ȹξʱȥˡ

˭֪Ȼ˸쳺뷨һҲ˰쳺ɳʱһѾȽ浵ˡ

쳺Ԥһ㣬ͬʱǸͷĿ׽ˣʣµ˶ɢȥӻ㱨

Ȼĳ㴫Լʢŭʲô׽ˣ




7.  7   ʱ

ԳصӸʱЩĻҲѾˣԺ

ǾȵؿЩֽ򣬸ɽ̨иֵǮʲ̲סһ̾

ԭΪӸͦѵء

ѵ𣿻Ӵ޴ŵǮûС

תξ쳺һۣͦЩǵŴŵġ

Գһ쳺תλŵһŵѪͷвؽ䱦̵ƹֵǮĶ龰ֽˤϡ

Цǰ͵ˣǸЦġʵʳ֪Ŵͳʮ߼ҹꡢʮ˼ҳ̡ʮ˼ҽ̻жʮ̶ǵµġ

ǵ¾̵ͨЩӶЩ΢ķǮǮһҼġ

˵ʵԳ˻ġ

鲻ЩȥɡԼ쳺

Ȼղں쳺׳ĻӲ͸浵£Щ²̨棬ģֻҪһ뵽ʵҪΪѰٱӣԳ־ްˡ

ǣ԰ЩͻŴǰ͵͵˵ȥЩѡϼԼϲ°ɡ

Գ۾ˡٺ٣Ȼ쳺ߵ˿ô˵ˣ

뿪ʱ̾սֵίԼģڴǰѾܺԴͷˣ϶ܴô񰮣ȥæһܹµĻ˵ġ

ԳῴͥҶͷҪĺŽ㣬ˡԼѡˣѾ޸ˣѻˣһܼ޺ˣҲأ޻еӵܵģĸԸȢһ»Ѿͷ

ܴ˼ۣӦҪúϧԷ򲻿Ϊ˺˸һ𡣡

ֻúͷˡ

§ŴֵǮԳǾã޸ʵ治ģǰִĲɢ

Գ̵ؽջıɵӵײ˿ͷ鳩졣

ˣʱˡ˵ˣʱ쳺Ǵǳϣڲ࣬ԣָȥ쳺˰ɣ

Գƿ鷿ţȻ쳺ʱǶ鷿ء

ֻǽʰЩʱ쳺⣬һʵ

쳺ҲûͻȻŴԳᣬȻһ£Ȼϵüͷʣ

ûĹأ

Գ俴ƳĻԽȥһۣӵص֮ǰһֱԼΪʲô߳ȥߵĵطȥأ

쳺һۣЩɻȴֻǵ߳ȥ𣿡

ġԳͻȻЦˣĵúúõģʲô¶û𣿡

ˣʱ쳺ɫġƤ鳦󷨡ȷʵʲôû쳺ԼҲʱˡ

ҲҪҽǸ𣿡쳺ϵı飬׼ҪԱߵϳ

ԳԼѼ¸龰æҡҡֵҸ³ɽɣϲ

쳺ͣ˷֣Щɵǲ...ǰ㣿

ԳæЦεôܣ²ҡ

쳺Ŀ룬Գһ´ýǼԱҪϸһЩҪһЩʱкüζתĹͷһĨεɫӰɪŶڽ䣬ֻʣһƬӡŴĵ½ǡ

쳺Ҽˣǲرϲɫǰ𣬾и˹̽ҵ٣ꪽֵβڣԣĸ߸ƺӰӡ

ԳĿޣ治ÿ͵ʱ򶼶صĺܺãһֱΪԼᱻֵġ

ѵ˵𣿡쳺ָﰵĽӵĴš

ԳЦҼǵòǰ͸˵ѽ

쳺Ҳϲ㡣

ԳЦޣһҪôֱ𣿡

쳺˵ͷΪ㲻浡

ðɣʵҰĽĻҲġԳʱЦŵĽͣ˵ĽǶȿǲ԰ͼԼ

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ã㳪쳺αϿͷҲαϣһ衣

鷿ﴫ崿ӵĸɲһ쳺ǾͿʼ鶯

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Ϊһĵùʱû·Ĵɡ

ԳûԼĸ衣

Ӹң

쳺鰸һƣϷıīֽ⻩ɢһأ鰸ƷˣҲˣҪǿƴһ˿ڵţһľʽߣͿʼԳվŵĽűߴȥͼҪܡ

ſŵģԳվţΣ

Գһ¾ȱܹߺüζûܴ

ͣ˸Ӹ߿ŽŵǸˣۿõѪݵݱƺҪƤ븹һ㡣

ιҪסԼѣûҪˡ磬ɡԳһЦƵ쳺

㣡ң쳺ʱͷңЩʧ̬ӣȫȻûƽǰݵ

ֹԳᣬ˭Ǹȳء

Գỹ⿪Цض˼£һƨϣʼ˫ְӣԺֿʼȥȡ

쳺֪Իôģʼ˳ˣֻǵɨһۣȲðҪ󡣡

ԳһʼûĿڡ

￴֣ȻԸԴѽ

ƽʱʱѾԶˡ

ԳȻصͷΣֽµ鰸ϵһЦȻˣǾͻˡ

쳺˱ۣһӿһɾ޴ĺ⣬ڶ⽥ȫʼ

ԡ...Խʵؿαҧһһֵ֡

ڣԳٶͣ˸սЦ

Ųţһʱ俲ҾҪʬΣݵģԳῴϤӢȴܸо¡

ѽ᲻á

ԳͻȻؽͷƵϥţϸָ䷳ŶǵλãŸղͣµĸ衣

ֱҹɫŨˣͻȻȻֹ

ʱԳᷢԼ鰸ϣ۵иǼꤡ

Ȼҹ顣

ĸɹ쳺財ʱЩʹ࣬˫ϥ䣬۾Ȼ仹Ϊʹ˲亹˻ͦģû״ɲ

ʱȥˣȴɽۣ˵

Գɰˣһζۻش𣺡ûأٳ

һͳϣúˣŶûء

һ۾Ҫ˫ϥϣûأʱӣҾҪ轫㿳

ԳĭֻӲͷƤȥ

ǣһֻ˯ļһƤܣֽû֧ŲסԲˤ£˺ŵˤ˵ϣ˯ˡ

ķ˯ˤ˾нҲϧ񣬴ͽ鰸ſ˯̺Ҳһ¡

ͷԳ˴ֱۣ͡һ磬žͿˡ

Űů¯Ͷŵ˽ˡ

ūŲμй󣬾˸Ͻǰô며סԳᣬҽů¯ƽ˹

׼ſ˺ʳ

һϸϸļ࣬伸СˣһӨ͸֭ϺȣִĴƮŨĺܲ˿ƮſſԲ˵ӡ

ȻԵĲʲôʰζҲںʱ˰˳˸ԵҰɵźöˡ

ϳʱصūŸ׼ģ˵ҹˣŶûгԡЦ

Գߴߺȵеԡ

ʵ˵ʱΡ

쳺һߴ˯֮ƽʱӲϸﶣͻȻҵǿϮˣҰ˺׺˦鰸ߣҹţӦ䣬ֶûˡã㲻׼Եģģ֪𣿡

תԶ˵ʱͣˣںһԷʱζƫ嵭ƺܰϺȺӵǵﲻЩʳġſһҹˣϽѽȫˣȡ

꣬ŷĵȥ

Żȵĵüͷͷ˽˿ֹôﻹ˽ˣȻȺζҲϲ

𣿡ʧЦǵȷūˡ





8.  8   

ԹţԳܵθЩ˽ĵѾ˲ٺӻǲʱط䡣

ԼϻЩǣζůůӣͳһ

Ȼת׼ŵ쳺㿴ߣһ멣޵ô滨Ǳ۸ˣίĹ

һĴߵһ룬㱻ͣΰȻٵͷ£߳Ƶ϶˿ӵı顣

쳺Ҫϣɻʵ۸µĴѺŽ

£ֻҪֱײͲΪѵģɵףܿиˣ¿ҪϧǴȰ

쳺ƳһۣͻȻһͶʱָγѵľʹУԵȥ

ϾӸ߿ζżҾͰˣֻҪĬĬز̣˭ϻأ룡

˵ţԶѲֳָ½󣬰ʹɫ˵ӲԼϣһԼѺߵģ

ԼԱߵֻﰵ̾һĳ˶֣Ȼ󼱼ͷĬĬԼģȲҸ飬ҲѺӡ

쳺Żϵʱ򣬻ü˫ָվ鷿Ĵ߿ѩ÷

ˡѹżľͷµת˳ùǽ鷿Ŵϡ

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һ䣬ʵ۵ɫѾܿˡ

ӵ»ҹӳ˶ӵ»ϱǼҳ

һʵȨƣ֪˴һɶƣԼҵĻԼһֱǶǰͷˡ

ҪôѽһֱΪԼҪȢǹģǰһҹͽܴ˷ˡ˵ǲǲã̫պлɳء

쳺Цţ˸оȴЩ}ûš

ʵۿϵĶӣһֽ֡鲻Ҳˣ̫˼ͷ浣ô죿

ˣһ磬ҲˡлҪ˵޹ˣô˵

ʵ۴˾٣ȻѶӸ÷˭

쳺ȴʧЦȻʲ˽ģصЩ߰Ͳȵģô᣿

˵͵תӣȥ

еʵǰʱ򣬷ǸµŮҲڳŶӦ˵ʵҲŮˡ

԰䣬㲻ʲô£ʵЦʵ

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Խ쳺ͻȻϵһҪ£֪ɷ棿

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쳺˵⻰ʱ򣬾̸ϻһĨǳЦ

ȴ˵ƺĶбĶأ˲ɺ˴ĸо

ûٸ쳺Ų˵նţպϹʶһΪףλʮ̨ĺȴϣЩ;ˡ

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벻˾ȻǱץȥˡ

ɴˡ

Լߵʱ쳺ס

ˡСɴ˻ȥһСҪȥֺϹĸء

ԼĻ

ɴ˸ղûСһǰ鳰ɣȦҪЮ͢٣ȷʵܽǸѾĻӸһء

ϧˣѵ֤ݶռˣȴ˵Ӧܱưɣ

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쳺תθ󣬡ǣıŮѾһӸ˰ɣӸˣҪĶŮһѣҵʬˣ

ŶˡԳ谮أȻҲ˵ޣ޸ôзϰɣ






9.  9   ˼

쳺ӹδʱ̡

ظʱԳѾûʱҲûһˡ

ҩƫԺѾץӰӵϷ

ǱԺӴֵЦ쳺תλݣͻȻͣ¶û鷿ҡ

ȥһˡ

Գϻͷ۵أ¸ҩֳ˼ļǣƵȫð˳ʱԾЩ

վЩԺůڣԺˣˣһ˭֪ͱе鷿ȥˡ

쿴ǷԸӣϢˣ˽ȥҲ֪ǳʲô衣

Գشб޻صش˺멣·ԵġֻϣǷҪ²źá

ߵȴʱûţһ󺮷紵ԳСֱ

ֻܴӻͳһżǣ

鷿쳺㿴һ޵۾ףʪС˭۸˭Żһ

ôôԸ𣿡쳺е飬Щõ

Գһ㶣ܿʶΪԼǣͨ˵Ĺϵ

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˵ʶԼô˵ܻǰС޵øģ֮ǰ˵ϲĻɣЩӵˮԼΪЩˡ

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ԳῴԼĹ⣬űϾܻǮҲܣȻؽӹ

Ȼǰһһ쳺Ϣ±㶵ͷסԳֱ߶ŵĹ⡣

ʵˣܲܳϢ㣬޵ķزſϰˡ

ȷʵ棬˾㱻ԳʱСճѪۣҲһŻˡ

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˺Ů˿ǧȷģԳᴹ͵͵Ц

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ʱԼﱧ˿ſͷ­һ˫ϣ˺ôһ

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Գῴ˯е㶳񣬿ɵָͻһ˩׮ʱЩˡ

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10.  10   Ųۣ

쳺ʱϼӸһź̺ӡ

ƿŵʱмƬܰѩ÷׹䡣

ԼãЩͬȴ˵ﲻͬ

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϶һĨŷ۵СŽε٣˫̣ϸ˸ڵĺ롣

۾һӴͷˮһٵĹ⣬̶̺Ĵ߾ͻŵľѣһ

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մʲôˣҲԡ쳺ü׼תƿ

ԳԼգͿٳһװ׵ķۿ

ЦŶղżմҲ֪ˡ

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ȥɡǱǿͩ·羰ãҪ˵Ǳߵʯϳ԰ɣԳЦӯӯִ˹ջԵص

쳺ĬĬתӸߡ

Ϊλ֪쳺һΣյ

Գǰߣɽ̾ٵƽȡ

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һ۾ԿɲҴģɺóˣǰμңμҵİﻹ̶䲻ͣġ

쳺Ǿ߯룬߯ͲϲֵˣԻӸߵһɰҴġ

˵ܳʵһ䡣

ԳῴѾȴȵжδȥͩȥʱЦõǣֻ֪Ĺӣʳ޲ģ˵ҲƵģһ˵

ǿ𣿡쳺ҪԹԵ˵ȥüֹ

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ļڰǳˣԳ˲ע⣬һ˿ڡ

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ģӣ쳺ֳƽѵһĻңüͷú֫СҲֳһ˿Բ޴롣

...۰...Գϣ̣۴

쳺Щ

ˣı߳һ᷺Ѫζ

С׻ۣۣ...ÿۣܶӡˣҪ𣿡

˵ţҪȥϵ

...쳺æѹסֹ

ҪôŲۣüͷᣬһǻÿըƫƫַõĸо

Գһסʤϲãüͷһȫͷֳ鴤˫磬δɿͰ͵ʵҪĲֻ࣬ҪٹҳҶֿõЦһҾͲˡ

δЦЦֻЦ쳺ɫʱȿԴ¡




11.  11   ˳

쳺ɫһ󣬲ڱὫ½󴦴Գƿ

ã㳳

ԳűӴǼȻˣЦһ

쳺Ԥڿɼģüøšˡ

Գᣬ˰ɣ

֪÷ԵݶѾܲˣ̫֣ᣬΪЦ¸Ͻˣ˾Ͳóˡ

ðǰһŲԼĶ棬ͷЦп

쳺һ棬һֳѾõһӿͻȻãһ涼ģҪ˷ֵĸоá

Ŷˣҿ滹ж࣬˳һ㣬²ùһ԰ɣԳͻȻЦվ

⡣쳺Ϊһ棬ԳʱҲ˳ࡣ

Գ߸˵ķɱȥˡ

쳺Ƴʱʺ¶ĺۣǸղС۹ʱµġ

һתΣԣڵϮĺ磬ԳԼһԡ

ķ󻶿쳺תͷȥȴԳѾһһ̣߰˸룬ڸԺﵱֵūͷء

ˣҵѽԳһЦһ߸ūǷ֡

쳺ֻʱԵľѻεʮְۣ֮

ԺﰲŵūҲȥӣԳ̫ˣЦŵ԰ɣ⣬ǸϽòóԸһ

ͷҲ㣬쳢ɺóˣ

ô˵ˣǣͷūҲһ˹

һŨθů

Ǵҷ׷׿չ

Գ㣬ҷ棬ŶԼһ룬Сؿ첽߻ͩµʯԡ

룬һ쳺룬δ꣬Цеڵ𣿺ˣ԰ɡ

˵ţ͵ͷСڳˡ

⡮˳㡯棬õͦ

˵Ļ̶ӡžһ£ˤ˿ɫݵתˡ

һڶûԡ

ԳԵ촽̺졣ŷԶȥıӰƲѡ

ˣ˼׽ղһ棬ݶתȥ˸棬̿ӣʲôë

쳺һɷתӾԺӣܵáˣͻȻͷһ׺ݵݵ˵Ӹﲻó֣ʧˣ˵ѱĻ

룬תСˡ



µͻȻŵ߷˸ڽűߵĴ롣

ղ˭淢ģȥ̷췣ɡ

쳺仰תľˣ»Ǵ̺һŵ亹ֱ쭵ū͡

Ӹ̷췣ʮϵȵģ̵дȴ֣ʮȴȥҪġ

棬ԼҲзݳˡ

ԹƮԶͩµĹֹղŻҲܶΧڵ߳ˣ񲻼հ...



죬Գ㿴ճūڻӸԺǿӲݴĵ߸ɻ߶¶мЦ

ԭ淢ӶҪ췣£սе֪ˣŸͼҴ쳺鷿š

롰žһ鵽ǰֽóһֽƽˣӿʼī

ԳᣬԽ鷿ڼˡ쳺ɫݣĵġ

ʱúһ̻᲻ᱻԳΪüⳢʤζԽýűʱ˵ȸ΢΢ġ

һԣƽֽдһ⡣

ǰ㾭ϵĿǡ쳺ʮ֮ڶû취Ŀ

ǲǺõķǣ޹ģֻΪһܷ

Գᵱʱֱֱͦǰ治ĲᶨҾӸ¶ӣΪȡ

󲿷ʱ俴һӯӯķģΪЩ˵Ӳ˰

ʲôˣ쳺Σյ鰸ϵĽ߾Ͷ׼ʺ

Ϊʲô...֪⣿




12.  12   

ʵԳҲʮȷʱȥôˣǷھ⡣

ʱиô˵ƺǳڸ£֪ǸԼ£ȴἰ

ѣǸ˶û취𣬺һνңԳոĥӸ˳

ʱ˿ɸˣԳˣҲϴֶԱ˸߲ҵظϸ⣬ļ

˵гһټķ̸ˣҲ֪ܸܲˡ

ʱԳ˵ģһ˵ģҼסˣʵڲܻȥԺлһѴ𰸸ġ

ֻܻȥԸûϵгһֻߵǰ

ʲôֵģԳӯӯЦˣ㲻Ҳ֪֪̽ʲôֵġ

쳺ɫ֪£ӸļţȻ˭֪

Գϵӣ鰸ηֵһıľм

쳺ԳԸȡȷ֮¡

ǣȴһͷ

ںԺǿķѾõϣӲݳģشӽǮӴлȡѼ㣬ƽںԺǿϡ

ҿ˻ӸеЩأֿʼũڳ䣬լӲˣȫɵصӣ«ưѼţࡣ

ЩӵūΪ˲ƤּһǴƨɿȻ͵ظɻ

ԳҲƣһһ׼뷨

Ÿϵů¯УЦضǷ벻ˣ

Գӹů¯ůģƵض˵ͷ

ʵ̷ѹûнӵµң㲻ȥҵ£´ҲұĽڽЩ˵̷ĳɿĵġΪƻ¿˺þã˺ܶ࣬Ϳ׼Сѩ֮಻ϵһѩ

ѩʲôѩԳһһ㶵ģ˼ôҲأ

ǿ˻뷨һЦعǣūŹȥҵ£ûڸõ飬պҪЩʲô¿ɷˡ

...ԳһؿĿGԭ...󻬡

ȭһЦޣȫ鹦ǵ£һһ㽫ūľ

½½ӳǶ뵽ӸǿĵĶ֮أӲһĶĶũ

ԳΪӳǶˣ쳺ƸõģһܳӸ˼Ӱ

Ǽ£ѳͷյ񵶸ˣԣҷεӣļ̴

ٻܿĵˣƺЩţֱ۰ִͷƶôȷˣѵҲЩ粮һĸ֮

Զľ֨֨µѹǰΪ̾͵ľ壬˲Ǽ

ɫؿһᣬȻ

ֶԱߵ½ݵѵҡ

½Ĵ󵶣һ㵣ǽʹص˹ȥ

쳺Ͻӹ˵ʵĲ֣Բʵĵ׼ǹóͷԴ͵ӣƨ.һͱ漴ֻǿºӵĹſﻮ

ԳպڱϿһĻЦֱ

ղŷһͱ̫۵ø.ɵ˼࣬ǱԱߵ̴æȻԶйЦÿ

ԭдЩЦЦԾǰӣ߷ߡ

̧ͷһȡЦĹԶԶķŴ練ӳĵɫԽҫۣһʱҪϲˡ

ԳΪӣһ

...ЦƨߵòӶˣԳӣΪ˸Ӿѻˣ...Ҹ㶼ԴΪԸȢٻ

˵ţӱͷŭţͷҪԳķȥ

Գ᱾벻ؼİϵĴʯͷϥȥˤһġɴ˻ûȫÿʱŷټӹǱһЦʯͷվʱͻȻͷĿѣһ¾ˤİֱˤ

ŭĳͷѹղסۿŷĳоҪϹ֫ȥˡ

ˡؼʱ̣֪ɵĻԳڷڼ˼Բ̣쳺ǰȥţһӸǳͷպûԳᡣ

Ӳӱ͵ڸӣ˰ա

˵䣬쳺Ȼת׼뿪ӱ쳺ֽ̧Ÿ߾ӵ̴Ҫǰ˲ӡ

ͷǸ׼ںãԳİϣĨЩҩЩˡ

˶ֱͣߵĻͬʱ̲ס͵͵ߵһһ

¼ԼĪһԵӸշ˰ɣ

Ļᱻ𣿡֪ΪΣԳô쳺ĻŪָָԶѾһﻹƿŷӡ




13.  13   

˵Ĳзϣɱңãñϱ˼Դôԣǿûƨ𣿡

ѽлҵ˷գҽ͹ԶǴͻˣ֪Ļ˲࣬ǣʼҳŵ¾Ȼô˳

ĵ˶սսظɻذͽʣڿӵ쳣Ļ

ϸǵԽԽ࣬ʱҷϣֱʹ꿪

̫࣬ˣͷѿڽŴɰ񡣡쳺ȥһȥȻǱòͷˣԷԸ

Ŵɰ...ǽõģɼӲ״õŴɰ𣿡Գᾪʵ

ʧЦȻأѵΪǳԵŴ׽ɣ

𣿡Գᾪȡ

΢Цҡҡͷ֮ǰ˵ҵݱ¼ôһĹӶѣƾʲôΪ²ɱˣ

Գỹһ˿ɣɵۿѪܵĶӱ߱ڳʹߣܵŵĿ׷ջȥеĻ̲ס·ԾŻ

йɰɫһн伣Գھǲıӻˣ

ԳҲ̲ס˵һ߸ŻΪϳüûԶٶڳŻˮ⣬һ㶫²ˡ

İߵ쳺ĿⲻͶ˹ǶŻµԳᣬ漴ֲɫջĿԶˡ

˫߻ػӸԳᣬŸλã᲻ʱ¡뽫Ӳҹĺǡ

쳺η壬Ͷ˼֡ԭΪɱˣ϶ʲô򵥵Ϊ紫һɱ޹ġ

Ȼ˶һЩ˵ЩҲǷʲôˡĴӦڱɱġ

ɴԺԳͿʼԼĸо

Լǰŭ쳺¼ֱȶһ²һһɹͷԹģԼ뱻ɱжԶȻ⣬ӽʼǶֺ÷ٸԼҿˡ

ֵһ쵱еʱ̣Գӿãٳٲȥˡ

쳺̧ۿ˿鰸²صһںĶ˳Ƶǰ

Գһݡ

...ʲôѽԳὩЦʵ

ҩˡ쳺㲻

ԳۿһȦǴǣ޲ᡣ

Բһ³ɽ衣ԳЦЩȻѶԳˡʼԼ޽ľˡ

Ҳܳ

...Ҫʱ

ԳЩɥѾħצô죿ҩܱȰƤ߻ҪһЩɣ

űӽһںĶһȹ⣬ںȵĹУ񳢳˷纮ҩõĲպϸζˣôдĶҩ֪һ⼸ζҩ⼸ζƶ

ԺԴģ˻⣬ʱûбܡ

ϽӰˣ㰮ʲôͳɡͷ쳺Щģ

һ˲Գıͨ˲٣ΪԼҪ˵ҲҶҪˣ㻹ҪңǰҲ浣źظ㣡Ժ㽫һ浵ƷҲʧȥˣ

Գ꣬Ѻܿͻ˹ȥ

쳺Լĳһģβ˹ȥֽס赹Գᡣ

ͷ˫ദʱȥ淢ͬûôüۣȵرת˰齱ߣһƣŵ鷿İϡ

ָⴥպϵüۣһһϷգͼ빴ճƵ۾

ĬĬתλصӱߣʰӶԽԼ





14.  14   

Գ˯ѵʱ򣬻ΪԼѾܵظΪ鷿ôϺĺֽ͸롣

ԼȻţҷ纮֢״Լ˲٣Ҳ͸˺ܶࡣ

֮ǰȥҩ̸ץ纮ҩӹǲÿη纮õҲԱҪһЩЩӿӵģʵҲǿŵģϾǿǰںɵöҲϰˡ

ãһӻָ˲١

룬Լտе쳺ˡ

ϲ˵ӣܵ˺Ժȥ쳺

ʱӲŸūںԺĿʱתУĲõľǰѵһ¡

ǲûɹũ쳺һѶһݵļūŵüūɪɪ

...ص£ūźСͱͽ.һֱߣ...ȷͷһµ...

Сūŵͷ쳺ҲûٳŻϣִȷؽũɢá

ԳῴǻӳѵĶӣȻϣȴ൱쿴ӵܻӳӽȻͬϵﲢ񣬻ӶʱС۴Ľ͸ֳ

ҹ¹һ꣬ʪ쳺һӲʯʱµӺ󻬣Ҫɲסˡ

ԳʱѾȹ˹ȥһѴӺס쳺Ρ

ôˣ쳺ϱЩѿ

ԳᳯݳһŹӣЦӯӯأӣⶬ

쳺ݳǸȭͷСĶ棬ԼҲһӣԼҧһڣЦȥģֻʣѣĲҪ

˵ֻ쳺ɵس֣ӹʱһ䣺ȷ...Եһ⣬ֻʣţ

룬ʱµȷ˵ˣⷬʯصĶ٣֪ﰮԣһϼȥ򣬲ʮţѾʮţֻʣŶѡ

ǣ˵ͷֻˣµģˣƭ

쳺ڰĵ£ͷ棬϶һĨԲĻȡ

ɵٴ̧ͷȴֲԶϣһģĹӣ˲ȥ

ʲô⣬ˣҲŲԡ˵ֽ꣬ӵӵתǰ뿪

ľʱӰ۶֭ưѹ÷ɽ

ʹһ£Ǳеؽе䣬óɺã

Գһֿ⣿ѽѽGҵӺʲô

Цвݹūźòҵģʱһ㣬ʹɿأ



ŵʱԳûӸеζ̫ˣӼ˸С¯󣬻ͷ˲֮ܲࡣ

ú³һڣţ̫ˣζһ㶼أˬҺζ

嵭ǰɣЦСʱǣҿĴ˵ٳԵζŨʳζҿܲˣǰרоʳ

˵ҲãӦҲܳζŨĶһЩʣµĴҸȥ

ѹ͵ӣûϵֻҪͳȥˣ֪̬;ͺã϶Ͳ³ɣ

Գװõ⣬鷿ȥ쳺쳺һͶüͷ

ڸûóôҪͶ

ԳὫҨ˳һµ߲ζ嵭ζ

Ĳһģ˵һӹҲǺܺãӦòܳԹŨζҰԼķЩϲԺԽʳǸЦġ

ʱҲ鷿ţ׼ʵǷܴˡ

쳺ζĿ⿴ľ

...Ȼлģūžȥ...ʶȤת

쳺ĵ

¶̬䵭˲٣ǰȥʱϲźھֻ½ˡ

ƽʱͦģؼʱôͷͿء

⻰Ūġ

Ӧ֪ǱЩлߵһӸ֡





15.  15   .ɱ

Ҫʱ򣬶İ·

ҹ˵ˣԣӱǱǿϣƽʱԺլҹҪҲǾܵƹġ

Ϊ˵״ңͷڱǽԽɰ̣ӲʯѡֳĿùĳǶӵܣ޲濪ĵġ

ͷһȥҹʱ֪֪֮Щ춼ٳţǹǳˣòȥ

ɲŸճûã͵ùر·ϡ

ԭԣǱˡԣ˴һ֧İӵʬҿ죬Ȼ̡

²СĿһۣµķ˶˳

ԣڰײԱ߿޵üʹȥ

ԣүǴһ֧ӣӼܵʵ۸ǰȥ

֮һ죬Ӹעֵûգʱ֣ӻǱӹгĽѺ˹

ԣǲΨһĵӣױԣ˳ò֪ߵغ˭֪ôӣ״ҵ³

ϣһҪ泼ƽЩЩͻɳͷ֤Ȼûзʲô

ԣүڵ˵òӶˣﺬűߵᣬִŵ˰嶼Ҫ˵ĹŰ顣

£վȻ˵ҪڻĳģҪЮйӵܳᣬũ˵СѩԺѩҪСѩǰõأȿɻɣ˽Ի˽ɣ

һɱͷĴﵹתƵǰֻЦһ

ܣ뿴룬ЩȫԸ˼ЩӵƽﲻöҲ£ԱڳԾҲţǲģϵ˯Щ

ƨвȵģôԸԣүüԡ

ֻ˼ɸĹӺ͹ҵĹǰʻ

Щһ뵽Լаѱڷʱ֧

˵˵£һΪֹģԣү

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ô˵үΪ⻰Ҳܱȶ˵ġ쳺ִεķϣһûһµŷ֡

Щŵˣ׷ϥҪײ־¹ûбǣģ

Ŷˣӵ֪һ㣬ڴСİһũСײðⱲҲ²˵ظɻǼ˱죬֪ˣҪһģ˵괺ֳһĶӸǼˣͿܣ

ԣˣɫˣǷƨͨͨƨ

쳺е˺ʵ۵̸˻

ʵ˵ʲôˣΪҪɱ

쳺ĵذ䱦ϵӣô;ɱأǺߵһɱ˵𣿡

ʵ̾Ϣһ޸ʲô

Щίˡ˳ʮǰǰѵĻʵۣʱû˳Ͷ֣֮Ҳûжѻء

Щ꣬ѻԽ֣˳ÿ궼ΪһڸǳȻò뽫˳Ҳǵ

ǿҪոһСѹѴ֮Ѿ˳϶һ壬ѻʲֹҪأҪǳ׵˳ЩҪά󣬲֡

أմ˶ϸѪУֻΪɱ˳ͨϰյ

û£ֻҪһֱҵǸҿ˵ķ׼Ĳʧ쳺ͷ͵Ц

ָ𣿻ָ֪飬ȴȻ𣿡ǰһҪס쳺֡

˭֪쳺תӵͷ䱦ӡһɢ䵽

ʲôʸֵҲûû£Щϰˡ

˵꣬ת⡣

ŶˣӺϻڶķǷ˾ծѵĹлɳˣй˼ܡ֪ǸŹӣɱףǰұһڷ̰ڮٸ˯˶ϱʱв֤ڣնˡ





16.  16   ۾

쳺̫ҽΪǷ߹µ֢ʶ֮˵ΪһЩʧķ跢Ǽʧ½ӿɱˡ

ʵ׷ӲԭʱһЩĿ֤

ة˵ʱ...µȷѾֹͣӿΪ²ɱ...ͿʼŻҡȻ...Ȼ˵º...ͱһЩĻ̲ס˰ͷɰ...

ԣү˸ЩӶӿ˵ĻʱɫˣϳϵǺ...ݺ...££򲻿˵Ҷڲִ治Ļ

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쳺󼲵ΣκǰòһΥģֹ쳺ˣӸ˶Ҫһտ¹²֢ΣԣտһԾá

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£ԺܾûнĻˣǷ赽ٻһˣ

ٻĸ޹

쳺˫ĿĿɫĹǿȥɴĿ֮ǻɫһƬҲû˫ܱ֮ɫʵ۾첻µ

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½ݴв

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ͷһλʮ࿴ȴֻжʮģšݵˡ

ٵ۾쳺Ҳóף˾̾

ع·Ͼ˵ˣԺ󶼲ܽˣ𣿡쳺һҲ䵭ģûʲô顣

ܽǸãʡóΡ쳺۾Ҳûпˣͷմõһӡ

Ϊ˵ϺԹɵ£ͷ̾ϢҲǣñذɡ

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˵꣬ѵͬϵѩɴתͷҲؽ˽С

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ңµĲκˣһڻ˵¾нβֲֻʣȻȻ˵úβ㵱εʲô˱֮Ӷķ財

쳺ͷˣصӸѾ콫ʱˡ

½ݣϿ죡ͻ鷿ڲӸǸĴʱ쳺˫εľ֣Ȼûôˡ

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£ˡ½£ο쳺Ϸߣܿһ㵽￿󷽵鷿

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ңʳԼҩǮһľӶϰ嶼еһˣʱ˵Ļƣ͵Ԥ֧нˡǴ˵¿ʹٳԺȾ˸׸ɰɣ

Գ˵ͷͷǵеӣǺ÷һ仰˵

һԵǻ...Щ񣬴ûл...˳ɻūѽ...ūҲ̸нˡ

ǣ²ǴӦ˳˳֮󣬾Ҫǿû...ūҲֻҵūҵūҪŰƴҲȨʲֻҪ̸⡣

⣬̸ǲ̸ԳǱտĿһص

ð㻹˲𣡡쳺˵̸ˣϰҪô죿ʱӶûˣҵǺ뿴ôЩͻȥţ

¾ܾĻȻҲ뵽ƺİ취ԼǮ޻ǹ궫꿪ٴһɡԳᵹģҪʱͲòԼѹ׵Ǯóˡ

εһβģһζע

Ǯ𣿡쳺ؿαϣҿɼǵãϴλţļױء

Գᱻ˵Сһǣʱô뽫ųŻɶˡ

հ۵ȭͷžһϣþѵ̬תȻ̸£Уҳȥٴң׼ϲ޻ۿŴѩҪˣøϽ̻ȥһˣһóѳء

˵ţľӲĳҪߵӡ

쳺ɫѿ

˵ʵڻģ㰴Գտϵĸѣõ㣬ҲȹӶ޻ǵĵ軧ûˣҲֻӶٷһЩ棬׮£ҲӰ߾˽ļƸá

ֻǱԳôһô̲¶ѡҲ֪ԳôЩġ

Ϊ˴֣ζȥˡ

쳺ҧгݣڵͷ죬ָڼҪƤ⡣

Գͷ䣬˲ָֻתװһε˵ˣȥ·Լġ

׮⣬ҴӦˡ



СѩĽֻʣ첻ˡ

ԳΪİЩ춼ܺ谭س븮š

һЩıѾڻӸɽϣ֧磬һЩΡ

ްܸɻˣԳҲѾȡ˲쳺Ǯ˺ѡ

ѴҼϵǿһ¡

Գѵôöׯۣ׼Ļ̬֮

Сѩ쵽ˣĵػûпꡣ޻䣬˶֧Ųסˣ֪Ҫʣµڶ̶̼֮񣬿ѡ

ѣܱũﱻռֻ˳ϲҰ𣿡

Գڸ˵ʱ򣬻ѧ쳺˵ٻʱĿǡ

죬ǵиСһ˾ͿʮĶأ൱ؾˡԣҪʮСӣһ¡

˳зˣ漴ǸСȺ۵ĿУͷЦ

ʮӣ޻ǣͨĵ軧һŲܴһʮϲıУھ޲ˣ

ңԳỹ˽ʮȫͭǮһһСͭǮҵĴ̼ɸǼҡ

Ȼһ쿪ʼҶؿʼ˿ĹҹҶЪϢ

Щڴ˵߿ĵ󣬶ܲҪæ

Ҷþ޶ĽͣһϲЩûüļҾҲʳ䣬ˡ

ȥĻĵؿò࣬쳺뵽һɽʹ⡣

ˣҵＫˡᵣǵص

һļǮ쳺ϼӸһ̺Ȼ˲١

ԼһбůҲṩӦλֻʣ⼸ˣ⼸Ϳˡ

ҲӦ帺ˣµʱûˣҲôģԳܾ

Ȼ糤ڼ칤ʱͻȻܹ...˵ҪظūŶϵɽȥѣ...ҲҪȥ...ʱ̿쵽ˣ...

ĭԸ




22.  22   Ӧ

ĹеݱʱգԳÿնƵĴڸ⣬ʱ̵Ҳȥ쳺ˡ

ʱ䣬̫ҽɷָʹĻصĴŽһ̫ҽװҶȥĲ飬Ҳ鲻ʱ䡣

ԼӹЩҲ͸֧˲

żظһʱǰһεȥ

ʱסǵҪҪȽȥЪһ°Щ̫ˣ

ԳСҡҡͷⶼʲôʱˣٲȥȰ¸ӣҪøΣյľ𣿹ҲǵģôˣҸСūͨͺãӦôڵߵѽ

죡ȥҴż֮Уֻ뵽ˡ

ʵǰϲʱ䣬Ѿ˷˲ˣǰʵµĽôūھ͸

̫ҽιˣǳɻֻҪ¿Ͻ̫ҽҽΣؾܻȬվ֮վ־Ĺϵо...ǸطݣԸ

ǵµļӰ죬Ҳվ𡣡͵

...⵽ʲôʲôЩκ

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ԼվҲһȥġ֪࿪Щĵζʲô𣿡

˳ϷȻϵˮ㵼飬궬챱࿪ĻĵأֲݣϷĿȱܶȻһЩˣ

˵óСʱǣһ꣬콵ģׯʧգ˶ٹˡ

ʱμ䲻¶ţμҲһׯӲũܹʩԵԮֶޡ

ȻСʱҲʱ˼˵ֻصʱڣɽϲֹڹ⣬ضˣЩ˼ҲĳԼСھӼҵĻԣɲ˹

ˡԳۿɬͨ죬ǻһ֮⡣

Գײ鷿Ęţ쳺ö˶Ӱ˫˫ţϻĺˮʪˣɫ׵رսۣƺš

عͷһصͷ¡

֪Ҳûãֻ̾˿ȻŹرգֹ紵

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һСӣ쳺·˫ֳεķ֣ͷȥ

...ǵ...ôˣ쳺ڶͷᣬƺü־ڿһɼҪǻķ

쳺ͷʱ޽ǵһ亹νԳۿգһ£ˮͨۿһ㡣

...Ƕģ̧һḲ쳺ݣ԰׵วһ¡

ҲҪӦңҪ̫ҽȡ

òã......쳺۵ûԹȥԳƤ䶯ֻԼüСػȻ󣬴ӻͳһǣЩס˵ˮ̡



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죬ѩܿҪˣɽϵĵأܿ٣ͳΪԺʵӵеĵأԺǾлˡÿ࿪һĶ͸һĲ𣡡

һЩ۵ƹһ˼Ѫһ㣬оԼܶɵ

˿ʼȿֺؿ߳ɽϣ񻮷ָݵһ̾

ЩΪ˻øĽͣɴҹĲЪϢûûҹĿѣӵԼصջ£سɽϡ

ɽϵĿѹûôɣլϵĲԫǰѾˣǿѲѣɽʮľҪѾ͵ȰľҲеضʺϿѣ֮ɽ·᫣ѩʪѵѶµġ

ķƵģԸøͿʼūŶ뾡취⣬ɽȥѡ

ָʹֹͬЩūųһһʮϱˡ

ֵǣǱ߾һ㶯ûС

ǲѾĬֻǶԷķΪѳֻ۱ֻ۵̬ȣ

Ƿؽ̫ҽΣҲҶˡ





23.  23   辢

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ĽؾҲʼԼӦ쳺ɽҲˣǲǴ

Ҳף쳺ϵò˳ܷգϷֵֹĻڵĶ࿪һĶأܾȻһЩ

Һõǣİϸ棬һѾ˲ٵĴЩ˶˲еģ֧Ķʱ͵չȥˣҲܻһĸ

ֱСѩĵ죬ѩűʼּ׵ɽҰʼô

̶ڣɽɽضƽ¶һĶĶͺĻĵأʵһ漣

ԳѾӽԾ᲻ͣ¿ѵٻˡ

ҪͷĹܶһĶأɽµôٻǲɽ

㣡ǻѩ̫һСģҪɽ϶ģԳżˣҲžԮɽ¡

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һҪ֤ҵİΣһҪԳۿˣͷѪһ㣬ȴǸ͸ģᱻµɬˡ

Լȥϲ׳龰඼Ǹٸʹ̤;ģᵱʱұ֤˹һܸıʳᱣ֤ҵİΣġ

˭֪ȴô˲Ĳ˵ˡ

úúãһһϽȥȫĵط㣡кŵѾֲ˪ѩˣް϶Ѿһѩ˪

־ɽֻ¼ڻӸӣԼŴ󲿷ֵĻɽæѰˡ

־ɽǰæʵԤϣһ뵽֮ǰװʹּҪǳһ̱ķָʹֻһ

Գ˶ԷָʹǸмʵָʹлл㡣

ָʹȴһ仰Ҳû˵Ͱʼʶɽˡ

ףָʹ˴ɽæӪȣʵְˣֻеǰŻѡǸж

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ʱū澿ǹĻأ֮ǰÿϹ̫ҽһ׼ҪԺҹ⼸쵹Եúܡ

¿óԼҹһҹͷһصôصĵӣ߰ٶȻĻ϶Ҳᱻѹôġ

ڶʱˣҪҪȥԺ鷿һ£¹⽫ŵỳУֹ˵ɢע⣬ĿֻüıôЩ

ȥˡͷԲëһƵʱҷĲãҪʱϢȻǰȥæ

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֪Щӣ˯ãҲûʲôԣ˲٣ۡ

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쳺ѩʱ쾹ȻûнԼѾŵ۴´Ժ˳

Գῴһ񾭲ֻͷʹѡ

ؼʱָʹԸðŷճɢǰˣ񾭲ܸʡ飬ܳȥ۸˱ס۷ָʹʧְ

Գᷳ겻ѣĹɲԸ⽫䡣

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쳺ܲܶ°ƫͲԼǴĵ

ԳԵøⲻͷ񾭲Ҳֱˡ

Ǳ˫ķѾĿͶˡ

ûлӵȥԳᣬֻĿһ£ɫһƬ۾Ժȥˡ

ǷǴŵķ

Գἱڵ׷ĨɫӰͷߣϸ۵ָ.¶⣬ҵѪ߰Ҳ˲ϡ

ȻУṦ˵ãõѩܱĵñԳ졣

Գò׷⣬׷ؾס½ǣʱѾѩεˣűѩһѰѷĵֱϡϸ

˲Щֻʹ˳̵ľزס쳺ôȥȻ˶ģ

ڸʣļѱӴſ£Գһ·һȣ֫ڷӵ˫ȣֹǰ

ȥ쳺㣡һȥԳᱻһ·ţ·ۼǰããһƬѩɽǰ

ȻڳǰѾ˲ٱѩϻǹ˲ٱ˵˺ۡ

ѪۣһһžͽԳߵɰԶ

ԳһĨʺ죬ѩϣᵶɫһĨӰʧڲãУҲģѩǡ

ʱѾص˻Ӹȼůڵ̼һֿ

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ˡҲŴˡ

Գɤӣڵĵһɽϵ˾ȻûС

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24.  24   ̸Ǯ

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...û°ɣ㱹󣬳ʶԼ쳺ھ

ûʲôֻ˵Ƥˡ

...븮...Գĵ£ǣڶࡣ

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Ҫȥָʹ...ԳϵıӣҪ´ȥ

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æҲĨͱıˣѾڴ˺üˣӲִٲãҪ

Ļ˵꣬лģ˽Ķ˵꣬ɫˡ

ιǣæŵʣôˣҡ

һԳᣬż򵥵صε£ʵǿǷ˷ָʹ

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֮ⲻ顣ԭ־ɽ˽̱֮ˣǲӦס͵߳ġ

쳺۾һ̣־ɽˡ

˸ѡ

Ӹһ˾־ɽѣ̷

־ɽԾѰ˸ɽְ硣վͻµָʹȡָʹλá

Ժ쳺ѭ̫ҽߵūվ

һ˲䶼վȣˤڵأԵƷˣϷת

ԳоԼò࣬´Žѩͣź쳺Ժ￴ϾͿǱӡ

Եū͸֮ȥ쳺С

һӣܸ˰ɣЦЦɡ

쳺һŤֹģһ㶼ϲ

ԳᡰһЦˣȻ֡...Цɤǲ֮ɳŨصı

ЦˣЦһȻˡ쳺ë̺µȭŭ

Գͣɻ󣺡ѵ·ˣ

쳺ৡһα֧·Ľ

ԳЦЦֻǸ¿ССЦѣͨؿҡ

ˣúܡ쳺ҧŲɭɭص

ԳᲢȻǰϣѩ졣

£һԲɹˣҲˡȴ˱˹°æȥָʹ𡣡

쳺ˣͷЩƵģתԣжˣ־ɽ˾٣Ȼ˻лʳɳԵҲмò㡣

ˣתͷĪָʹ壬»ϣԸ֮׵ְλڵ˵׼أҾ¸мһ˼ôˣ

쳺üƵ֪ˣǴ壬Ҿ鷳ǰɣ

Գῴͷ˵һ䡰ԭ֪֮쳺Ѿתӽݣ顱һŹص

쳺׼ȥ־ɽ𣬽־ɽǰӸݱˡ

ԳܸˣѵôһأԼ׵˿𶧣룬ü˿

¼Լҹ飬ʧЦҪһ㣬ָʹ˵޻ģżҲĸ󣬹͵ú˼δؿ𡣡

ôһ˵ʱְˣȻָʹ˺ʲôҲˣػҵİɣ

ɹ͵õˣﲻ⣬ᱻΪЩ˰ɣ

˵꣬Լ˵ס졣

ĬƬ̣ͻȻֻڵѾͷ˵˻еĻ

ҲǣǴӸ˶Էָʹʾл⣬ƾʲôԼӳһģҲʡµġ

ǣܵԺ쳺ȥˡ

쳺һ⣬Ƥû̧һֱͣ鼮ϡ

ǾͲġ־ɽĺлҽ𡣡

˼˵л˼ңпܵʱ˼ݱҲֻ᲻֪ô˵һ䡰ҪѽǱˡ

ԳỹϵĻһ뵽վԣѿˣ˼ҿһְλȫ˵

ӰɡԳԲѵس̯֡

ƾʲôҸӣ쳺üϥߵ鱾ˡ

ѽЩҲɻǰƸأѵͲøҳ𣿡Գգգ޹ˮ˵ֵ꣬ͷһ

Ȼ󣬲֪ʱӻֽͱʣʼдʵ±ʡ

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ûϵϲˡ

ԳЦ˫ֳ˸Ǯ״

ĵѾĵǮûҪأקʲôקģһѰ˼¶ϣԼҲֻñĬ˳ƽ

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25.  25   Ĩҩ

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Ƿɴʦ˺ܺã˵Ҫ͸촳ɽϾ˵ķָʹ˵ͬˣɽкü;ķӶǷָʹµġ

ЦŽͣһó񲼲ǰѰľϵĳὣ

½ݵ˶ŷֻΪſڿһѽ

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½æҾй涨ԺµȲý⣬£ˡ

˵Ŀֲһ£Ų߿

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£µģϻصɽðΣնѩ£º壡ҪΪְˣպл׷ң

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ԳΪԺˣûܳȥӭͷָʹлͽֻ쳺͡

쳺ؿľϣϥϸ̺ű飬۾Ҳֱ飬òŵءšһ

踺»ϣȫˣô̬ȣ

վںһֱſԳῴüͷĬĬں氵һ䡰ûò

...εЦţͼѵȥý

쳺ӷúܣճһֻŵľӳ˽ֱݵ־ɽǰ׬ȡܷѡ滮ѡ๤Ӫġ

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Ļƺ³ָʹ˵˵ء

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һ󷽷̱ķ־ɽ˵ӯæ˵ҵҵһԵ쳺ԳͶӡ

ôĵӣôһжƸѾ˭˵Ҫȥл־ɽģ

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ᾪʱ򣬲СĳԽһżǣǡɣһŻǣ˲仩

Ȼ󣬷ΪԼһʱ򣬱㷢С޵ϡﻩ۾ˡ

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ͣǷѾִ֣ϥϸ쿴

ˣ𣿡鿴ͣȴģӰļӱҩСذĨ

оԼڵ۹һڿ

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ԽˮԽ࣬û취ֽӲͷƤʣʲôģ𣿡

Գָŵ˻ҵǣɴˮ䣬ͷţЩ͵³Եģڶ˻ң¶Ȼˡ

쳺Ƥɫһᣬڻץһҵǣ˿о׽

ܸ˰ɣü׽

̲ס͡һЦЦЦ̲סˣչüЦ̣ÿ

ҪݺݵسһԼʱӲŻģ˭֪;ζ

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26.  26   ߻

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궬ǾҪڳӸԱߴĴůɹÿһﶼʮ¯Ҳһɳᰲ׵ֻǣЩȴɿƲס

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Сǵΰΰ͵˳߾ʱǶҹǼҵ˼ҺµĶӡ

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֮ǰͬСĵ֣ر֤һúչ˺С룬С׬ǮӦȥ޻ˡ

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Żˣ۾ֺ׵ˣȴǸɬġ

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ǵ˵СǿӢۣڿµĻĵأϷǧټҪӢۼĸǸӢ¾

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Сδ֮ʱСĻҲ˸ͷϴԺ΢ЦԶ˯ˣܰꡣ

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ظ֮󣬳֪ȷʵµ˼ʱ졣

ӡУƺôĺͬȥעЩ޹ص˺µġ

ԳỹǾȥµлллСһС

쳺һʪ۾׵ģüڿžһ鱾תνԼת˹ȥ

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áԳΪЦ˲ᣬϵˮøɾ

£쿪ʼÿ춼ϰ·̫ҽ˵Ҫվ

쳺ûԾܾԳû͹Ժˡ

Ȼ쳺˲׽ܱ˵ĺ⣬ԳỹϣܾԼܵضá

ôһдˡ

£Ըܽص·ĺˣֻʣֻôһ뵰ء

쳺ˣҲУһֺõԳᣬһδǵĻȣ˹

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ԳЦͦ˵ģأƫҪǿƷůСĵķϣͲƽϰɡ

˵ǣе񡣡ṧ˳Ц

쵰ɫƯͻȻһ䡣

ֻɫƯ𣿡ЩζأζӦòɣ

쳺ͻȻڳһ֣ס֣۾

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ҪܿĿʱȴǷһ䣺ͷɫƯɫȹɫҲƯĴ֬֬ɫҲÿ

ᱻЩ˼ͷյκ

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ͻȻñ񾭲ͷ­ô죿

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ĻǲǺܿվˣԳ⼸쳺ԺվȻһûʱȲԶˡ

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˵תΣˡ

ԳһĲ⡣ȻлΪʲôҪܾء

̫ҽҡҡͷ´һʼͲǿĹɹͷҪ˿Ǹطǲˡ

ԳÿϧиûǰΪ±ֻڰ˿Ӽˣأ

κԺߵ̸ӣʱҲһȳӡǣ

ܸңΪʲôϽʩ𣿡Գ÷Ըʩ룬ԭܲ򵥣Ūԭٺú취Ȱ˵

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Խô˵ԽǾҪŪ쳺֢ڡ

˵һԽȼԼ財

ŵʱԭӦ쳺ܵ߻ǰѵģʱѻʾָһҪ߻ӣ߻Ϻͳ۰һЩʶӳһģһ쳺߻͵˶ѡ

ţ쳺ʮӶѻǻᣬȾѾȳˣǿŹ·Ǻһ⣬ų߲ˣҪΡ

˵ⳡ⣬ԳĴʹһ£Ϊǣ浽߻ӡ

һᵽ߻ӣľͻۣܵɬġ

һֱд߻ʮ꣬͵һһ֮󣬾ͱ͵ϱߵɽȥˣ𣿡





27.  27   һ

߻ӵһܺõ˰...߻, ͸пЩҪȻĻھ͸ðѴ, ض䵽ߵͷϡ

һֿϧӣ˳ʹǸ˵, Ǵ˿̽һЩǻܸ˵ġ

Щǲ㽲, ֻҪºߵʮҾͺáԳЦЦ

Ϊ£Ҫᣬߵµ, ūҲ֪úʮӶѹ, ߵ˵˻, ǰĴΪ²ܻġ

»Ժ, ߵºܸˣЩߵ, ҩҲˡǻϺ͹ߵµĺãͶ, ʱ¶ߵºܲ, Ͷߵ·Ƣ

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˵ʱԳ۾

̾ϢһʱūŻ˵ڵµҵߵ͸µĹ±Ѿ˺Ƭǣ϶ⳡǵɵģߵ´ȥ;ߵԼҪߵﶳ

ôˣᾪȵ

ҡҡͷģǰԮҲ³ˣʱߵ߲·ˣ߲㵫ӲʣԾͽߵ·һɽܺԼŹȳȥʩȡ

ԳһߣǣҲ˵ӹҲã

Цģǵܹˣˣ˫Ȳ·ЩҲڿգӰİϻصŵɽѩһ¶ûУǻ...

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ѽϻѩţֱ쳺һţ˺֢һֱģϵҲûȫȬء

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Ϊ³Ầ赭дˣʵǸèͷĵطǡ쳺ʿһ˵ĸʱġ

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Ҫ취Ʒȥʩ롣

δż멣Ͷ˹Ժ

ͷ˺ʺܣԸЩ

쳺ҲһĿתſڣͷ̽ͷ̽ԵԳ֧ʹˣ봫Ⱦ𣿡

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Գ쳺ֵסʺ̶ϥߣȻڳһִץס󣬰

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˺֢֮Լӵܺáдӣһøץҩǰ򿪵Ķˡ

֮ǰ쳺ӲȵҩƺЧ£ԭҽҲ˵ѽ

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⵽쳺ڶƺԽԽûзˣͻȻһ󵨵ͷ

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...Ҫ½ңΣ

Գ۽׼ǵĵط˼װΣԼĽŰʧһˤ쳺ϣŪʪˡ

쳺˫ȱŪʪ͸ɫҺ೤ȴˡ

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ɣٿ޾Ͱ۾ڵ쳺ܲƵģһһζ

Գͷ˲ʱһǡ

޿ɱܣҪǮƵĿᣬüͷ

˿ǻڵѹֻȥ۷˿ҧһһٵ㣬ģ𣿣

ӾȻҲˡ

ԸԳϵһϵýʵʵģҧȡ͵͵ĻƤƤã

Գϵ籣ձ߾æŵͷӦúúãһ͵ģ

û͵ģ쳺Ҳ

˼죬ԳԺ쳺վʱѡһԱѩĵطһ֮쳺Ƚ˶ˤѩϡ

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ֹ˼죬쳺һԳԺӾԳ΢˱죬һۿһߵͷߡ

쳺תȵУſȻıӰûп·εʯףպúͶŲˮײ˸ţ쳺ֱŤˣҲ˸ʪ͸Գᱻ˹

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28.  28   

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쳺üģҲĶʲôѣ

֪ҵĶǣÿ۾һϣжʱѶȾͻӴ󣬻ҵѨλѶԽĻշòǴʬǲǵȥʱԽãյķԽ߰Գᱻ۾һ̹Ȼ

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쳺˵ͷͷǵҲָܴزūĳǮֻ뿴ӡ

ǣֵ˷ҲܷѽҪôӣҪô㽫µĴֻˣ

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תƻѽߺˡƣݴ߳ƣһһգȱĵطҶмġ

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û壬һ䡣

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29.  29   

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ԭǶѹĻʵۣվҪ˳Ϲߵ̬

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һʮ˳Ҳֲһѡ˳̶ʮͳһֱѳΪӹһҴڡ

ڶѻʵ۵޻, ˳ʵ۾ڹдһ, ԱʾԶѹ˳

統, нڸһʱյ쳺Ҳյ˹롣

쳺ȽȻǿߣȴߵò, ǵΡ

βŴѹ˸ողŲøɾȵ, ںĳꤺۼ

һæĨԳˣȴҲҳ, ֻսȭͷ, Ѱȭͷյÿ֨졣

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Գˮ洦ܵҲοĨһһɢ

˿һӱ˦˰ѺǴЦԵ²ҸЩ𣿡

쳺˵ͷһֱɣ̫ˣһܸɵĻ

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һأһһҲʮ

һĻܻῼһ£ʮҲ...ʮܻǻѡɻɣϾʮҲġ

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쳺һ󣬾޷˵س˹ȥͼ̻Ĩɻ

ںһᣬߺ½ŪʪͻȻӭͷһɫɰľϢۡ

Ƿ۸ͷϡ

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ʲôþģѵĹʵˣҪˣǻҲˣ쳺˵꣬ɫʧѰɫ쳣Ұܡ



ѻʵ۽˳ʹʱô棬ȸŵƽʣ񳵸輧裬Ϸڡڹ˳ĹԱ׹ݣ岼عһ·ԸúӭѵݰٵĻ

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һֶ˳Ļʵۡ

˳ͣıյЦҲסˡ

Ϊѵ۵İѾûκξյ򱭺ѵľƣ˼˳ſմҺ۽ˡ

᳡ͻȻ˶Ϣҷ趼Ȼֹ

ѵЦЦͻȻץԱľƺ輧ȥδ˽ͣͣ¸衣һͿģʲôãˣ⼸治Ůȥͭ.

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ǰ˳˵̷ֲأɵڶѣǶţģкüء

ôԣô˳ĵͷ˳ֲѣ

Ŷ˾պͭ߹̨ǼŮǴ۵ֱŵȲڳĹԱ;Ƕŵ棬ֱӡ

дȻûֹ𣿣ԳͷȻε֣뿪Ⱥ̨ķߡ

쳺ҪסʱѾǷԶˡ

Գֻߵһ룬ͣ

侲վ֪Щǲµġ

˳ʵʮǰƴӴѵĵλ̨.ʱһ磬ʱʼ˳עҪŶѵıϢ

ⲻֹΪռŵϵѪͳΪкıʵ

ѵڲԼɱˣ˳ʵǰ۰ͰͿţȴƨҷء

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ʱϯѾ˿Һס

ᣡᣡ죡Ⱦ㣡

ȻͿһ۵ĵ˳ֱקѵ۸ǰ

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ˮḧ, һɫװŮӻ̨

ɴɴµһԾѶ֣۾ñˡ

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һһЦÿһ̬ջůʱ, ҫ, ߺѪҺһһڻʻů

, ߳ʱɴһӱ, һܽޡ˳

ʶԳˣһ̵, ̲סľ̾

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һλ޹޻ǵĽȵصȥ, ٻԱίڵصʱ, ˾̾ѾͿˣ˵ˡ

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ãúã벻˳ĹŮҲһõ裡

ѻʾȻЦŸˡ

, Ŀӹ˳ۣǲؿ˳һۡ

޵УҲһλŮôΪ衣ϧҲˡ

Գҵػ˶ѻһϻӽĽͣʮֵ㡣

Գ쳺볡ʱѻʵĿ⵭ɨˡ

쳺ⳡôãУʹڸУڣѻʺ°ɡ

վţһûܿ쳺籡ŭɱ⡣

ֻ⵽Ұ׵ȭͷڷϣһض

ͻȻסᶨ£ں¶ѻûϵ°ɡ

쳺㵵̧ͷ



һʱ˱˳۾нĻӣס˹Уﻹһ˳ɱȨĶѵۣ⼸գе˶СģҲҴ

쳺ڹʱ򣬳Ҳܻķϸ·ϰ

̫ҽ˵ˣڵȣŽѾ඼ͨˣֻҪҪ˷ԼܶվȣǾʹպȫȬָܻˡ

лָܻˣԳᵱȻȡ

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ûʲô쳺ס·ԴµĴ֦ɣ

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쳺˵һ룬ԳѾ죬һϸ׼ݵ˵Ҫ˵Ļ޻˵ȥ

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쳺һ

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˸Զ˵̫ǻˣ

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쳺Ͻе˺˵ǰֻԳ浡

浶ݹ˲ٵԳ, еźȲ裬̲ס

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ӣˣҪҪ

ϻں棬ǷҪղ˳ִڹҲ֪ʲôġ

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ȻҪĵһ۾ϲǣǻݣա

ɵʱǷѾ䵭һ䡰ˡȻ鴮ˡ

ԽԽƣǸֻӣԳᣬɴȥɢɢġ



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33.  33   

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ĶһЩ˹ȴֱѪȸˤڵ棬彺ڵƲ

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34.  34   һ

쳺˻һ, ˳۵ɫʱˡ

ȻҲ֪ӵڳԼз財Щѡ

ѻһҪԵ, Ҳǿ˼˵ӳϡ

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, ˵Ļ¶վ, пܱԼ̡

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᲻һۣæסڱǸȥŻ

ϱϿһ޵һͷ޵˵ﶼУ

ȷǣһˣ˵ĸͷ˵ġ

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˳ؽͼһġ

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ҲǲЩġ



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ԳϰԵߣûǴӣͣŶˡŶʮؿ첽ǰսǱߣ

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ղŷˣҲûܴҵʹпǴӣ

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аɡӦתߵˡ

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ֻԼ֪һһУԼҧŬȡġ

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ʱ¹ȥȥʱˡ

ܲܣȥ

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̾Ϣһ߽ȥݵţʵµ

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쳺ɹţΪԼЩʱ˲٣ܸٺӡġû뵽...

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35.  35   

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쳺оȥˣ϶쳺ûҾҲûκνɻһ£ȴ⡣

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˵, ｻĶǼó, ǣ

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ʱʱ̵ˣ쳺

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֪㽫Թˡֵ

Ӧģһʵ̫ͳһֱͬ޽ĸ󣬶ΪĹϵĸǴӶӳģΪ˳Ļʺסôһֱάĸֻǲϣĸܵί

޷֣ĸҪģЩ

ʵֵ̾ˣȻԹ뵱ʺ̫ҲһֱޣҲôʾˡޱԲһԸǣҪãϣʺ𣿡

쳺أƣۡ

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УʾĬĬּĬĬﱸԹɵǺλ죬ҲҪκ˺λϵǺˡ

...ѱȨһΪʱɻʺĸ



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˭֪͵ȵ߹浡

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36.  36   

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ٿѻϵۣǴɴ֯ɵĽɣֶ˳۵һϮǰѵʽ

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ţѵЦ޽ֻǾһԾͺá

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ҲشۣһվȺС

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µׯӱˣڵĲҵҲ½̱˴Ļͬķʽߣ˵֪һŮйϵ

Ƿ³͢ծԽԽ࣬һ͢ˣӣʱһᱻְġ

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Ƿ׷׵ͷϰӬɹһ

˳üͷҪ˵Ƿѵ۾ͻȻЦ

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£ֶῼǵģлġ˳ɫް

糯ڼѹķΧɢˡ

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ᣡ㣡ΪһլˣȻҵǰ⣡ɺͳԼһ»ŭѵ

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Ѿʯˤȥڽ׼ϣ̧ͷԳ˪񣬶ȻЩ졣

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˵ĳ½½£ڸ, ָָ

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¼ԼˤڵأΪŮԳ߸ߵվţҲû˳˵Ĳǡ

˲ûĵġԳͻȻ, ˵ֻҪڶѱǰһ裬˴ǷµЩӸ, ôȥ, һǮû

Ṵ̊, ЩŮҽҩǮڸҪһеĳԴöȶŴ, ҲˣŮҪ, һǮڵĿ, ŮǷµҽҩǮ, ׼ʲôʱŮѽ

۾

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...˵˵һյģͷõĺܣģԽԽ˶Լָ㣬

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˵ŮѪˣӾްôԳװǲǿǲްҸ̫ҽһ͵֪ˣŮҪŴҵ˵ڲǮ

ã˵ҪģɱҺݣһƵģԼ౻òѪȻѾԳֿɴƹˤűˤ۵ȣȺһƽչϵѺõ̫ҽ

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⻰൱ڣҪͬԳϾŮϵˡ

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˭ֻ֪Цø, ˵

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£ӣҪĵ㰡ҪΪ浵ĵĹԳǿһ䡣

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쳺ԳţϣһԼͷȻȥ

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ԣػʵֲԪǼ̺ǡ߹زȱþʹŽڼ֧ĽڣʽŪСһЩ

浱ϲóͷԣû̫ʹӦˡ

ֻǲϣּ⣬ܷӡһжܽƵģҲ׼ſڳԼ֪⣬Եѹ֪ĴͷӡʽҲֻлϺԼڡ

ŪùƵġ

ϲ̵شӽнӹӡֻ϶Աߵӣζѵ㿴ˣ

ǸӢƥȴһ˫ȳ۵ӽһ˵ͷ漴ӻ˿ģĶŹһȳһȳǰ

浴㵵̧ͷѾ߳ȥˡ



˼ΪԼܷڱ϶Щ

Ȼֽһ

ղЦͬ˵ƺһܺʮ˽ļ

һֻô˽һ߾ְ˼

ǱȨأһˣȨߣԸΪ˳ȫĺλıȨͷţǶôصĸ飿

ҲС˵û쳺ǳɿ񣬻ҪʲôҲܴӦ϶䵭ÿֻ

˭ǰһֱõģ

ǣ˴ԳſԺӣԳˣԼҪӦԳһҲʹ졣

ã¡ߵ̬򷽣ʼղʧׯάӦеĿס

Գٿ浣ʱôºӵ龰ɫ˰˪

㣬һ̣͹⻻αƵЦݣùѣҺ͵£ǲӵѽ

˵ţָӻгһֽţ...ŶԣҶϾϵˣǺүѾ˽ӡѺͬ⽫ΪǷҺ͵µĶʮˡ

ԣӵ𣿡ԳὫֽ̯ǰЦ̴

㶣ɫʱѿ

С͵͵κֻתͷ͸ǩ




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ף, үû㽲𣿡

ԳһϷ飬ֱָ

ɫ࣬òװǻǿ, ˵ԼûãĻʺ, ӶòǰһĸֻڻʱҪŶѡ

һʱգΪ丶ش۵ģ

浻ָϵĶׯԳǰ, ɻ쳺ۡ

Գһ㶣쳺̲סüģζĿͶǸ޶˶Ůӡ

Ǹղ쳺ıĪţȻԳ, һ쳺Ϊ׽ģ

Ҫ, Ǿ׽һˡô, û𣿡

ƫͷ㶵Գᣬ˵һֻĻ

ϲýǺλȴ￪, ַʽԳᣬ, Ҳǲѽ

˵̧꣬ͷǿס, , ҵ飬ġúúýͣڹȥҪǮ￪, ...

δδ˵꣬쳺ͻȻסӣüͳʲôζ𿿱̫

浴һ¡

......ʲôŵζ𣿲ѽΪ˽յӡʽԡѬ˺þá

ͷһؼ˵ִ飬Գشսᡣ

ܿҲűӺһ󲽣...ϵζҲ̫Ǻ˰ɣֵ°ζ...ȷʵŨЩ㻹ǸϽȥһ°ɡ

浿쳺ֿԳᣬЩȻּһ쳺£...

Ҫ뿿һ쳺ͷֳָһסļЩȥˣ

浲ŵԭƬ˲ĺ˼źתˣǰĹŮ״׷ӡ

һ£վסԳҪܣæں뺰ͣ

浲֪ʵھ̫˻ǾӸ鲻£һѹͽвͣ

Գʱ쳺ı۰ü죺£ʮӣѽ

쳺ʾͰԳʱӣǹǺԳᣬ˰ԼƷ𣿡

ԳҪתߵͻȻźԲԶŵӰվס

ӷˣû˸Ĳ

ǼҪϺλ浣ǰҲʲôǡ

ͣԳСŹȥ˾룺дõģʮÿջһķݡ

۾ѪƵģŵغݺݵԳᣬҪơ

òеժ¾ɳУŷȻȥ

ȥ쳺Źǰĵװ浵ϻʺԴ𣿡

ӻʹ̧ף쳺Ŀཻӡ

Щʹ죬ϾҵĵˣҲϣ˳⡣̹׳ϵ

˵ġˡСˡ˼ȴ쳺ΪǡС˼ˡ

˵ͷʾô˵Һܸˣ...ᣬԭңҲòʺ󡣡

ԳЦֱ봸ͷڻôϲŪŪΪӡ

Һи˩׮ʱֻһӰӣҪȻᱻŪ



ÿ춼ᱻԲͬС̫ࡢСŮǰοʡ

οʡݶǣǷ𣿡

ֱץ

񼸺˳ʹÿһԹǷǮˡ

ôȥ浻浣ġλҪķⲻˡ

̫ҲȥʹΣȴֻ̾аһѾˡ

ҲҰѺ¸̫ΪԳѾִˣ˶֪ĵпŮͱҲֽˣȻ̫У̫Ѳͻ˼֮£ǺҴ

ԣͷں飬ܻؽѹѹڹ...ʵǱڵÿҪˡ

Գ¹ǽͷãһǽߵĹˣЦһӽ˼編Ƶصӡ

һΣҪУһѻľʵĹ˹ʱ˦˳ȥ

ػͷһײ쳺ӡ

Գ˾ﴽ֪һ浵ģĴڣȴעҪҲ죬ǵϤºӵԺ

ߣһΣֹ˵ڶΡεģһһֱһֱҲʹ죬ֱԸգ

Գ

쳺üĿⶢ˸ղжûƺȣõ󷺺ӡӡ

ԳᣬôҳԵһҪʺ󣬲ôı䲻ˡ쳺ĺӡü

ѽǵ¡ЦЦЦ

Ҫת߿죬ȴĿһֱͶ˺߰󱳿Ҫߣȴȳһײ˹ȥ

ʵײðǣ

ΪҪʲôȵĻžɻԼΪλ˴ţڷͷʨͷƵƵץʭˣ

ѵԼααɰ

ڳգԼԹʧ֮ʣ쳺ֻС߬üС΢วʹֱʹ⣬Ѫʧ

¶ȴֽģԳԼԽؿˡ



Ҫ˳ʺǺˡ

﹬ⶼ֪Ҫȴ֪Ҫһλ

ٻŵƽʣնϲӣ֮ñר衣

Դ𰸲Ѳ£Ѿǰ϶ˡ

˳Ļʺڲ䵱иҪʺĸͷǧָɽɽͷ룬˳̩񰲡

ǧָɽλڳⲻԶһʮɸߵС롣.汻ȵ۱ѹ˹ʱ˳.ʺվСѸ񣬼ظġ

һͱļĸױ磬ϸͷȻְһ̧͵

Ϻڣɽ²ԶռλùĦǺ䡣

ʼһɽ²Զһϣֹ˲Ƚȥûһѵ۵̵ˣҲĦǺ䡣

ս쳺ıͳģȫһЩδƵĲӣפھ⣬ϵ˼ǣҪĵǺ䣬ٻЩ˽бƣѸ¡

ζû뵽Ϻλʱ򣬾ȻбȨ֡

һɽѸ棬ǧʨɽΪҡź龰һ׳۰ɣ

ԳǸѾͷһӵ¸ͷָҪôʵ÷ءԼķĽǱŮӣΪŮӣԸѱȨϣ԰˫λϡ

ЦùȥһУֵˡ

Ǿ£ڴհģ˳ңѹĻʵ۶ˡ

ŶѴɵӵţϵϣ̧šģָıʯ˳ӵеݹԴס

ٿ˳ۣԵЩֻӵǧӺʹǷࡣ

ԱȻ£ڳ󲿷ֶǶѵı

ǣɽһװ»ʺձ߸߾ɽ¶ʱףص̤Զ

ǧŻɳӹⱼڶƺƴ

һʱ䣬˵Ŀⶼעſտɽ⣬ɽ¶ˮϮ




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Ϯڵ, ǽʮıЩȫɢαװƷֲڱ߾ڼŵǺ, װһ£Զǧ֮ǧָɽ

ֻ쳺յһ˽ļ⣬нʮıȨ, ȴʱͷ档

Щ꣬޻Ŵ챦һ, ʵ֧֧Ӵ˽ļƣԴŴֵڲͭ컻·ֱԭĸΪ

ʮλ, 󲿷ӿȥ, ɽͷֻѸǰ

Ϊ׵Ǹü, Ũףɽ߸߾ıǰ, ֻϱ˵ӣӦĮʿ, õֶΣûи, ֻ

Ǹ...ѻĿ绢׼ɽŮӸ߸߾ķ, ۵

ȺУԳ˳ԱļҾ춼ȺУ쳺ķ򣬼һĳɫ, Ѫӣֿ˿ԶƺƴľٶֲõԤС

ôã...Ҫͳͬھķо

Ȼûãǧָɽ̨֮ϵų̂ϵºѶ飬̨ϾͷһŮӼĨӰʧɽ˽Ļ̻̣δ֪¡

»ʺôˣҪҪȥڱ̧ϣѵһȻģڿִݡ

˳ɫһ䣬ǰģҺɢ

ΪǧָɽǱ˳.ΪʥŮɽ˵Ǻ죬ֻº󲢼ĹܵǶһɽᴥŭɽ

ⲻϣҲ˴лɳ˵Ļᡣ

˳۰̣ҷֻõ˵ͷ˵ǣֶɼŮɽȥ

Ҳˣˣ»ʺͼɣ޲ˡѵµ˿ʼ̧ء

쳺žڲԶıٻصǧɫؿһǸɽϱͬһʧʱĿʹ£Ǳʵ

ѵºûسǣƵɽǶ·ͬһɽ·ļӡ

أʡ

Ϊ׵Ľϥر£˵ģҩ˺ˡ

аɡѵ۴ǵĻԸ߸

ôһֻҪɿ£˵˳ʵ۵²λ˽˽֮٣ɽ̲»ʺ󣬾Ͳ˻ɵͷϡ

ɶǴۿŵģҲͬɽһء

İ褣ȰضѺǰһʱġ

ʮˣʮʱ䣬׷İˡ

ѵԽɽȣڰװȻһ£ºıȥټʮضѣȻȥ˳Ļʵ˵һ˵Ҫ̻سˡ

˳سӣִ˳ջ١٣˽ˣ˳ǣİ褹ջضѡ

ȱɽ׼ñٻı֮ʣѵȴȻ֣ʮǹͷǶ׼ķġ

Цһͷ

ȻУһľ·Ѿǰٵ쳺Ӵӵм

޾֪ûô򵥡㵹޴۽簡ѵ۶Ц

ʮֻ򡣡쳺Źգݵص

ѵʧЦ˵⻰֪Ѷ𣿡

쳺ҡҡͷ͸⣬չӱǧһ

...

ľһһҧŴ˵⻰ʱ޶öѵβ쬣ɺܿʹЦŴɢݿЦûľ⡣

Ϊƾ㣬ƾʮңζţֱһûһµĦĴָͷֵָ

쳺ͻȻĴָͷѹúˣ궼Ҫ...һ̴壬ֽؿ䣬ֻĴָָͷϵֵָǮҵĻϲ

...ѵͷЦ

ССˣΪ֧ʮ˽ѪļһҵģϱѾˡⲻϣϵþһﱾˡ

ܵĽ½ǼһĴնɱߵĶױһǧ...

ֻж˫վȺĶѵۣԼյûɱԱ߸ʿöΧһȦͷ߶̲

ЩնҪɱ˻ôֻģѵ۲ΪԼԴƵĴеǣŶǸư

쳺ͣôѱĻ߸ߵع˭ֻҪû⸱ȱ˽ǺīʲôģñƤݽˮ

ѵʧЦص˵ͷֲãЩʿֻҪ¶׵λãȫ̺ˡ

ַҲǶʿãʮ˽Уֻн浵ʮϻ˵ġ

ڣֶԽ˵ãоԽбءѵЦż

Ҳǰݱͣѧϰġ쳺ʼգ޲ɱ˵Ŀû뿪ԶһŶ֮Ķѵۡ

ȷרܻʣʮּȵؾ

ôȲҪץ޻ȥѵЦǰѵʱ޶Щַеȥ۰㣬δ۹źǲǣ

죡쳺ͺһˤľյڵϣ˫ʮָͣȥ˫ȵλãֱϵƣϵƤӵѪܡ

۵ζɣŶˣλõܣһŪ...ģǱѾ෻ĶͣϸƤֵһŪʧֶȣЩ.ֶΰǧٹֶ֣̼ȥˡ

ѻʼڨЦ

еõܣǱѹպ¥£ר.Գ谮СгϲñĻ.÷ʽҹһŪ⣬ֻ֫룬ȥ

쳺ѾЩ˵У൱õһˡ

ѵ˸ĸһţϱǳ͸¶쳺Ҳ¥µг֮һܲ˸ʱнڸȥһʵ顣

ɾʹ˷һǣʹٶȱľ棬ԳǸůɾʱӵҪظǰǸ財ʱˡ

˵ʵҲַʩ.̶ߣĸо벻޻ȥһ£ѵۼ̼

ʱһȺޱȵַں󣬾͹ƤⱻӽߣΪ˲ҧڰյòƴЩHĶƴ

Ǹʱʮ꣬Ѿ˼챻ÿһƴʱʮܵ磬Զ˳ĸĸúñÿߴůūʳҩȻȴ

ǻΪԼȥˣڳĿ߶ǧ˫ĵС۾֪ĸע

Ȼľһ˿Ҳ˦Щʱ߶֪ʱ˺ü˫ӨӨ۾ﳳӵ֨֨˳һڶԶȥ

ѹʱ򣬿߶ڱ򿪣ҲڿǼ˫۾ʲô⡣

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Ȼϣ֪èڸϣֽԼԼЩ˵־µȫתƵèϡŻᵼηèȴֲ˸ɱӸèìΪ




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쳺, ֪޵֪㣬ǸʼջűЦݵĵܵʱ, жôʧԣһУ㲻ܹޡ

ѵĵص

죡죡죡˵ˣӵѾҪٱ, ϥǱӳƤѪʱ˲ң磬ôܻŹôܣ

ѵЦ

һ, ɽ̣ŻؿڣΪЦģ, Ͱˡ, ֻС, ޶Ȼƴúϧġ

쳺Լде˿ɥʧ, ͻȻڵϣЦ

˻, øʺĸ᲻úЦȥ, ѹܲʲô˺, ȴƫҪһȥѣΪȫѾ˵ġ˳ѹڿ.¡︡ѪһɫʶЩ㱡

, ǻ...ڵģΪ...ֵ...㶼ãǱȡ...ǰ...

űѵ۵ķҪѯ߽

ѵ˿ˣ޵Ԯˡ

ѵ۶ʮʨΧ쳺ʮȷƺһ˿ϢĿռ䡣

ѵ۲֪ǣʮ쳺е˽ֻһСֶѡ

ʮֻϱʿӣڳѾȼƺʱɹˡ

ڱѵԮҲҪֻҪ쳺ܹʱʱʮʿ˵㲻ʲô

ǣ쳺ľˡ

ѵ۽ЩŧĹ˳۵ɱˣ۵һ̾˹ȥѵ۰Ƥǡ

ǣİˡ

ѾݺݵذΧһʱ䡣

ѵôʯͷϥǹȫ飬λȥʱЦĸ޴ȥúˣɷģ޾Բöķʽĸġ

±һɳǸ˳ηķӣȥ



Գ쳺ʴ˵ʱ򣬾ֱҪвõ鷢

Ȼյ֪ͨɫʱȥʱ֪һ³ˡ

ҪȻػʹܾˣ͵ؾס½ǲߣ

ңǲǵ·ʲôˣ

֪æЦЩǿ㣬µġѻʵпȥΪİȫҲõ·ģ𣿡

üĽ˽

ϸǰ·عʱ½ݣֲ֮°ĽԼӡ

½ˣҲˡĽһʹɣ

ԳٵԼĲ

Һ½ϸ쳺ֶʮصĴ󵶣Ȼûöͱ½ݷֶˡ

ס֣½Ȱϳ˽ѾһƿʮԶ

ۿǽмӣֻһЩܻϸ۰ƤѪ

ûѰҲĿܣȰѽº𣿡½󲻵ò

Ѿżصǡ½ݵ⻰ʱѾˣֻܰص½һۡ

Ѿ¡

ǿ˵ˣ



ѵΪԼץǳʵϰһʽװ磬ˬмŵ˳۵Уȴʮ˽ķ

ɵĵĲץնѵ۵Ϣ׹䲻Ϣ

ôǵĴǶѽľһӼƯһӺˡ

˳˽һס֣ͼ侲

Ȼǰ̽ӵش˵ĻѻʧǡӲҪڻδ֮ʳ˹ȥ붫ѻͬھ󱻶ѻץȹ¡

ǰһڣ赹˳ۻС



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˶Ѿйˡ

쳺ҲѾȺɥʧӵʵʼڻϵȰο£׼¹ڣ

ȴˣ

ߣߣߣ

쳺ϵĵΪ̫ؾٲֻ϶ŵڵϲͣػȦǰռĹˡ

ֺαأһԿᣬۿֺ죬Ѿˣѹ...Ūʬǲ棬αִţ

Ҷڳ֮ǰѾĽӣ뷽跨ڳΪʿ䣬Ҳܲ˴̼ƫ

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ңʬҲûҵǣȻûҵôܶ϶һˣ

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ԳػӸǸ鷿鰸һǰѱŵ

ǵãѽһ쳺ϵǿӾͻɫԶ任ɫǳ

ԣȥ

¶ȰҪȥңɽΣգ½ҹڻӸ⣬ϸţû

濴ˣתͷ¹ɺҩĸҳˣȻֻὣǸȥ

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ԳߵЬӱˣʿսǸɽͷ

ɽͷսʬ˴еֻǲݲ˸ܶɢһɺ˵Ķ

ᱳŽصطңʱײһЩ״ɲʬףŵ̲סףڵϿ޽һ󣬲ڹϥ̧ͷǰ

£ԳᣬĻشһԳѾֶۣųûзȥҡ

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ѻ谵ԳֶۣҲ˯ˡ

ʱëˣһڣͻẨȻ˯˯ʲô֪

ЩɽͷʱͻҰǳû⸽սʬô࣬ЩҰʳ֪ζһȻ֪ܹ͡

ԳҪԼ˯֮ǰҵһȫڱ֮ء

ɽҹˣɽҲҹˣԳŰɽһֻСѾߵߡ

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ͱǰԶиɽء

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~~~~~~~ԶƵ

ڵĻɽ׵£Ұ޵ĺУԳȽŶ״ɽȥ¾һ׵Ԩ

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ŵøϽͷԣҰԶˣ뻻ʵģ

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£жǣƺֻǰδ֪ĶѨΨһ·һβ棬ǰǵͬͬ

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󷽵ͻȻӿٶǰһԾ, ԳˣֻץὣشǰɽǸѨ

......```û⵽ԼⶴѨ, ὣϵӺɫˡ

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...ǧһڶſѪ, ɫȥ֮ʣһֻѪִж˳ὣ

ֻӰһζͷͷĴĶǱ㱻ƿŸอһء

Գ, תؿ֧ӣһսѪ˵ӡ

ϵ磬׿ݡ

ŵˣˣ

...ˮ, ˫, ѹõĸ顣

Ǹ硱ֻû, Ϳ߶Լͻ˩׮

...쳺...գ, 龡䣬Щε

쳺ղ񴥶, ûѺδĶ

ȳŧѪˮ֮ղԶǷһ, ѾϢ΢, ͫ׿ʼɢ

ѡһء

Գᾪ㵵˹ȥغ

££ѽ£

쳺ֻ߶һĿ˫ס䣬üصó

ʶ, Գ˿ỹŽϣ˳ЩĴϣظعǳЦ

쳺ؿ޵ú׵۾ǳ

һ̣һƤܣ˯

ƺ...͵ء



һƬѪѹġ

֣ɵÿ쿪ѣ࣬Ȼ󣬾һʢװѪĺҶݵߡ

...⳹ˣ㵵ؿѪ

Ѫⶴܺȵֻˡ

תȥǰѪ.Ѿɫ˺ˣѪ˳

ҹԳ˯ȥ֮ǰҧɢ˯⣬˺ȹڰġ

ʱЩճѪǱε˫ʱ̲סˡ

Ǹж۰...֪ĸŪ㾳ж۰...

Ȼ󣬳ַ쳺һֱԸʾˣԸ̫ҽūźԡ˫ȵܡ

ԭ˫ϲĺöٳ˺ۣЩ˺ۺµѪȥѾЩͷ

ʱϸ˺۵״Լָ׿ٳģӦǿ۵úٽƤŪӿݵˡ

ȻˣǴȸվϸ˼ףϱֵᷳʱǼ֣ǰἰʲô¥ʱǰָ˺ݵȥԼȡ

ǲ룬Ǵǣǰʲô£Բеķʽİ̺ۣŻΌܱ˿˰̵İɣ

...ȹ𣿡СҶ۾ߵѪ

ûд𻰣ֻڵ֧ţȲܶķȣѨڼĻ˿⡣

ƫֻܳԣҹѾǵˣҲżܻ𿾵ġ

˵ţְֻȻʲôĶתһ¡

ᾪ



ˣִ⣬йŵζ

ⶴһЩľӲݣһܳԵĶûУҹѾĴʯ·ûߣһһҹûˡ

Ҫ˶뵽İ취

ǣȲѣӿ⡣

Ǳ߷ųὣɽڣƺͼ˫վ

˫ȹǶˣǿ֧ʱ򲻵ڴ̵ʹУѹû취ֱ

Σÿζշһˤ˸ףƫƫӣҪһһԡ

Ե󣬳ᶼۣæסһˤͷѪ

ѹ˳ϣȻۿѪ죬һ֧ƿ

˻Ͻҹ𿿽ң

֪ģᱻƿ󣬿ŷҪ֧ŽվӰͻȻеЩᡣ

Ժʯϣһ·֣һ·ߣţ֣ҲܶվʱΡ

һ̣ؿһ鲻¶һ̣۵Ȼһ˿ϲ

̫ҽϲ˵ȿʱգָ˵ģˡ

ڣϥȫ飬رΣ...ָ

...ûϵ...Ǵ˴ͷǻվģ...ңʩ롣

һʧ֮ˣֻ뵽һЩĻˡ

ɷԥٴƵָųὣڶѨںҵػӿһʱ䣬ʯƵ䣬ἸҪΪɽҪ̮ˡ

£Ҫһᣬһ溦£Һûﻹǣҵǣ᲻ͣ¡

ɷȴǳ׷һ۾͸һ˿Ĺ⣬ͣնͣԳĿ

ڣ˶ˣ쳺֧ڵƣѪЩɫϱȾó޺졣

˵ʯ£ſգӶ

Գ...㲻...Ƭ̺ͻȻĵһ䣬ʱҪһ

㲻...ͣһ䣬ˣ͵ѹƷģʲô³......

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ĵسԷԣƳȥĿĲΪĸѣûõĳ

ֻ...̫Ǹˣõ...ƫԸ...

ףġӦþǰ浵ǳ˵Ķѻʡ

浵֪ԼҪǺλʱӦúܸ˰ɣһǾã˻ʺԺԳҲ㲻ʲôһֻСһ

ȴû뵽µ˴ߡѻʿȥҲˣ֪ߵ˲ǳζ浣ö֪Ҳû˼ȥ˵ˡ

...ûüϽӰ...ӵԶԶ...𿿽ôһ...ӡ

ǣΪʲôأ᲻Ϣģʣ㲻...һֱϲΪʲô...ΪʲôҪô

쳺ЦһЦóëȻ촽΢...Ϊʲôϲ۾ɰڳڹŰοƷء

ầһ

Դӻ治ܰ˿ô˵ء

ǣòײҵôĻȥ飬ܼһһĸı䡣

˵Ӳͬ˵ʮ䣬ȻԳͷһʱ̵飬һ˵Ƥ鳦˵һ硣

˵ʱֻҪһȫȫ棬͹ˡǣѲ꣬ڿ档˵μʱͻǼٵģʱſڣѹóԵ档

绹˵èǣèĶˣʵ뿿ǣɹڻӸ...

Щӿ۾һһֱ˫ܶվȡ

˵һоûУƭ˵ġ

͸ɰȥʱµźæϱ߱һҲΪıעĵѪòҵ˵ߣأ

ңҲߡ

̶ӯӯЦ¶һڰһԿ˵Сѣ

߰...ߺ





44.  44   

쳺ƫͷ, ɭɭģձ̧ʱĻҲʧˣͷһ

˵ϲһ, ڵϲ˵һ֣ô鵽˸еµˡ

ʵ, Գڵĳ壬һһȡ浣ԶԶ

ֱĳ죬Գ, ̲סվԳһ

ǣҲ˰ˡ

Σǻֻгʲô˵·, Գ, Ҳ޷

, ڲ֪ԳԼ壬ΪԼϲ浵, ΣһΪ˳Թȥ

Գᣬ᲻ú...ɳɤ, 

ӽһ۶ǳ޵Ķ, ᲻ú...

ǲǺ, йϵ𣿡Цˣһ

쳺ͷת˱ƣ۾

Ѩعš



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ʱͦԼ⸱ӵģڣڶѨѰһ·Ӿͷ

ҹֻ˯²ʡˡ

ⲻֺ֧ܾõģҪҵµĳ·쳺ȥȻֻ

ǣ쳺˫ȾϣǷҲվͱڣҪôͳȥأ

ŵʱ򣬳᲻ƳѨ֧Ŀľ֦

̫ĽǶƫˣʱ...ˡ

ĨһԶɵڵصķӡ

ûѽ...ڶȥòС

ɱɱڵϲͣŤӣ׺ݣʶģ

ˣҪʼˣ

ԳᣬͷԼѾ˺ϥǴȹӣԲ˺ˡ

ֶԼû취ˣ

ԳԼɫ½ͳ˿ǻȫ

һһҵʰ½С.µԧ¶ˡ

ˣûʱ俼ˣֻܰµⲦһߣϹȥͼץʱ̰ѷ

ĳὣҿն

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һʯͷ׼׼ʱҹȥ֮ʣֻѾذסִ֣ҧгݣ۾ԲɣƺڽԼԼî

Ȼ;ŶԭղŽһָ֮ݣҲãǣǷԼڸԼƴ

Գ˴ʯͷԷЩƵģֹȥж˽

ۼǷӴŴˮʽۿ̵۾˫ֽգš

Ϊѹȥˣſȥһ˫ֲ˭ֻ֪ûǷ۰һַ˿ȥĲӡ

Գſϸһҧ۵ýгǹɺʼղǰķ辢Ƶġ

СڵŤһ

ȻᴦƣûһֱǷѹȥ

ץ˵ϵļʯҪ.µȥ֮ʣΪû£ѣС.µĴͰ͵¶˳

Ȼͣżʯֶڰգٳٲ䡣



ΪԼˣΪҪʯͷҳԻû뵽ۣеʹٳٲ

ۣȴʯѾ䣬Զˡ

ڶؿĳ

ȳʶڿʲôʱߵæҪȥ££ֵ½һ٣룬ҧҧǾһȫˡ

۾ۿɼأɵøԲˡ

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ʰһ˷ӣ۰...

ĨĨԼ£ֻǿԼԶڵؽţһ߻ͷȥķӡ

ֻӱȫڽ䣬ӲͣŤ૵صͺʲô

ɱ...ɱ.........𣡱𣡱ɱǣɱǣ

ԣʲôסҧΪʲôô£



⣬سᷴȡ

ӲľΪ˲ò⣬ӲӦ˸ȡ

ˮ...ڵϣ롣

ǣѪѾŸˣûˮԴ

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ǿӹȥջԼԼѡ

ôã˰ɣҪҪԵ⣿ЩɳƣתȥɶԷ΢Ц

ȥûд

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쳺ܾСϸ˺õչʱֿƲ˴

⣬Цøˡ

ȴüͷ壬Ƿյſе⡣

ܲԳῴҪƷŵǿʱԳͻȻֹͣЦݣһۡ

һۣ޶˵쳺˻

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...ǵǵ𣿡쳺ü

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...쳺ᡣ

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쳺Ҳʼܾι⡣

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֪أ쳺ԸӻԶ֧ʯ

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...쳺ԼȻ...



ĺɫĺϣԳ῿ڶڣԼڴڵغ̵߸ɺѣ΢΢

ЩܵؾţĺɫŨô˯˹ȥҲ֪ǷҲ˫

ʱμңŻܵạ̊́涵غı˯۾𣿰ܰܰ...㲻Ҫ뿪òã

СʱˮһĴ򿪳ҩ֪ÿһҹֻҪŸȻ˯ȥŰᱧźø̫һ糣

μҰΪʱԼ˶İ

ɲ˰ıɲԼı

...ܰһ

䣬Լ֣Լ۾ջ಻סƤ

˯ǰǵôɺԵѸУ¯һķոУȻһŲȿգʱ






45.  45   

ٴʱ, ǹյĸоˣҲ

˶Ƥ, 촽ѿˣȴһϢ

йӶѨ͸ŷǽ, 쳺ͿھԶĶϣͷ͵͵شī·ͶӰһӰЩϸ΢ĹͶӰա

, ͷд΢Ĺ⣬ƺӶѨķչ

Ѩľͷ俪˿ܾҵ·ȥˣԳʱϲ

ߣߵͷʱ, Ȼֶи͸С, , ǽڲ

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ȹһֻ򱻿ҧòββĺһ, ˵طɻضѨ쳺

ͣҡ쳺, ЦþѺҪһϢ

£оˣԳȥˣ

ҡı, ȴ䲻͵, ֻǰؿڣ΢΢Ƥüеۺۡ

ץҡҡţĿƷʲôƵ, ͻȻסһо

û˵ѽôŪģֽг

쳺æԼֳ˻

ͻȻˡ

ѹ˵ôһ͸оʧˣ촽ҲѣһŨص

ٿ԰׵ȫûѪɫҵˡ

...ͻȻһ죬û˵ڣ쳺ͻȻ

ΪǵĲ룡ԳᣡǸƷƷʲôǣ뵱Ȼˣ

Գᱻһ٣ȵصڵصɴ۾

...ôżҪʲô...ʲôҲû˵ѽ...

쳺֪ҲԼֳ嶯ˣһʱЩ֪룬֪飬ɴװͰ͵صɽ˳ᣬһ£ƷϽɣٿ㣡Ϊ£浣

˵ţֳԱǰѳὣҪ֧壬ѧһ䷳سվ

ͨһˤòհ°˿ѿˣգͷˣתʨһ˫ȵİƵģִ̧ҪһնƵġ

æסס֣

쳺ֱ߶ͣһ£ֻһ˲Ҫ

ͻȻչ֡žޱһǸֱ쳺գʱȼա

ɵۿĳὣѾԳȥˡ

ʶպ۳𣺡Գᣡ֪֪ڸʲô

Գ֣žһҵұա

߸ߵ

ὫὣԶЩԼ÷̷۵ƣҵ㣬㣡͸ҺúõػӴ˾ҪҵĻ

ˣִŴûزһ䣺𣿡

֪ǱԳˣǴɵˣ쳺һ̰ġ

˵һ...۾ˣӺͮͮģһ㣬һ...һ㣬ֱվ𡣡

쳺ڵ̬Ť˵ȣ֪Щʲô

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ͼýӶڵС׿ʼˣͼǽ档

ܿϧһĶˡ

Ϊڿ·λãѶڵĻ䣬һġ޴ĿʯѪ쾧Ө״

μҲׯ裬ﻹ˳ѰʯСʱʲô¶ϲߣչˡ

ĿʯǾ˵ûҩըѵġѪ족һ൱Ӳȴıʯ

Գʱ˼ȴֵƵĿʯȫ᲻¡

ΪŪϾͻȱȱˮ

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ܲ...Ѫȹ˲ǣ



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...һԽҺ͵һ𣿡ս׶Сʣµ...ƺһʹˣ±߹ʯᾣµȲܶˣ⿿һ˫ۣҵĵʱܿЩʯ...

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Ҫ󡣡ƳֳŨĺڽƵģڸ

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......㣬ǿ...ҡ㶵طԸ



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ҩҲըġѪ족վǡEһڷӵı£һſҫ۵ıʯɽڱ




46.  46   һ

ڱ򿪺, ԳæŷæȥȻԵƽġѪ족ʯ

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ڣȴʼ

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á쳺˱ۣشӦߣġ



辢ȥԳӹ۷Ѿ۵û˯ȥ쳺ϡ

ΣŴıʯյطػӸ

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Ȼ쳺ƤͻȻһĿ⿪ʼ㽹ϡ

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쳺뷴Գᣬ˵˲...

˵ԣԳͻȻԲѹ

쳺ͻȻһ˾ȵĿУԹԳ˳ιһڷ




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ջӸǹ˲, ǰڸﲻܷһ˿Ķڻ˵ˣķΧ̫ѹֵĻ, ŵµҲã˾ЩøЦ

Щӵϱ˶̥, ǸˣͬʱҲǳΪûչϱӵˣæҪ, һϽȥͷ˸֦ϱء

п˵ڳӸµˣ¹涨, һɲӴ, ޶˻ؼ, Ȼ涼֪ڳĻӸ, ʵ·õúܸߣȴֻڵ, Ϊ˵ҽһп˵ȥ, Ҫͷʬ⡣

ٻؼǶ϶ϲܵġ

˶˵, ڸ¶Իƴӣ²ȥ̾¹س, Ҳûãܷеġ

һ죬յӼһ飬Ҳ̲סڳſڿ޵ü

ԳᾭԺӵʱüԵū͵ǲѹŲ˵û˵˿޵ģȥ˭ڿޡ

˲ᣬȻһ˳Ծҵóʲô£ʱ

ʲô벻¶ѽԳᰲ

޵û찵أԭϱڼвѪˣֹۣһղ󶼱ˡ

ϽȥѽԳһüǰ˵иҲѪˡ

ǲܳģū澵ʱ֪ÿƤҲӸ...޵üȥһҪƼӸڼˣȴܳȥ...

Ͻ赹

ŵʱ򣬳רҪȥ쳺ﶢѷԷ

ĶڸԵĲʽüͷ顱һİ˿ӡ

Գᣡ㹻õˣѸŪֺˣ֪ˣǺžϯ̧ţȻǾԲܳģ

ԳƵظ˼õļ⡣

£ʲôҸļ⣬ճԵʲô֮ĺóԶˣҾͲˣΪηҪֿ÷ȵʳжӣ̲𣿡

ͷ

쳺üƫȥ˼֣㲻ϲϲ⡣

ʲô⣬˵ѽ˵ô֪أһܰæءѵ˹

쳺оЩִ٣ҪŲΣȴӱڽѹŲ

Գᣬҵ²źãҧ͵͵

ЦˣӵðĻƺֿȼǲò

İɣѾҩԿˣһղظһҲòҩ˿ڣĿʶ֣ѾˣڳҲӴʲô£֪ʲôأҲѾ˼ŵùؼˡ

ΣӦòˣ㣬Գᡣʲôʱ򣬾Ȼҵ˶ָˣ쳺һ֧ӣֱӴӼͷ­²壬Դ罦̵ֱ״ƣľԲ档

̫С״µķڵÿ¡

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...ǣǰи˽ҵġ

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ɷӳ˫ĿԹԺι׷Ŭؾ׽ҲԸŬԼ御ָúûš

أ૵ԺҪǺ...ҿɲˣ֪ЩˣţһЩ˵Ķѡ



ճſǻһŮؤͷ˵ģԳԼǻʺ󣬶سŲССС

ֱĳ죬Ƿ³͢ծ˳ຮصԼ౻ųš

Ҳָͷʹ㣡ӱҺЩ꣬ô࣬ôΣҶŮ޸ȳӾ㣬㾹ȻȳӺҺǣ

Ƿ˳͢޿쳺˷ĥĴծԼһһ˵ûۺˣһ˱š

Ǳ쳺˽ңмȲпַʱ̫˰ɣŵϢų˿ͬʱҲͷˡ

㣡㣡ָһתָһͷѵ㲻֪ĳŮǻʺ𣿣...ǹүҹŹɣҪˣ

ͷǸЩˣǰͷУ˹˾ѥͲͷȥ

˳ʿרõľѥײǶƬģϲ̺ۣȴתˡ

Լ౻һںѪ˾Ͱ

ꤵʻſڡ

ǻڳŵŮؤһϵ۾һƿҷȳȥ

¶⣡

ϽǰŮؤ

˿չǮǳǶԸʶСŮؤ

ҵŮؤ޵

سֵǸڵ˴η£ر꣬Ｐˣάźԭӡ

ţݵǸиŮиŮǵҪΪʺĹɡ

ǣæŮؤѺȥ

磬˼æˡݸЦͬӵ

úƣǸΪʺĳŮָŮؤǰʵ

ԼؿŮؤһۣޡһˮ

Լ࣬ûĳŮ

Ҿ˵ؤƭүͷˡ

Ůؤת۾ͱ˰ڵϣᡣ

Ƥ⿪֮ʱر˻һͭƣг죬ǰЩʱ乬´ļؽóǹؼʿѰı

ͷܼ˵ѵץȥºԼǿһ𲻼ˣѲɣЯܳº󣿡

ֹͣ



Գڰ쳺ﾭӪӪ˱ȫ

˷һĿȫ̯ǰʱֱɵۡ

ЩȫǵЩ꾭Ӫзõģպ󣬾鷳㿴ˡЦظ

ʵ˵ҪЩĿȫɻʱǸ˵ġ

ӵ³һֱߣһֱû¶ĸιĿǵԴʣĲŽ񣬵¾Ȼ˵Ҫȫɻˡ

Գ޽ʹϲΪǸˣܿóֻûüӱĿ⿴£Ǻܴ⡢ֿҪµġ

...͵͵Ǹڰǰʼ淭˱Сид...ЩӣҿлȻ˫...ƾҪ߲ˡ

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֪̫ҽµȣɵظУ˵ⱲӶҪϣβˡ

᲻Ͻ̫ҽоЦŶס쳺֣ص

Ҽǵʷмأи϶ˣǸϹӣЩνҽƹ˶˵ⱲӲκõġһжоҽƭҡУЦҽҽ˵ԼֻҪȥϹҲܸ˶ţȰϹӲҪţϹûзҽεϣ˶󣬽ѽľͰ۾κˡ

ԳᣬȰӷ׸𣿡쳺Ƥ

ôܣںظߵ£½пܣ򲻿򡮲ΡһĴһоͰԼ񶨣˵ҽأ˵ǲǣ

ͷǼԳеġһ㡱̫ҽˣɫʱܲãҽƭĹ³ǡǴӹ˴ԼߣԲжҧģ˵û취εģͶȻû취ˡ

ǣȴǰ˵ǡһ㡱˵ǡо

̫ҽһҡͷߵˣǵҪʲôһϥǹȫȳվ





48.  48   

ȻԳͿʼ쳺, ȥش̽ҽϢԼҲʼĴҽôҽѧİַ, ÿĦ

ҽԳҲвջ񣬾ǰвٶżۻСë, ܹԼͨεķʽ⣬Կҽǰӻ

쳺ټĲƲ, ĸ˳ñʿصҲʼСջ

ǣԳÿ춼æòɿŲմص, ȴԸо˳ʵ, ݿ, ҲȾ쳺쳺ҲԼһվƵ, Ӳϵذճ˵ķæûʱԼĦʱ, ԼԼ

ʱҲε˷תƼȦ, ԳһĿ, װؿڣ...ѧЩⷦСɣ

Ȼ󣬳ͻЦŰᶯָظԼĦ, ƣ

˲ֹһ㣬óеο



ϾǾԺˣӵϲˡ

˫׾Ͳˣһֱסڳľ˾˱ңֹ˹ܼҡ

ںȻʥԼûлˣԼĺ綼ǿտǡ

һֻгһŮԭѾҵĶӱ˹̳оλġ

ΪĶӲ£ϳҪϵĻһȥļˣҵ˱ֱӹʱϽӻؾ˼ȥˡ

ӳҪӱҳޣҪμӻĻƱҪͬ档

ΪϤǵıԼˣԳ᲻ٹ˼ǷñϷĶ˵Ůҧ

ԼıţҲѻץضѣ룬ٿһƵġ

˵һֳΪɱˡ

Գһ뵽ԼɱʣͲЦ

ת˷鰸ǰ쳺ЦڣЩʲô߰ģ

򴽣Ц⣬ֻ¶һǳǳľѣҡҡͷմī

Ҳ㣬ҪȥμӱĻ𣿡

Գҡҡͷˣæ

㣬ֹȥɱɣ쳺Ƥ䵭ص

Գֻһ۷磬ֵͷˣϰַʽ˵ǻᱻŶ

쳺һ漴ߵ...ɱϸõſҪҪϲԳᣬ㣬˰ɣ

Գʼһ٣̧ͷ˵ӺܴˣǶϸ𣿡

쳺죬ղ...Լ

һֱɱˣմȾѪм⣬ӲΪԼΪֻ͡ҪﵽԼĿģһպܹõһС

ǸղԳ˵ˣᱻᡱ

쳺Ҫ˦ɫ˵һ䡰ôô롱Ȼ߿Գ⧲أͻȻ߹ǰ

һ֣ЦԣʱֻӺܴˣûѡԲ̵ķʽɱ»˳Ĵ룬ûбԼͶѵ˽Թͷ

Ϊ...쳺ȻرۣΪӱԺѹṩĶǼ鱨ǹҪܲܲ߷ﶷ

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£

쳺ӿհ˺һ˲ˤΣת˹ȥ

ң...㵽ҪҪͬȥ

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쳺¼ӦĪմˣ׻˼Ļһһݡ԰ʱֳ㲻⧲



Գ쳺븮ǰǶ帮ʱ쳺½һͳģڸС

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ˣһéû𣿡Ƴ澲ûڳš

쳺ͻȻְס֣ѳ¡

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...ɵʲô𣿡

һԹԸңҪܡ쳺ԼȻöҰ

ʱӸһԳ·Ů״ҵصѪУŵöҳ

ֻǼ˵˺⣬ƭˡ

첻ڸУӦþӲȥˡ

ˢˢʧڹ⡣



帮ʱ򣬻δʼϿԳᣬȦһȦ֣ȴ쳺һѳ

ᣬˣ㱾᷿Ъᡣ쳺ų֣ӱͶ񣬵

ԳͷЦá

󣬷򸾶ʧڱϵҰͽһˣǻıϡ

彡ʱͥԼѹӣݸһãѹˡȷǱҿǷǺӺܶ࣬ҲӦģʱͲ...

彡˶٣ջǰѲ˵ǾҲ˵ˣãܲԼļһֱɼôȥɣ

ø˵ʱ򣬺ӶˣͲúԼͬǸôã

ϲ˲ᣬɱ彡˵ҩһźת

Ҳû֮ǰŵϤԭʲôᶪʧԼҵ˼һͳ᳤ĺӣԼ̥ͬ˽Ů

ʱ򣬶ѻʽ°ˣΪŮ׶༪٣޵ļ͹ȥˡ彡ֻץסǸʱ׼ΪԼ˽Ůġ

˳ʱ𾪣Ϊ彡ĶԳĻھΣ˶Լĺ⣬ǺͶ䵽ϣʹʧŮ˸зˣҲ漣ؾͻ˹

ǣΪĸ׵ģŮĪĻ⣬ӶһҪһػֲԼŮɡ

...ǳ...һղųӽȥ۾ͷβûпԼʱ;۵

ʲôޣ彡ͻȻ԰úݺݵغһϵͣ

Ҫ޵ĻǺأǸƧʼûȥƹһۣȻڱѰˣֳǺ֮Ĵڣ˭ȥҲûǺӿ޹

ֳһͷȣ׵غ˱ϣ˲ˮǿԼǿ



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£Ҹ˵ӻͻˣҿᳯ

˵ѣ˵ɡ飬ͫĵġ

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쳺ûлԳ˵áҵܡʲôֻ˵ܡֶѣǵܣ֪ò٣ģ˵˵뱾

ῴһҪǰ˵ӣһ

볯ǿӲȵü޷Ҿ˵





49.  49   

Ҳûбܻ쳺Ĵ, ȫľͰһһѳ嵽Ӹǰ, غĸ

һ㶣ǻھΣʱϥӱ...һĸ

æ, Ц˵ʲôѽˣպĸںЩ꣬ĸһ, һĸʲôõġ

ҹҲ˵µġĨ˰ᣬסֵ

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˾˹ϵ׽ˣЩͬүκõ£ү軨׷һ͵ĶܱһҹЦ˯ţοʱ꣬ļǽ̼ܲġ

һҪԭ...˵ۿһȦͷ

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˵ͷԣǾ˾һģҵ

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Ĩ߳ġ

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˘ţԳָָܿüĹսǴӵۻطġ

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͵̧ͷ



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С̫ɤźڳ˳

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ǰԺһᣬնԲԶļʹɫһ˵Ҫڼ俴á

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ɱԸ浣ǽһһ°١

ڽﾪУװ¡ţܿԳڷǻͷѾõĶʱ˳ˡ

ͷĲ浾ãǼɱӦѾ㶨һˡЩɱ֣ǶѻѡѵӦ൱˵θڵķҲһ˰ɣ

СĵƿųȥأȴɵĶʬףϵõǼɱ֣ȫصɵڵأľδᵽڵؽӾػӳģضѵʬ顣

浿һۣæӣ쳺ȴסҿתǰ

һ쳺ݺקס֡

ҺЩɱֵȷǶѻߵɱˣڷӵĳὣն£ȻûһɱֳŷӲע⣬·ľ̶סӣһɱֲ֪Ӻζץһѽ쳺

˵ʱʱ죬쳺Ѿ海һգ嵱ܣһƿ浵ɴ۾ڵѪ

쳺סᣬɭ׹һצӣԿʽٶȣһסɱֵʺ

ֻǡһɱ־ͷѣͷ­

ȴʱסµɱһ֣ʱ̧綾Ķذ󱳵ķ

һɫȹŮӲ֪ӺδڳһСġȻ˹סذס

쳺תһһɱҲˡ

һɫȹ˵ذ֣۵üͷαװױѾڵ쳺ͶһЦݣ£ǳɹˡ

쳺ҪͷȥϽػγףͻȻһĨѪ赹ڵز¡



ʱܸ⣬ӭţϲףš

ԺһӢĴĵ˸޳Ρ

ƽŵʱһɲ죬ȴѵЦһ졣ʶˣоܴ˸Ƶġ

ӱʶڶǰ񴦵ȡļʱ

ʱݣҪв͵ǰ

ӱʳһȫ෴鱨˵ݲҪʸѻʵģһ˵ѻڶѹĸ̫ˣŪЩ͹ȥĸġ

ǣԲȷ鱨ʵ͹ȥģмɵͬѻῴģΪЩһֱ£Ǹʱǵһץסˡ

Ժһ£һϦദûþͱŮӵˣҿʼͬĵذͼ鱨

ǶôĥѣŮҪΪԺķˡ

ԺͿرٲ۸ˡΪĵһźͼ־ӣѻʣһ죬˳Щأȫģ

ϲӭţɹ߽ӡýһϲ˦źӢɡ

ԺҲһϲɫһ׼һߡ

ϣӭ׺ƺƵĶͻȻƬͼ޿żȢ֮˱ײڵأڵ.С

ԺͣҪʱһһ·ʻķӣ˫ѪץһѷıƵʻ

ЩˤڵصӲѹ֮

ҪΣڽ󣡡

Ժϵ彣ڻǰߺĶѸ

ľδƫƧɽһ·ŹѾ;ƿˣߵͻȻһӱְһͷȥֱˤڵء

ʱѾʱˡ

ӽƾһɷ辢ŽнָɢֻԺͬԿһ಻סķ辢ǻһ

ӵ£¹ٽҪӭȢʲôԺмܲסһֳֽһְס˵λãԾվػڻǰӿ벽

Ķɻͷȴһ˿ûУԺ꿿ڽһ˺üӱд󰭡Ҳû˻Ӧ

ʱ쳺ᵽڵϣվվֻ˫ֳŵ棬ԼǰŲơ

ԭĲԸԼķȳҰŷȵѿ滹Ҫȫıǰòȥֹνš

Ϊ

˾綾ڹнƣŵǱĻ

ʱȥĶڸϵˣȽίڵǱ·𣬱ţŴӻͷ˯ϲԳᱧ

Ժ㶵صڵأͻȻַһȾʹķܡ




51.  51   

Գʱ, Ѿǵڶˡ

쳺Ļġ

ӺػӸ󣬲ûͻԺӣ´̿ɱŮѪ, Գᡣ

ǣִ£Գ㱻Լ, ӵһҹ

۾̧ͷһҹδ˯۽Ƿŵ࣬ʹòȥ˼Ƿϵ̬

£...ǿԳȥϽ𣿡ƺ֪Լη, ЩЩٱʡ

쳺䣬ϴˢڲմѪζָգޱߵҷ

˶, ϲ˻ˡ

Գỹûʶ˵ʲô˼, Ϊ񾭲ڷԷ



Գ, ֮ǰ˵𿿽һӡ᲻ú, ƫƫš

˵ڶѹʵۻ˳ʱ, ҾѾ֪ǼɱˣΪǹʵۼҳ΢Щ, 뿪ҲԸҹúáΪΪһԳԵʡʱ, ֪뷨ȴûп˳ɱǼɱ֡

Ϊ...ںԳᡣݺݵҧź˵ⷬ

ʲô˼...Գ˷˵, ΪɱֵĶڹн̫ҽΡ

...ʲô˼...ݴģ·û˵Ļ˵ںҵԴһʼûȥǼɱЩ˳ѽ...Ϊʲô...ҪӴ...

˵Գ˵ȥˡ

ô޹أҪˣҲˡ쳺ӣ

ԳͣˣͻȻһ͡

ôˣ۶һ

쳺Űü

Գ...ƣ˱һҹ˯׵ۣһɱ̫ô˰...

...ʲôˣ˭˵ЩеûģԳϣס½󣬡žһƹһ͡



Գױ󣬸ںɷһķ

Ϊȥÿ᲻ҵʼһԲЦ⣺£ãһ·϶˲ٻǲǣ

쳺ͻȻͣΣͷһֻۣᵽӿǻðѪζ

˵ְ꣬ת˹ȥסƹεĸ߸Ĳλ

ԳüһСȻЦԲĺҰɡ

ͣˣԳᣬ㻹и˼ģĵǸܡ...

û˵꣬ԳҲ̲ס׼һб£̧һѽӵб˹ȥӻм֣ʱι̶ס࣬ȴĥѪݡ

쳺òС

ҪʲôԳᣡģĴξ㣬֪Ǳɥˣ㻹...

ͷһ̧ԳۿףƺҪͷӿƵģէһָģᶼûС

ȻؿŭĿгݵҵԸ㲻Ҫȣʲô޹ΪԼΰҸöԡм£

Եľ䶼ǳȻ˦ͷˣҲ·ˡ

쳺겻ѣͬʱҲƼˡ

һôôź򣿺ı¿ηΣ֪ͲҪˣ

쳺޷޷䣬෴ķΡ

Զ˵Ľһֱҿʱæӭ£ǳķͻôˣ

Ǽһһ˴ڹͷɣҪȥˣ

׷ºͷߣŵ...ڵĻͲ»ڹҲ·

쳺˪һԵתأֻתӵٶȻ

ǶˣһҪôȥ£ĲҪ𣿡׼ʱ˵һͻ̼

...ǿҲˣѹÿ𣿡ͻȻͣתӣͣ·ԡ

ϲȴԣװӣūſƽӾر𰮿ޱӣһͷǷֵ²ˣԭؿ޵...

쳺һü

ǼһȷʵͦģҲģ˵...ðɣ͹ᣬˣᣬڱ˿ȷ

޵...ظ૵ղű۵ա

ΪҪת⣬˵£ǸϽ׷ȥɣĪҪͷʱҲ

ˡ쳺Įתķߣһһ

...»Ǿ»



ҵԳǰסڻʹӻ¸ȥɧ浻Ǯʱ͸Щ˴˹ϵ

û·Ҳҵ;ȥӡ

ǱԼУ̫ҽ̫ҽҽΡ

ԳһζԳҲΪϱģͷһذݼš

ڵԳʱȻ쳺ڳʱô䵭

Цúᣬ޼ǰֽ

ÿһӰ˽ҲúѰ˼ҹҺһͺá

ԳЩȻôơ

ʱڳҿ۾ʼһĨЦƲôǳϲƵġ

ôõĹϧˡͻȻ̾һС

һ㵣......˵ʲôϧ

ޣûʲô...ֻǾ⺢ôãҪǼҵһӣϲģϧ...Ѿǳˡ

Щ˵̾Ȼ֣ȥӡ

ȻԳͷʼǳ˵ġһӡ쳺ʼֻΪ󣬵ôǵƫĵĻĻ쳺еܡ

ӾͷղܴҲڣ˺þòԸ뿪Ǻ󹬣ʼ⳼ǱȰˡ͵

...д󰭣ԳŹ粽ȥɴͿŮһͷϣɫ԰ףЩǰ»ῴԼܡ

ҡҡͷ̾һе涾⹬һõҩڹܱͷǿ...

Գʲô˼ˣ۾͵ܣĬĬһ˴ˮرӿ

ȥˣһӵǰס֣ԼӲ԰׵ֱ

ĸ...Բ...ǳẦ...ԭ...Ը߸˼ܸ...Գӿܵ

˵ΪŻ룬ҪǱΪ˱Ͳ۰ͰͿԼΪԳˡ

ǣȷֹ

Ȼص۸һĸһſڳǰİõĶţᡣ

һΣΪջغˮҹΪһ۶ûпߣӲ֣ŻµĻһһϤĵزú󱳡һһԴιߣ׸ߵ£ûϸ

ȻʱΪΣŻĺá

ǸʱﻹдŶĻ룬Ӷĺãһһμҵİ

ǰСʱϧҲӶɡ

ԣΪġΪζãҲں˰ǸģҪˡ

Գٻǰã쳺ûи£ҲѹûҪҹ

ʱڰӰУ˲õĳˣ겻




52.  52   

ԳһֱؿϲŮ, ʱմʪôҺʱĨᡣ

һ쳺ǸɱģȻɵڴˣ

ʱԳᣬԸղųĻƽ˼ȫɵ, Ϣٵӣֻ޲쳺Դԣ

ʱڰ쳺սľ֣ЩľͷϷ, ֻӲȥ

ŲҪԼȥֻΪ

һᣡˣȴΪģ

˻ͻȻ۵ô, ΪҪˣϲæ˳ȥˣӾʹӴϹ˼ںѪ

̫ҽǼæ, Գᱧ, ޵ɤӶˡ

, ػŹȻ³˺Ѫ, ˲ֵĶǸղųʱ, дĴˡһϽµķŹ£, ܲܰȥ, ǿˡ

˵һҪȰֻ˰һСӵԣ, ԼҲҪע塣

Ӧ󣬱

ȷٶȰʱǸڸϱɴӲϢתγľ

סĸһڱɴһЩ̫๬ŮƽڸڼȥéޣסķһͰ

ΪʱסҶæˣǱɴĹͰҲû˴

쳺ղŶͷһᣬ϶ɢŶüͷϵ½¶µı顣

쳺˻ǼһﶼûҪߵ˼Ľҹˡ

ѵԼ֪Լ£һҹԵˣ׹ػ𶼳ѣˣ

ĸ...ĸ...ʲô˵ʲôԳӴ䶯۾վ𣬼ؿȥ

쳺ŵüæתӺˣͷ

Գ裬Ĺȫҩ׼ȥˡ

쳺ѾرɴԱߵʽ³룬Ȼתιȥͷ˴ӳԼζ˽ȥ

εĳꤽ³ʱѹľ΢ġ֨űӳԳɻس󷢳ķȥ

³Ǹ϶λöһڵʱʱЩɻ󣬱˹ȥ

Щ·ôڵأԳ±ӣ·³

³ڵķ϶￴ɫӰӰӰ´¿ʱ쳺ƽͷһس˽ŵζ

һ½һ¾ҵĸоʱҪԭƳǻʱĸоͷһءɱ˵ʱ۰ͰͿŴǰķʱûвĸоء

һ̹űˣһġ

ȻʱͻȻоǹɷ辢ִ

Ŷˣôˣʱˡ

ʱôܷ裡

쳺ĬĬسԼǻݳֱۣްҧס˱۰ֱѪһһε䣬³ϵȾ졣

ңڴ³ĹͷӷĿ޽ԳӿϹȥ

վޱȿĻǵԱ

ԳͷһֱչӣԶ³ֱ۸첲ҧ˸飬ȾѪ߰ߵƳסԼס˿ǻ

ͷæýͷöʱ򣬷Ҳһ³ͷĬĬͷѪ

ҹʱԳѾƤ콫ˣһԼ˺üɢ˯⣬

ӵ֣Ĭһߵĸ֪ʵСʱҴ˿УѾ֪ԼμҰˡΪҲＴκӣҲҪܵãɴҲҪͷȥЩˡ

ʵʱҲ׵ģǾǲѹԳ˰ᣬͬϵ˵

ôذңҲ֪ΪʲôǻûʧǺİʧԣƴҪðﻳԼСϣԼΪ˵׸ɰЦžܾˡ

һ֪ȻϣкͰĺӣ˵ҪĺʱܸˣţҾͺܲԽԽԼ

һһε

쳺ͷαţ֪ʲô

԰...һӣֻ...ֻŬϴԼ...һЦһʣΪԼˣΪܻȥòصѣٲصΪ˰ǵõƣҧؾЦŸǵ...

˳Ƿµ飬...

ĸ...Ҳõ......Ųǲǻ....ֻҪ۳...Ըһֱ۰ҵĴ㣬ǳķ...

...ˣȴ...

ԳԸӣȻſţһͷԵȥ˯ȥˡ



ʱ򣬷Լ϶һ̺ӣӦҹѲʱ˯ŸӸǵİɡ

ѹϵ̺ӣʶһ£ͻȻˣ̫ҽ˵ҪͣӲô³Ķģ

Ȼ֪Լҹס˯ţΪԼģѾҪСȣҲҪְȥ˯ӵġ

ɵԱһǸˬŻɫҲûô԰ˡ

ԣǰȥ

ܸˣæȥ̫ҽ

̫ҽԳͳҾһҾŹǱסˣ...ٶµĶûô

̫ҽ⻰ʲô˼üʡ

̫ҽһԴǣ...ŹҪʱв֪

һ죬֪ӶԳҪԣ̫ҽĻ̲סõǵĿ⿴ᡣ

֪ЦЦˣǾ˵Ҳпܵġ

̫ҽüֹ۵ıԳͷοô˵Ҳ

̫ҽҪæҪ뿪뿪ǰĳļȰӣһҹϽȻȥЪϢȥдѵտŹµġ㣬ɫá

ллĺ⣬Ȼʱȥˣһ˹ſʱܴ˻ҪҲʱػӸЪһЪһ˱˳㱧һ

ͻȻƵģֶˣӦڵˣϽ߶ŵķȥɡ

Щɻ󣺡ˣ

͸һˣҸղŲòſתӴǵųȥѽѵ㶼ô

ЦЦûаϣûءΪˡ

ߺ󣬳ʰԼĶߣϻʱȽŮ

ѺõسЦЦкҹλæĸİɣˣҸǱӣǼЦˡ

λŮˮɨģô˵ʱɰ˺ͷԣػʱǶ˵ȷŹﻻҩ...ŹĻﲻģ...ǸʱԼѾϱѽ

Цݽ

Ů˵껰ת͵ɨһ˿һ³ϣѽһ߹ȥ˭ѹĶӳѽ

³ŵڵأ˾

ԭһﶼŪңȾ˰߲߰Ѫ

ʱһȥɨĹŮҲյ߳˭ģѹͰ򷭣



ʱһֱڵ

ᵹһҲƵģ󷽵ظǴкı۰˳

˵Щʲô˼ìܣʵ...ͻȻ£ⶣūһֱڹغġ

֪ԳЦŵǵһֱڹаǰòŸߣôһ㶼֪һ

㶡

˵Ҫظ˹뿪Ҫȥٻء

ǰҲʱԼȥ£֪ΪҲǡ˵ȥҲֻǴųڸתһȦۻſڵȻȵˡ



ظ֮󣬴ԼСԺԳԺȺȣʱ̵ˣûȥ쳺Ժһۡ

ǵȷ辢ȥˣԼֳŽԹزˡ

Գ䵭س˸󣬾ͱȥˡ

ҲܲˣѹӵıԹԳᣡѵ㶼뵽Ҫȥ˳ʲôô

䵭鰸£æյĹӻкͱһӪƣһһĿء





53.  53   

ѾʶȤȥ, Ҳһ类ˣֻʣ¶ˡ

쳺Գһӣ˵˵𣡡

Գתο, ڹŮ˵򷭹Ͱ£ʶڱӡ

쳺һ㶣ԥһתκһЩ

ô...˵...ȻһЩ

ԳɻӶֱߵıīĿ, һ仰û˵

ҲϿ

˶ԡ

쳺ͻȻ뵽ҹԳ˯ȥǰӿ޵۾ҵЩ

ιԳ...ٺҲû

, ǲ...û֪һͰӱƳȥ㷸գ

ˣͻȻ顱һ˱ʸˣñ䲻Цı鿴, Щϰߡ

û֪⡣

֪ˡԺ...Ҳǰɱ, Ҳߵ, 𣿡쳺üСѯ

Ҳ...ذһе, 鵽Լϡûˣֵӡ쳺.˹, ޵ġֻҪ۳...Ը

ǳջ𣬷ǳòˬƽŹֵ, Ը⿴, ôΪ˵õ˵۰˱أ

쳺Сѹûеõνġ۰, ҲԼѹͲҪΪܹԼõһԼõģҡβΪ˸һУֻȡһݿЦĽСĶ

һҲֵã

£Զһ㣬һҲ˵Գᳯ롱ơ

Ǵﲻ̾˿Ӱǰߵǰȥ

쳺һ߱Ƶűȥһ߿ܵץߵӡ

ԳƲΣɴͣ³ǲǻһţ˵ˣô֪Ҫɱ˹ˣľηǸҷȥĹһСʮ꣬߰˸ܵãһϹһȳˣˣǰЩǮõܵóԱأ

Լѡ񣬲ܹҡ쳺ƽ

...ǵⰡԳۿͷһ쳺Ϥģͬ;Ŀ⿴

ײÿһ춼ƴȫغҿûбܱҪ£УһررҪġǸñԼصģЩܵãͲеĵԼ൱˾壡

أ²ϣģᶼеʮֵ߳ܣ

˵óһԳ˫Ѿ糺죬ŭĿɶ

...쳺ͻȻһ䣬ҲǹһԸΪߵ˸

Щ£û˽̹

ֻ֪ҪԼƴΣл̬ҲΪҪԼԳ̬ٳȥݺˡǣΪ˭ȥԼǴû˽̹

Ҳġնػص

쳺Ѿ֪ĴˣΪڴ˵Ļˡ

...Ϊ...һܹͣΪʲô̶ȣȻϣ˵뿴ǰ˵ġϲϲʲô̶ȡ

ԳᣬԺ...ô۰㣬ҲҪ...ȥΪκˣ𣿰...

ӵ˫¶红ͯȴʮֳֿ˵ĻԳ˺þúþá



쳺ӦᣬҲ˺ߵˣҲܵأȥ˼һΧΧ޹֮ˣΪס

ȻڡΧΧġԶĵطܾûа취֤ˡϾʼйɺûа취ˣܸĻǻ糯ǧС͹ըˡ

쳺ͬԳЭԹܸǰԺԭ¡

Գᣬֻӡ

ҪʱԳʶȥЩˣڳйһ£æ˵á

˵ģҪΪԼ飬һе㲻ܷҡ쳺һص

˵ţ˫۳εľϣѾ֧ǰŲơ

ԭȳչԼˣһ£ӦòǺѡ

ʱӵԺˣӸͷһʯӹ

Ժڱһ书ӣϳȥǿʯʵҲйߣвŷӵˣ֪ΣӴжһԵ˶ѣôῴء

ǣ쳺ۿʯ߹ˣԱܿģȴҪˣһԺԸˤһǱڵء

Գᾪһʶ

쳺ȴƿܴⲻǵģȻܴôйߣôйߡ

˵ţ˫Ⱥ֪عڵأ̧˫ڶ⣬ӣԺķ˴

һڵҲĭĪ˵¹ٵӳˣ¹ٵҲδܵõӣǵ¾üֵʱ¹¹پͲò¹٣¹ٻ۸ˣ

ԺʢŭˣŻ䳰ȷ

ΪƢԹ»̲סֵģ˭ֻ֪ĬĬعڵأһԲʼձдľֹ

ţӵ̧ͷᵧȥͷѳѪɰʯӻ˰ذס

ԺΪҪɱĶ̽ʱ׼С

Ϸӽذ׼Լĵλã͡һᴩƣѪעӹᴩƵм

Ϻܿͳһ̯ʺ졣

Գûȥֹףӱɱִ˵ĵط

ĬĬϥ쳺ԹԺĽϡһڵأæҪȥ

ⲻĴ㲻...

ܴˡԳƽ̧ͷԺĿ⣬εҶЩɱҪɱңòԣܴ˵ԭ£ΪµĵˣвѵΡԲ𣡡

Գѧӣʯͷ·ϳԺ

Ժ그ѣ֪Ǻá

ԸĶһֱͷϧĺӣʵԺԼҲ֪ҪǶ£ӱҲᱣġ

ο˴ε飬ȷ⡣

ķȥ

İ֮һδѵ£νܲˡ

ǣ˷䣬Ȼ˸ţֻͽš

·Χ۵ԽԽࡣ

˶쳺ָš

ӣǰڴϵ˵濳ɱ˵ѽ֪ţƽ￴ӳûܱܱܶܿġ

ֻΪܸǰԺڱͳҲΪ֪ģƽͷСϰҲ֪˳ûзӵ˽ļã㶼Ϊܴ˷ǳ˲ˡ

֮ǿµķӾȻܴ˵ĸǰ¹򣬴˳±ΪԭҲܴ˵ġ

ԣܴ˸ǰұԽ˵ˡ

ȳӣҺڻʼңͶ̥ȻһһڿˮͲ

ڻʼңôôƯĹأọ̈ˣ÷ŵ˼ſڵǸˣ

˵ȳǸ...ˣ滬˳ôòöίϻðŪ˫˵ȣҪԼ...డ...

ȺﴫԽԽ

ԳῴԱߵһֻۣĲѾһ㺮˪ϥȴּ˫õķӳѪۡ

ǲĿ⣬ŭҪյתݺݵصһۡ

˵ɣ̬ˣһʾˣҲûһţǿ






54.  54   һ

޿, ӳѪ˿ָͷŵϵʯӣûһѼʯУȻ

ԳԿ, ·ѾЩʯλ˲ʺɱ·𿴼ԵһƬĺͬ֡

ĬĬ۵ϥվ

쳺Щ̧, ĿվӰ

ԳһѴӷϳ˳ὣǷӵĽΨһܾٵöˡ

ƺûǺ˳ŴĽ߾ٹͷȺ£֮˻ӳӰյλÿȥ

Χ۵Ⱥŵɢ, ¹СϺ

˷...ŮҲŷ...һһɢ

ԳὣŲ鸡˾ƣԺлʱ龰, Ŵ׾ѧ

ɱ...ɱɱɱ...һ̲סЦй, һ߼մ, ߾潣

ЩŵģԳɫ, 󷽵Ļ⣬ӿ, Щһ㱻ĵͷס

һֺͬϾҲû˸Χˡ

쳺ɫѿףսļʯ, ҲʼûȺ֡

Գ..., ˵...һκõ...

ῸŽػͷԵءţ

ˡһ˼ᶨ, ҪǵԼ˵Ļ...Ҫһֱңκá

ܴʱһ䣬ỹǻ᲻ʱ쳺и˵ڸӵǸ

Ǹ޹ԳȥĹ쳺ҲһһĴЩСĵܵðŴȵĹŴϵһû͵Ƹǣÿһأ׬õܹԴˡ

ȻỹǾãλûа취һôҲֲЩʲôܺù䵭˵ǾȡҪá



µʱδѣÿνȥͬ˵ڳ¿ũյϲѶʱȾ˯еǾȻ΢΢ع

쿴ĸ˵ЦЦˣᳯ˼غԺҴҴܽ·쳺ʱײһ£ײòȲסˤڵء

üͷȫһԺ굫ְڳڣֻñסΣװһι

ӱ𣿡Ժһûй˼ڣӵ֣˼

̫ҽ˵ˣŹԽԽȶʱõ˵ʲôǶ˵˵ɡ

ʱҲˣæŸ񣬶Ҳֻ˵ôһ䣬쳺ҲڣҲû̫ãֻһ뿪ˡ

£¹ٸղ̫ײû°ɣԺĮ̬ͬǸ

üͷ˲࣬û˵

˻ᶼû뿪˼ܹԺ񣬱תι

ᣬũＴҪֲֽҪлȥע飬ҪҪ汾ߣ

ò׼кתȻ¶һᣬǵȻȥߡ

쳺ϵԼߣиҪȥҲֻԼ뿪

ôãķһƬķϵĳôһƬأɽ϶ֲ˵ȣɲǵΪ˽ӼϱߵġиҪ£ڣڿԿʼˡ

ֻǣڴ֮ǰܻûЩ˼һЩϰ

쳺ӵԺƫ˳

Ҫȥӣֻĸ澡

ĸӶ˵ûбڵΣ໥䶼֪˵Щʲô

쳺ĸ֮;ֱͷȳȥ

ǰ˼ͻȻͣסѻʵѾȫ߳ˣĸıҲûˡ

쳺ûֹͣתӵֻ֣һ·Ƶǰͷأĸ⣬޷øʸЩ

ü˼һᣬǾӦ˵...

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쳺غܿ˳ӵصͷóʼδһ㶡



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һ´û϶ԼΣ˲ԻҴеֱ֪ۺĲϻ涫ѻʳʱһ°ߵǸ

ڻǰװ޵˵˳ΪʲôûֱۺɱǸ

Ϊǻ浱ѻʷֲҪˣʢŭ֮ȥίǸźò׻ܳнǶʱ䣬ǲϥ³.ܵ뽫ɱ

ȻЩûû֪ȻҪά˳ʺͶׯ߹

ϿЦͬͣսֲðգֻҪһвԷͺпץסǵİѱɶö֮ع

浼˵˻ϣԼӸıԼȥ

ȴϣñЩ˽ٱʲôĿԣһǷȻȫľͷƵģδš

Ȼ浲ŷ֣Щ˽ļϵˣһ

Լƭˣͬʱֲĵ룬ȻܳȫԸϻʺܸôֻҪԼŬһ㣬ӦҲȥɣ

ǣÿᵽйȥһͻ˹װϵһʱѣӴһᾭ·ϵȴ

ʱһ㣬һʱҲŻù˸һߴɡһ߲ʱظ֬ۡ

һѾԳһһźܿɰľѣͷЩܲˣ浲֬ʱСһΣ֬ȹϡ

浶ʱˣŹ澵ͷһЦøǼһҲһãҲʹˣҿޣ

⹬ߣԳӰġ

ԭū澰ɣūҲˣС澿޿ġ

Сˣ¤ɽʱ򣬾͸ʯͷºȥģ

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¤...ɽüͷ˽浵ķ

ǵãԼ˲Գᣬǰ¤ɽ浲۾ʱͬһ죬ԳҲ¤ɽ

ң˵Ǹʱ浺Ǵȥ¤ɽʱΪѾȥԳռƷģû뵽쾹һظˡ





55.  55   

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æջ˽ţʾ⹬ǸϽ뿪һ, ȵߡ

¡쳺ǰʱѾ׻һݵı顣

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˵ţվ, յ΢ѩɫȹȥֵ

쳺ʧЦˣ㣬𣿡

һΪԹԼĸ, ԼԹ, һϷ, ȭһ쳺ϲְģ

¹Ȼ...ǹҵİ...

ʵ...ʱ, ǵ...浼ͣͱ쳺ˣ

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, 漴װŮ΢Ľ̬Ǹʱ, ͻȻ׷Һ棬˵ҪллңһһŵøϽء

, 쳺ҡҡͷǲǵĵһμ档

ǵһμʱһѨ·ͷģѹģΪ浲ûϳɡʱҲֻðϷ۵Ĳʣ˫Ư۾һۿȥϲ˫۾۾ˡ

Щɻü쳺񲢲ЩְѻͷߣԳ˵ǰ¤ɽʧ׹ӣ꣬һ𣿡

ôЩ£Ҳû룬ֻֿ˽̸Щɽӽˡ

δػʣԳʧģ



쳺˹½ݵȥѲӵڶȵĿ

ӿȺ˻ĵ֣Ѿˣ

ˣˣվ˻޻ˡӣελù

ǰѾɵ֣µһ֡

㵣£ЩҪõģͿȺĵһҪǻˣ˿զ죿

ģȽճԺ󣬾ܵͨǵȦɶѱڵ˽ȥ

˵ͷ쳺˿ǰǰжʳĺùýӽ㹤˵ӲãĻҪ˸ˣ

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æܾòãӸѾˣ²ˡ

쳺ԼŵĶ˾ܾģֻøмл

쳺ֶ½˵¼ΪµֵĹҲ˹ͣҲҪ½൱ļ͡

쳺Ǹͷˡ



ѹѵ籱ӵ˵߱Цһֽ߱ӽɴɴڡ

˵ɴһֵǧüƤ֯ɣҩЧƤⶫֻжѹУĹұǮҲ򲻵ģΪⶫֻѹѸȻƤҲǱϽġ

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˳ǸӣʼֱʳϰĹѻ֣˵˼ڣ

籱ڵǸٻӰĿЩڡ

ʱˣ㲻Ǻ뿴ù޻Ը

籱ǿ

Ǹ˾ҵؿһ٣ɳصСӼթӲҲˣϻر»ΪԼܳɹı°رһֱĳ褣...ȿȿ...أ

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СӿѾˡ

籱һС㣬ͱ޲˰ɣ˺ԼЩѵ޻Դ𣿡

ĺˣ޵Ȼ֪϶ģƫȦף֪ʲôģ...޻һһ飬ױ񡣡籱һֽĴһһ顣

ֿʼޱ߼ʵؿ

籱ΪԼܲ͸ӵģⲻϣӵ˼ܿ͸ġ



ѵ֪£׻ĵأ

Գһõļһǻ˲εģá

쳺ο񶼿ų

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ԳһۣǲȻҩôȵģĸں˲٣ಹôܿѣ

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ֻǡһĳֱˡ

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ԳСһߣβԼӵģֲǮԼȥˣ

Ū˲ƷԭҪһģ˭֪ǼһŶ顱һ˹رš

͵ū˻ͻɣյ˻һҪɽؿء

ǣֻա

ӵʱܴûڣûڣԳе֡

ƽոߵĹ澣˾䣺ôûڣ

ǹƺɫҴңԳڹʲôƵģŶȥˡ

ỹʣǹ׷ƵģͷҴ߿ˡ

ӹ·ϣڳǶĴϣڷ׷ۡ

ղŽǣôأ˵ǲҪˣ

޻ڶر˳ţ˭ȥѾڶǳˣ˳趼ﶼûзصƣ᲻һͱ˹ݰ𣿡

˵ûأɽؿҶѣû굽޻ǣǻǿûлӳ޻ǣȥĵطɣ

ɽؿڡ֣ŵû궼ûˡ

ǰ˵Ҫţɽؿڰ

½ἱһ˳½ݣȻŻȻ֣ղ½Ĺ

ƽ½͵ģô½ʧأ

е㲻Ծ






56.  56   

ڶѵ˳ʹʱ, ʹ˳ۣ쳺Ĳ顣

˳ֻЦ˵䡰ѴáСллġĻ, ѵ۾Ȼڹаǰ쳺ι財̫ҽץ˹ȥʻ

̫ҽ϶ˣ˳ҲֻǸŭԡ

ζѵ˼ʮ߿һ˳ɽؿڸ, ָһҪ쳺ɹȥԥ˼ڻհˡ

ϣ...һ˳ɡվڲt̨Զɫɽͺս, ̾һϢ

쳺Գûãһ֧ӣǰɽؿˡ

ӳ̳, ·Ͽ, ֮ǰܸϴˡ

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ǼƴḶ́쳺֧ӷֱ˽˹ͻʺ, ˼ҲٺЩԻֻȥһˡ

ɽؿ, æȥַĺõıӹؿڵĶȲú˳ľ

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ȥúþܷסѾʲô紵ݶҲ֪

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ǰȥĲмʮ˽ɽؿӦȫġ

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...С˵ȴ쳺ֻõͷ˳ˡ



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ý޻ЩѰߵЩѰ쳺ֲڣֱָžҪʧĳˡ

ǣֻȥв쳺֧ߣȥص¡

УߵͷĿǻ켣ڳǶһţо졣

ţԳʱ򣬻൱ϣֱԳὫһóŻѶţ˵ҲӣҾͰѻˣ

...ôϣţɫˣһŵӡ

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⻨֧ߵıһôҪĶղأôŮأ

ţ޷Ϊ˱סǱӣֻðѽյõĹڶǱ߶ϢƴԳᡣ

˵ʲôô˵ĻضѵǱŵģԳʧɫ

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Ȼ쳺ʱǱ½µĻ˵о롣

½ڸͷϣóꪵסϵ쳺ĺ󱳣ѵźѪˣ˳ꪣɱָ

ѱ¡½Ѿѻˡ

ѻʵ˵ͷźѪǰһһüû뵽ɣΪԵһΣԵڶΣȦףȻҲѻ֣Ҳǿѣܽƻôץη벻ٻضѳ۰ζ

쳺ɫ԰ֽŭ⣬˫һֱʶץ˫ȣֱ˫ӵѪ졣

ѵۿץӵĶˣˣްɣ޾ҪʹޣʹһС

֣֮Ӷѻʵĺ󷽳֣֧ѾѾˡ

...Բ...ǰѾ

쳺˫ȭյÿ֨죬˫ȴƤӵøˡ

ҧѪĳΪʲô㣡Ҫѱ

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ԭūŰɣūҲ˽ģҲҪ˵ģԴͷѾƣѪʳ

˦˦վӶѵ۵ӹһƿƽҩĶ뿪ˡ

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ģһһ޻ǽ֪Ůˣ浡

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ڳеıҲᣬģѻ֪ȨȻҪͼѾԶˡ

쳺ѾҧѪѪӿ˳

ѵۿ˺󣬺⡣

ҪôԵԼͼȻ󿴷ڵϤͼ֮ʱɿƲסԼͱ

ϻصĽսѽץӵˡ

ǷҪȡΪֱӴִ֣ƫƫƫ档ֻҪƷɳɵЩأ

˷һ׼

ɣǵ˭Ըܹѻֿʼʴ

սı̾Ϣһ쳺ķԭĸɣô˳ȥ˳ˡţ㲻Ҫ˳ľء

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֪ôģ֪ĸô˵ģ쳺ͷҲصӰﻹǾһаĿȫǡ

ʱÿһιǰޣͻ᲻֪롣

ʱ̫ҽҩҩܵϺ乬ܵҩʱǵܵܿȥ˵һ仰һΣǿǰѣܵܵʡ

ͲˣΪʲôÿһˣĸ񣬻ǲ񿴵ܵܵһΪױ㱻Ϻ

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㶣Ӧ˹

ղߣΪɵˣԭȥֺӣ׽ֻѾӵĻȨ˱ѣȴģƾʲôðΣգȥмǷӽӻ

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˭˭˵ģ˭ǰ֮䣬ӻ˳ӵģ

ѵ۸ߺ

û˿ϻĻ...ͶԲ...ѵĽѾȵ쳺Ĳǰ

ǲϻһ

һֽûãһȻôѧСﱧͷ˦öسҰ

쳺ͻȻһᣬŭѾʧصس˹ȥԳᣡʲôȥ

ѵ۵ĺ˳

ţʱһӺ׷

ղűţԳģԳٶǿһƥҪԼŹ

СʱμңΪμҰ۰ʿһƥСԣСǸʱ̫ˣ϶ǱǣԺ伸Ȧ

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ţϽǰȥסỹǿƲסͷˤ

Һţһ£ȻûסѾ;Щǣˤڵϵʱ򣬻˴Ѫ

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쳺֮ǰѾ˷ͷ

һУʵõģ½ݵıѣķתԼʵľ˵ģֻԳᡣ

Ǵ㽫ƾͼƣûڰѵϸȻͬʱҲöѻʷģԼֶܼס

ѻҲпܻûɱȷһĿ³ǰͷܲռöѻʲɱɣϾ˳ҲãѻɱҲɱһħͷѣ˵˳ոء

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ǣԳôʹأ

ѱ£һҵķԼִӵĨǵѪۿ۵÷죬һһΧԴߡ






57.  57   һ

Գˣȥ㣡Ҫȣ

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ῪʼϷһӻ, ţȥĶ

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Գᣬ㣡һ浰̣Ҳܳȥ㡣

Ϊ㳤, ҾͶ⿪㲻ֻǸ޵ӣ

ȥɣⱲӶᰮģңҲ˶㣡Ұãʼգ浣

ž˻

Գһάűı飬ʵѾ뽫˵˺Ƭˡ

ûҪ㰮ңؽۣôҲһѽ

ᷢģĳ˵ĸ磬÷ɽˮԶأ

ҪˣԳѾãˮͻȻһһһߴ󲽳

쳺зʿԼѻҲΪȵؿСڵ

ð㣬쳺ܹˣܱһյǰ浺𣿣Ǹ㲻ȥ˩ϰҾ㣡Ҳòˣ

ȻУҹԹԵذϣ㲻᱾𣬱ƫҪȻ˩ߣҾҪô㣡ôѵ㻹ɱҲɣ

ɱңȱȻһЦأ

ԳղһˤʹţϱƣָΧе

ӱһһϣϧƫƫҷƵġ˿ǰһ̻ķӣңЦñɻ

ѻҲζؿһĻĽ𽥴쳺ĲԳᡣ

ĽԳֹǰͣ

쳺ں󷽵ʰ˿ʯͷǰһײ˳Ľż⡣

Գᣬø㣬ͶġŴĿŬʾҧһһٵ

ǰµӣ￪Ҳֳܴôһ֣ղڴϵѪ˳

ѱ£ղ˵ֻҪԸߵ¾檸ղæضˣǿɶأвֵѾȥˡǶ֪ӵ»ȥء

⻰ڸ߶ѵۣһʲộҴԻڳ￪ѻʵԶšôպ㼴õ˳ҲԵõ˳յġ

ѵҪȵ۵Ըܹȥ˳

ʧЦЦЦĽҲСƪڳ°ͻ

㣬ѵζص˼Ȣ˸ʲô

˵꣬Գ򶨣һƬ֮ʱѻʵĽ˻

ţʱѾѵ鱦ǰأȫƵ˶ѽʿǰ

ѵΪЦؿʲô

Գ᲻ŲæϥЦݣļҲƶڹܣǵȫӣѻϡ

˵꣬Ѿذˡ

ⲻȫļҲƣԳȫļҲ

׽նѻĿļпǵ´Ӻ·ĽףȻ֪ʲôҲ֪ѻΪʲôֹֻҪ˵쳺ȫǮ׳ûʲô׶˵ѻʾܰˡ

ȻڵѪ...ˡ

ϣѱԶţߡʹָ˸

ѵͣ˼

ʱȥ½ִһӳӣ˼Ķȫ˶ѻǰ

ѱ£ҵˣЩ

ӱһ˿ͷŽӲӵĵȫ¶˳

ѻСĵǰϣЩ

˰Ѷְȥ½ݾһ±񣬻ӹֱӰЩֶȼմ

ضѱ£־ջ٣¿԰ˡ

ѵüԭȥõġ

ȻѾջ٣ҲͷĻˣҲѾӵļҲȫ˳

ʰ鱦ɡѵ

ѵ۲ʮˣȴ͵͵һ֧ɱ֣׼½ݺ֧ɱԾ󻼡



£ˣ°󡣡ѵߺ½ָֻһӣѳῴ۾Բ

½㣡Գָ׾˵

쳺ûԳᣬֻǶ½ݼ׷ʵ˶ѻף

£ǽһ漴ˣ¶ѻʲţǿΣò˽³˲ߣԭ£

쳺˽üͷ̾һ³ɳƵ...

ԭƵ׼ˣڶѻʵ£ҲûʲôΪѾ׼׵ڵµһѹѻͺá⸱˶ĵҲûʲôαġ

ֻǲ룬ͷԳֳˣڶѻоʹЩԼӦԡ

˵ҪһκõԳֵһ̣Ȼǿҵ

ͻȻͲˡ룬Ҫΰȣ룬ֵعӡ

ԳᣬƴѹУԳ

Գɥ޾ɵس

Ѿ³Ƿӵļıˣ뵽ûôױѵƣֻǽƾͼƵġֻǿЩҲƣ֪ʹڸˣ

ʱѾϣ֣ק

ԳĲɣһӾͱԵϡ

ûôַסĺף

һսǰʱɵ㶵ʶ

˶ݺݵһҧסĴշת˼£͵صԲ

½ݵʶȤת

ᱻӺ޹µؿҧˣƫƫǷӻۣ쵽˲쳣ӡ

˼ûѣþˣᱻڻѹͶá

һݣ˿ʱһѾ׼ݺݺݵҧסˡ

۵ѹæ֣ʹ죬һ˫ضֲӡ





58.  58   

쳺ˣԳѿæ俫Լ촽, մʲôһ

쳺еذ˺

Ҳ...𣿡

֪֪࣬ܶԳ, 

֪ǰһָ̣ʹ˵Ҷģ˵, ң֪ô𣿡

üҡҡͷ

һǹҪңҪҡϲ, ͲҪǰڸʲôأţԳһ

Ҹղ˵...˵𣿡쳺һ̻ʡ

˵Ȼûţֲ˼˵ΪԼ, ׽, ֻõͷ

ǰֱ̫ҵˣҪ֪, ǰ㣬ҵ...ȫĲƲͿ...

ԳԽ˵ԽȻ

һ뵽ԼӶɵȥ, ղŶʿЩշתò״ӺתӸӼ, áı顢ҹ顢ƱԼò״Լٳ...

ȫʿһһѻʵС

ۣһ, ǮɢĴ̼, ִǸղ˵˷θԳͷǿҵһݣ³һѪ赹쳺

ӼرסԳ, öˣ

ʱ˷ͻȻ󣬶ѻɱֹˡ

½ݻæûΧһȦѵºͻΧм䡣

ֻϧղ˽Ѿڶ֮ʱöѵ۾ߣҲϲˡ

ɱȻ½ݵĻҪ࣬ûһᣬ½ǾͿʼ֧Ųˡ

ЩɱҪɱӼͳ죬Χűм䣬Ϊͳм䡣

ǣɱֳûͻΧ˽̵콫Ҫ쳺ĳȥҪ֮ʱʱ̵ˡ

쳺ǻѹһɺܽŸղűѻʵԼĵ¶һӾ

ʱˣɱŵ

쳺һһ§Գᣬһ־ȻסɱֻĽ

ɱ㶣˷ӵۣɵһ󾪾塣

һɱֵĽ˾ȻԵֽסǸʲôˣ

ɲ֮ʱӲѪһε£ȻսУظ߾

ŽֵǸɱ֣Ҳýܽ

ɱ֣

һȺ˴˵ɱ֣Ȼȫûмʶ˳ˣ辢ʱĿģŽԺϵүҲ÷ӿģûлˡ

Ժųµıرǰ׼Χɱʱִ󲿷ɱѾΧڷӵΧϢˡ

£¹پȼ٣еϸѾ߷ҲѼӽˡԺ굥ϥ쳺ԣ˳㽫ݽ

쳺Գᣬ˳ʲôϽȥ̫ҽ



ΪԳԲѣûصеʱüαԳᶼҪվӣԱߵ˿ŵһҪվȴվģﶼһѺ

̫ҽδǰѾ˿Ӽػȥһ֪ͨˣԴʱӸѺʮλ̫ҽ

̫ҽǻ쳺ͽغ˰ѽʵ̫ҽĲкβ⣬ɱճι

æס£££侲£ӣ̫ҽθʱȳȥһʲôūŻẰġ

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µͷá

쳺Ժﴵ˰ҹķ磬òڳæιȥʣôˣ

ȣ...Ӹղŵڣһֱôûش˴˿ڰ

쳺üŴ

̫ҽ˵ǰ˹ȣһ᲻Żʵġ̾Ϣһ

쳺üͷ˽ɫˡ

̫ҽ˵첻㣬㲻ˤһ£Ҳʮ壬ڲ...һЩˡ

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֪ԼͷֵȥΣ̾Ϣһ̫ҽ˵...

ҵһɫҩ



ҹʱ֣̫ҽǶѾˣ±Ÿҩſ͵͵ؿޣͻȻľѹȵ̧һ㿴ӵתΣһع

ȥѹɤ

£...ָŷҪͣ쳺ΪҪֹڣֺ

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£ŵñҩߣ˴ˡ

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ƺƯĳϸ׵ëָо˵һ㾾ʺҪһסһ㣬ɤۡ

ǣһ뵽ԳӣŬѹĭּתǰ

Խһͽ䣬ܿԳˡ

ʱ쳺Ѿͷеģ೤Ŵ

ƶӵҲһʱ䲻֪ýˡ

Сѽѽһѣ˦ϸѩ׵èβͣյ

ʱ춯ѩ׵èͷת˹

ĳԥĿͱ̻Բèײͫ

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ȻСɫ.èתԴ˿ͻȻۡһ´

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쳺ĿؿŵСһѩף·ɵس޽Ѿ亹δεʡ

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ʵꡣ

ѹʱСèѾںϣȭͷС״ֻһѩϸβ͡

쳺ǿסĵľ壬СĲתӹȥԳᡣ

̶̵ļ֮ң֪ӿ˷˶ô޴ѣܿ

Գüۺۣ̲סһָչƽ

˵Щ...ô𣿡쳺ΪԼǰ˵ЩﰧĪԲŻĵѪģ֪ԳᰧΪͿӵĹϵ

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ǿӲĶһƬ˪ѩòУ궶žĴϣӡ

һ֣»ᾪƵġ

꣬ôĴָڳĦţɤֳƣԳᣬһᱣ㣬κ˺ģҲС





59.  59   

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ͬ, ۾ƬϸâֻһϨˣΪĲƲѾ͸ǿʵ

쳺ߵ, һһЩûôӲˡ

, оЩʲôҽԡ

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..., ǺθڳԶҡҡͷ´źҵ, ...æĻͲù...û˵꣬쳺̾͵

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Ȼ󣬵˶˳ʳһӵĳʳ쳺һֱ

¿һ£͵͵Ӷ˵˻Ự󣬾͵ͷ˳ˡ

ȻԳῴ쳺ĿͶ˿̾

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쳺ޱؼһҧһ£֭˳

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ҳȥ֮󣬾Ȼ̰һζҲΪ֪

üͷһºɻͺ...ڲٸԼϾھԼһ

ȵµĹó𣿡Գ˹ŵؾ׽Ŀԡ

...ó...

쳺վȻ̹ʣԳһ

£ʱòˣʱּһϺȽУָҨࡣ

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ȴֻܽӲأֽ̧ʳͣҲ̧Ƥ

̾Ϣһ˼Ȼ䡱غ

˯úС̰˯è˵ĺһӾ˹ȼس

ЦűͷͷͣӵıӰֻҡҡͷȥˡ

⽫ϵèëһ²ŲС

ʱ쳺Ѿ֪СèѾȥĵطˣԽӵıҲɶ

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ڸ˵ȴʱظ˸ͷǸʢõһմ׵Ϻȡ

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ŵĵͷͷʿˣ𣿡

ʲôֵ

ϺȹҩʳҩЧá쳺ϸϸؾ׽ţ¿ý

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˵ˣҲѲ

˼һ󣬳ãо

Ͼøһģһǣ

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һ֮˴ͷг

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Ҹѣô𣿡һص˵ɻˡ

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60.  60   

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, װһù澶ζĸ󣬾Ͱѵɢ

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ĸ󣬡ݵسԳºӵȻ㣬ڣ롮治һأҰɡ

浺ͭɪɪ֧ţŵڻ赹ȥ



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ʱ, 쳺תιȥ浣ǸѾˡ

ͷɢУ϶Ѫˮ, ǱĻ.ĺۼȥǴĿġ

浣Ǳ۰ŮӰ, ء쳺

˵꣬㱼ϻӴԳᣬȥֱⱰѪ£ֶ˶١

ǸѪħ, ȻͲİ¹⣬Ҳܽ˲ضԴˡ

ЩģԴԳ˵֮, ÿһ, Ͳͣ, ԼΪԳ

һ룬˿浵۾, ԼɿӶʱ˫۵һЩʳɹѹء, ѵϵ£ϡ

˭֪ŮȴͻȻؿЦ, ȻѪ, Ŀѣҧָͷڵһһд

бɱңȻԳСˣҳȥԺ󶨻ʮ

쳺ЦջԼ·, һʡˣαôżɱպҲȻ˻ɱлȥġ



쳺ظѾʱˣԳԼš

ԵһʱͻȻһ˳л˵Ѫ

쳺θżľͷŻòӵʱһӻѣǱˤΡ

ʱæӺ±κ˹ȥʰ

ԳѾһˮˣǻ𣬵۾ӣЩЦôűҳԹ𣿡

...쳺ϣתŵ֡

˵üͷ...ֵر˵ָƽüޡ

ʲô쳺˾䡣

˶٣ŶŶȻʲô²˵ϣôĵģ¶ҵԸ𣿡

쳺æͷ

ǾͶҲϣ³üͷ˵ţ²豭ָȥƽޣҪЦĻŲһ׵

쳺ֵͷ˵ʲô

üͷĨƽûãѪˡ

һ㶣ЦëС֣

쳺ĳɫøϽҵ

ڳŵʱߵͻȻ·ȻɵʣôŮҵζ

쳺֪ǰ·ʱŪġ

룬Ը룬ѵȻմȾȥġ

𣿡

գգۣ쵽ڣȷûиѣȻĥӵʱֻһ£ĳˣȥǣȥôʱˣôζأңǷԼζѵԼ᲻֪



ճиԷз

Ҷ˵ǸȳŵӣڳǶݵĺͬһҸûʵլԺң

»ﴧŰǣҴҵܻġ

ʱδʱȻͷޣڸС

±ݵشŰǣôˤԺУɢһأſ

ۿԳһڷŵĿҲ嵽Ժ￴ԼѾſϿ޵۾ˡ

£ôôСİ...æȥ

һӾͱסӣ޵鶼˳

վǸôأôأ

޵òӡ

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潿һң

㶣Цʲôѽ˵ĸѽô£ĸҵҰ

ӲƵģ⵱Цϣʱˣߣū֪ģ

˵ţ²˰ᣬץ־ܡ

֪˺󣬻æȥͣͶˡ

Ҫȥūűȥɡ

ֹԳᣬҲܸ͹Ǽ£Ϊ˵˲飬ǣֻ뵽ȥ·ϵһʱ䣬лȥ֪ͨ¡

˭֪ߵ·.ܲ˳ӳһٶȣͣܡ

һ·Ƕֵϵ˶׷໥ת棬˵ȳŻͷңҪȥץ.ˣ

޻ǵ˶൱ԵˣûãȳᱻǶԴͬһұ¸լԺǰʱֵϾҲۼ˲ˡ

ϣ˲˰ԳЩʧЦؿŽֵϲʱͶĿ⡣

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°ūȻƽպųʱūһܰǺ꾫Ѫͷģ׷ȭͷ

εһЦԭ򣬶㿴̫

Ȼûл쳺ľٶǣǵطʱȥʵ̲ʲôôңҲþһźýԹԵؽӰ˵֮ܰǰʧȥĶ̻ء

...׼ģ쳺˵ͷ˶ĥأ̲ӲֹôΧ۵Ĺڣ㲻ûŭأ

Ȼ뵽Լڴʲộ֮ͥ£Ҳֻεߣ˭ϣͱΪӱܡ

ߣū澽ȥˣҲҪֻҪҲǸ꾫

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쳺ţͷײ

쳺ü...

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쳺㶣ʱԽˣĿͷȺȥ

쳣ض࣬㲻ûϸǱУ...ðա

ȭͷԳ᣺...ȥ˵

Ҫͷ˵ã˭֪ƺ𱰣ֻסӿڣԣʲôҪ˵ģ˵²˵Ļ...ʵңʵ˶Բǹˣ

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̾һ˸Ѿͷһ˺ȡ

쳺˼˿Ⱥսȭͷҧҧǣûң...

ұֻһˡ



ѹѻʵõȷе߱˵˳Ӱ˳۵Ļʺ°ˣյԼıԷݲؽ

籱д֣Ƥ̧̧ͷ

£䲼񡣡

籱˱ʣ˻һüͷЩѽӣǿ˳ʺСͷзǸඡ

аɣȻֲ㣬ԼҶǱʱˣȰ˳Ļʺ˵ɡ





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ԳӸ쳺ظ, صУһֱûи˵Ҳûаյı, ƽøһֻżѹüͷЩ, ЩգЩ׷Īİģ

쳺ʵǿˡ

ͼҪҵȥԳͣԳһ춼ڰοǸѾߣѹûʱ

ȵ쵽ĺʱ, ҵ²ڵĻᣬĶ赲Ժ·

ᣬҪ...

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쳺ü, Ҫ˵...

, Ҷס˵ͷĶֺǡ

һ󷽵, ｹ겻

ҽѽң

ţѽǵ˵

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...Ȼתˡ

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ҹԳ˯쳺Ҳûг

ߴٵ£Ĳȥ±Ǳ߶ڵ𣿡

쳺ʧһ˦ӣȥˣ±ô谮ңΪ˼棬Ͳȥ޵ġ

...ūЩùȥɣ

쳺˵ͷ͹ȥ֮ڸ˾С

.

쳺ѾкüûгȥˣҲѾ˹ɥӣ֪ͨ˳´Т죬ʺˡ

浴ڱĽԼŵĹɥӣץ

ûڲʹŤίڵأָ׿ŵ̺

ҩû.ϣͻ

⼸ƫƫ쳺ˣȻͲץ˹ȥʹζֻȫ

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ʱڻӸ쳺ӵ˰̽߱¤ɽĳͱڷɫ

ǣΪǰ֮Щ쳺ɳˣ³ȥժѹȥӣֻװӶͬʱڸţȻ֪ͨᡣ

ʱԳҲ֪лʺ˵Ϣ

һʱͳüͷ쳺Դͬңպ浰ɣ

һЦûûεӣЩüͷʣ쳺ûؾȻ

ʹأҲԼΪʲôҪ˵ǡ

ŮǧǧΪʲôҪأҲϲģҲҰΪʲôҪ𣿣Գ˼ɵ

쳺ģķŭһһ㰲ο

ҪలοƵģѿھ͵Ϊ浰ҲҪˡ

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ըë쳺ŬסĿϲҪֽҵ飬ʱűƿװŮͻȻˤгһѵԳķȥ

ŮαװŮģõĳ󣬾û˲ĴڣʱͻȻ࣬Ѿֹˡ

쳺һ۾ͳʱ浹ģлһЩˡ

˹ȥԳˡ

ǧһ֮ʣһݾ㶣ʶԳᣬȻתֵǸŮӳȥ

浣˻Ѿײȥ

ͻȻֵŮ˻Ƶ̳棬£

Ѫ硣浲ŵۡ

üͷҧгݵصĿײУȴͻأ˵黰浣֪ޣҴӦʣ㲻ɱɱҲûһĿˣҪҡ

˵ⷬĿľҪѾβϸ仰

֪Ҫжˡ

Ҫ˾֣ȻءݵصСૣȥ˵黰

ɱѸײڶ֮ƴ˷ʱĵ浣Ѹٳĳָ

屻򽣹ᴩѪע㶵۾ɴͫ׻ɢ֮ʱҲɱǧ֧

һӼһȺˡ

ʱԳʶʱ򣬿ŵԼºӵ浲ԼǰѪģһͱ˫һеľĻš

ᣬˣĳһ㱨ˡѾηأ߷С

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쳺β죬Գָڲʧ浲Щɱֶȥι

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Ϊ˶ĿֻһڼݳһóŢĽǰ¤ɽһ·ǵ

쳺Ϊ˲Գᣬһ·ƽȵάһƣհڻ

ҪάƲǷǳģȵأӲǳűˡ

㲻Ҫ£һɵ˻ûˡСૡ

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·ժ˴ɢҰ۵Ļ֭ͼڸǵϵ

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ǡʱλϷðƤţ˼

ǹֻ¶һ˫ۣܴһ˫β΢̣ǳƯ

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ڻָǣ˵ĵһǣùң߰ɣ̴ӻҡ

ǣǸۣʧڶС

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ɽ, ͨɽҼѣοһλ˵ȳӡ

֪ѵϸʱˣ֮ǰһҪִ°ѻժ, Ȼʱпܾͻᱻǵɽ֮ơ

һϵԳ᲻֪￴ʲôʱüͷ

쳺ҧѪѪˮ, ۰ѪŽ⣬ÿһʯʹԡ

һĶϾڴڵشһͷԼ˯üͷĹ, ֻۺһʹѹȥ

߳ؿֵʱڰɫժˡ

˵ɫҩ͸Һ֭ɷ, Ȼڷ·дϾ˫, Ծ¾ˡ

쳺ղŲժʱѸһժˡ˺һ黨ιԳ, ʣµĲؽȥҩ򵷳ɫҺ֭, ˺µĲϻ

𣬲ŷ, СʱڶǶʹ಻뵽ĶҪҧؿԼ, ûҪ, ȴЦѧЩ֪棬ϻ˷

˷ָ, ԼѪڷ·дԳ֡

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չַ˻꣬ԳܿͻѹæϳһãѷڣȻְſϥ˯Ҵ˵Ӹǵ硣

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ⱲǸѶֻ֮Ҫ±ӣ±ҲҪд˷䣬֪һʲôҪͷѪ

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쳺Ĵ˲

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...磬磿

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ϲͺãֻҪˣóὫϵժ¸㣬ҲǲС

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쳺Գᣬһ˷ƵΣĿİʧ˻ƵĴɽϼȥ

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ϵ˿˺Щûд񶼾ȻˣٲĻܿͻᵼ¸صĺ

Щ˶¸ժɫµģв̣ǹ˻ֿק½ʣ

£ó˿ڣˣòã

ᣬÿÿ˵ëһӵȥÿһسŭǲɹ

˿С⣬ֻ˵Ķ󲢷Ūɬ̡

ܱ裬һеʹֻΪպ׼ʱǿƱȴܲںڰһһڶ߻Գů

Ǽ󣬱ǱһֱȥģΪԼҪôɻҲûȥһۡ

ǼȴƵƵػԳҪůġ

˼һˣͬ˳˶ϵҲֹð⡣

£֪ҲǼ죬춼ڸк֣쳺쳺ôġΪҪ˿ڣֻú

ڰͷתֻһ˲Ŀִ׹

ȭ

Ȼͳɹ˿ڡ




68.  68   һ

Сմʪĸɾ, һһϴЩϵŧѪ⿴ӦǺ۵ģԼŶ̲סü, ǷȴȻһһʮֹɵض, ϴ

ԺҲ֪ҪôϽЩɽ巢ЩҲ֪᲻Ӱء

ĵĬĬص, ͬʱҲţҪôԼľ롣

ǰ֪гˣǿ޹ǵشԱߣּ, ԽԽ顣

ɲ...

, ·üΣ...ϲҰɣ𣿶ǲǣ

һ仰, Ϲȥ

ҹԳ̲ס˯ȥ, 쳺ֳ˻ƣ·ͣ, ׼ԭϢ̡

ͣʱ򣬳һ, λϹ, 쳺ֿ죬ʶֹȥԼϥϡ

ᣬӸ߶ؿ, ã¶һʹı顣

ţ˻ƳԳ...֪жҺ޵öͲðƤǣ̽...ƫƫ...

һزȥ...زȥ...ԽԽ࣬ӱϥȹǣܾʹᣬȴƵģȴֿƲˡ

Ҳ...زȥ...Ҫ...ڽ...ˮһ½մʪ˳ᰲ˯ϡ

˯˿죬Աߵ˱ݵʹŤʹƣ˫˫ӵһ˯ȥ



ʱѾ޺ºͻʥķΣʱ䲻ˣ˶ڳϸ·Ȼһ·ʻǶʳȥ

Գᷢһ󣬷Ӻ˸ƵģǶˣ

ҪʱԭΪһŤܾӶ۾˦֡

û뵽Ȼº͵سЦһ£ֱ߽ӹѣ΢˻Ƶº͵ңԼɣˡ

۾ɴˡ

ǸǹЦݵˣǳƢ

ô仯ùֹ죬̲סһƤء

Լѣֿʼȥ³ó

³ʱֻͷ΢Цһ£΢ЦɱܳˮٴγɹԳо}ˡ

ͷʲô

ʱ쳺ҪȥȴݼϣͶԵȥ

Щĵʣ֪᲻Ϊѵ£

Щȴֲòο׵ػ...Ӧûµġ



Ȼϣɽܿʹ϶УȻǸѴһͿķûܼѾ³Ĵš

֮ļᱻס֮ǰ¹쳺ȴһֱûлõϢ˵ǻϲ֪н

˵ϰסˣ֮ƺԾûиı䣬˾Ĺӣ׼գ̫ݳϯһϵеºۡ

ԳãӦȥΪʲôġ

պͬһȥϵĳʥںͻϻҳʱһ̫ڻ϶С˵Щʲô󣬻ϵɫͱˡ

ᣬЩҪȥˡ

ץסһѹڻǰ˼ͷ£µĻʲôĻ²Ҫ檣

...ʲôѰ黰Ȱµ...

ⷬɹûͣ½Ų˼Ƭ̣ջǵǺãɡ

ڻһԺӡ

Ժһߵĸ߸󣬻Ҫ㣬˵㣬ûѾ

쳺һ¥طֻлܵµĹ˭֪˭

ῴ쳺ʱһЩһԵڵϿαڣʱؿԼ£ʹɪĶ

һתͷȥϣ£...

GˡҲ֪ˣҲûбԼҪްġ

ڣ㷴ʡɽ飬ҺûϳӣҪȻҲһ϶˵

ʿ...ǰһ϶üˮңȷǶġӴϿҲϿԱߵˣ˻ɤӵ

ҪʲôأԱ𣡺òΪֵ飬ˣܳȥͱˣ˵ɽ¼ģҪһֻٵ𣡡ʵЩɸ֡

ӿЦ˼Ȼȥ

...ʣ...ͻȻ̧ӿԳһַۣɿرˣ㣬λһֱǱˡ

ʲ˵ˣֻһ䣬Ļⴢ֮λʻԸ𣿡

쳺һ仰ѻʵƿڡ

üں˵ʲôأγĺֵ飬޶οô࣬ѵΪΪʲôзأ

쳺˼Ѫĳ漴ֱҿһ£ЩͲΪЩЩ˶ԶۣҲں

ںʲôϿҪû취ˣüʡ

쳺ĬĬƤ˳һ£ͻȻסؿ

ϴ󺧣ôˣ...ʱֵ𣿣Ҫ֪ĲûãͲð¤ɽӻ...

ȥ¤ɽβ𣿡

̧ͷ˿ϴͷʱˡ

...ǿߣһͷǿӲ˩סʨӣһԴͼҪԼ

߰߰͸һ......ԽԽСس۲ͣͷײΣһһѵ

ǺʹİɣԳĶ

ͻȻǰ˵ĻϱֻҰҧסһ·Ѫ·ȥѪɶķ΢Ц˵

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Ҫѹ

ҪԮ...

ԭأѾ̾ˣһӳ˹ȥڻǰ

£򿪰ɣҪȥ

òŵĿ⿴...˵ʲô˵Ҫȥ𣿡

Ȼص˵ͷҪȥ

ջֲԵС̫š

ΣյʱʱˣС¥¡϶Ȼϻǰʱ˵λ¡

ûдӦͽš

ϺС̫ȥ֮ͱ档ϻΪû뿪ȥˡ

ű󣬷ƺͷײøӼˡ

𣡣Ϊʲô...ΪʲôײͷѪ˳

£쳺˹ȥ򴽣£ǳһ΢ЦǳĨѣľѡ

쳺Ҫ£...Цţһ𣿡

ײȻֹײͷΪ͵ͣԲԥֻɬ





69.  69   

ǷӻԥԥŲ˫, Լķ

ϥȹǱ飬ʹҲҲվˣͲ, ʱǿɳܵˡ

쳺ӦҲҪ𣿲ҪԼ, Ҫðʧ

ûıȴȥһסСһĨͼů

һӵ˲丧ƽУӵƽ, 辢һƽϢȥϵͷû˶ŵΪᱻôˣϽڿ

˱ͷ§һ, ε˳ȥ

һ, ѴѪȥ, һ...ҵ𣿡

ǰòģǷ˰, ֻһҪɱĴƾͺáڣԳ᲻, ﱻݺݵѹե֧ĸоܡ

㵱ȻУԳ۹, ½...һֱ, ׷㣬Ƕǰġ

...˵λѾܵҲܰлҪչ־, ʱƺ

ҰһΪһ㰮ġ᲻ƭԼҲƭֻʵʵ

ӵȥֻĻѾòԸѡ

Ȼ...ѹܵʹ...뿪ߣѹ

ѾԸٳһոһ̧ͷֻҹͱ鱳Ӱˡ

Ǻ...ȥů⣬עյ÷ǣҲܱڱڵá

...˱ۣ˻Ƶغ֣Ļûйϵ...Ҳûйϵ...ϲ˭ҾȥΪ˭...

ϲ˭...ҾͳΪ˭...

ʶңͣؿͬһ仰߽



һ֮ӱδɫ̫ۣ˵ã򳼳ݣԳʽפ

̫Ȼ˫м೯һķʽУԳķʽɣЧʿг֮࣬ǰ෴̫ӵĳҲҲ˵

֮Уڵ̰أݵﶼԵ˴룬ֻһ㣬Ƕˣ͢ΪѾ˺þãʱҲǣ̰ôζβ֮꣬󣬰µ˶ȥͬ¼ǻٶȷ

̫ӵڵǰбϣѩһӱ̫͵Уѵϥȶǡ

ǰеĳӽԴͷѻȸҶڵȴ̫ӵ¸Ĵ𸴡

Ҳߴ

ڵȵϣ̧𻷹˵һܣɤҴĵɻǼôͻȻͲ˵ˣ

ɵͷӶ

֪һٹԴ⣬ôõķӣԱбײ

̫ӿƿʵһˣʮֵء

λ̫ûʲôģϲķӺʹˡ

Ȼû취һ޼ơ쳺봹³ɢ

̫Ӳ˵˵ڿڵ

𣬰ֵۻ￷ɷˮԲһϸɳЩ̰٣ؾ̫ϣҪͷҪݣֻǲܻ̰ٵϣǰҪ˸࣬˾ǰ߰š

˷һ˷׷׻ȻĿɿڴ㿴ҿ㣬ԣǿ˿ӣֺû־˻ȥ

ϽʱһεСԹ٣ǣҷԵˣԥһȻУվ˵롣

£Ϊס

˽סСԹ٣вСͬ顱ǡ

￷ǸڳԵĶȻµۻ￷Ͳڸ𣿳ΪѼʮ֮һֱҶ˳Ϊ˳ʳİˣǣ̫ӵȥ̰ٲʱΣֻǷݣˣ˳£ָտɴˣڳ˶ôģ

СԹһǻѪ˵ɫ죬Խ˵ԽߣкЩɵĳˣҪվͺãҲһȼ

ʱ˵ʹ죬ȴǲһܳܵġ

СԹ˵꣬˾ͬʱĬҶ֪λСԹٵ̫ӵ£ͻ̫ʱ

Ŷ̫ӵزŪϥߵӣˣһӶ˦˵ϡ

пɻбô룿վվùһơ

⻰˵ɢˣʱüλСԹɿѪڵϳ˻ȥ

û˸վ𣿡쳺Цѵ˳û˸վʵ˵Լ뷨ҪûеĻ¿ҪθԵˣǣǰɣ

ʱ֪£һ£˿˿ƵشβͬʱҲܾ̫ӵ¾סһСԹٵ֣ڳУǸδйڻᣬڶβС١

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ǵĻûڣͱ쳺ȥɫࡣ

ʱԺе£ʵҲ̫ͬӵµȻ̫ӵʲô¶ýͣ糼ΪͣҲɿǷȷ

һܻ￷ֽ׶˳ṩҪôͣȻǲʵʵġˮĵҶȥ֣ܶˣǻ￷ȴܾȻظˡ

ߣɳӣΪǵ¹񡣴ԭжһǶ˵ɳܼٶȱ˵ƢθӦǿɱЩ˲Ͷֱʳ

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£ʵЩȻһֱôΪŻҲȥġԺһ̫һۡ

쳺תӣӵѩ׵

Ȼͣӻͳһӵݸһʵ̫࣬˲һ㣬ǹֺ̰ͶķһҪ꣬ͰѼ̰ĹԴ˹ÿǵĳţʾЧȰɡ



̫ӵתλص̫ԺͬһжվõĹ˵ڼ䲻֪˵ʲô˵ֱһ˶Цü

ᡣ

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Ȼ󣬲ŵֱ۾ԼΪ˼þ

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...ֵĵȷȷһϸ˩׮쳺




70.  70   

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жӵĹϥһμ̫ӵ¡󣬾ĬĬ˺󷽡

⧲ʱѾס˫֡

˫Ϥı䴥, ץʱȴᣬöЩ΢΢ֿġСΪ֮ĸо

صͷ˫, ȻӯЦʹս˹

˰ɣҩûаʱȣ˸׼۽͹⣬ȥ

˵͵֣նǰ

һԲֻĬĬرǣ, ͷʱעı顣

ĨЦⶼЦأǶ΢΢һЦͻȻֿЦ, װһЦⴺʱضЦ, Ѷͬ졣

ỹ, ȻЦ˿̸ñЦݸŵÿ˰ɣ

쳺ƫ, ϸ㣬ϸĵؽݵֱ, Ĩ˵һ⣬Ӱм

óԾͶһЩ

Цú

ͷС, Ŀϡ

ЦǱ׼Ц, ҲǱ׼濴ȷ뼸ǰ¤ɽϾһޡ

벻ܡ

~Ÿʱ򣬰èСͻȻӵŷＷ˽

¸㣬á

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ҪϳȥһʲôƵģ˶١

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֪Լܲ壬ǣʹأԥһ£ȻСѾ˽Ƕߡ

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ס˺Ȼ;ֻüСèġ䡱ķɫƲ̰ʱչצӣڵ΢˻ա

СѾ쳺ķˣԳס˺

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ĬĬš

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᲻̧˿

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΢̧֣Цû䡣

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СèΪƵͷһ

ᱧϺˣǰεЦЩɫЩףȴִֵرЦݣͣҪ

ǵģϲè......Щ˻ƣעؿȴΨֻ뿪

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ѵõǸӣ׼˺ƵģذèԴǻ̽̽룬ʮֺӡ

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õģᣬ֪ˡЦֹɣüĿֱһ㲻αװ

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쳺򴽣۾ЦˣҲȥҲлҵ¶ҲҪٱЩƭˣҲɱǣ...Ҳҵˡ

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쳺ЦŰͷһҡ촽΢һЦȥ

Ǻá˿Ȼק֣˴졣

㲻Ͳǣ¶ֶ˵Цˣ

أ˦˶ĵ⣬ù顱һ˵š

쳺Цɢɫ

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ˮ...תʱһĨɫԼģһ˺ϵ̫ۣԣҪǶӣ󷽷ؽԸm·Ĺӵ





71.  71   

ҹʱ, ̫Ѿ˯ȥĵشͬһЩӻӸľˣȥ̫ӵ°Ӹ

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Գ˯˸þ׼Ҫȥٻ, һͿǸִ˶һѽԡ

һ...ôһҹ氡

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ʵ̫ӵڶ洵һҹ磬Ϣʹ￪ˡ

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쳺ЦЦֻһڵĿ˰ˡ

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ߣΪ˵仰ҾĹ㣬һղȥȣһҲ㡣

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Ȼ˵һЩǶǵĻ...˫ߣȥɽȡϪˮĥ֬۵Ҳδɽˮ䣬Աߣܣ𣿡



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Ըⴥʹô˸еʹޣ޵߻ıʱΪгһܹȥһС

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꣬Լ֪Լһĵܵܣһü۸Լĸֻ...ĸֻĿ⿴ܵʱŻᣬʱȴڿİˡ

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쳺ʹذ˽ʹθڵĳ鴤Уܡ




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¸һ档

, ĺóԡЦеذݵ쳺ȻȥǸۡ

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쳺Ⱦ˷纮ȴҩ, ҹ˯ȥƻ飬Ժȥʹɫ顣

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Ϊӵ, ҹ˳ֺϹ

ΪҪæԽļ죬ᶼֻ˻ض, ԼһֱֺϹӣ˵˵

쳺Ϊ˲ó֪ԼŪԼαװ⼸ռ̫ҽ, һ˶Ӳǿ˹

һ죬ò׸ˣڵ˶Щˡ

ΪڵģϾ, ҲѾˣԺܲȥ˵İɣ

ǣҪҪ׼ڵĶʱ, ܺõصͷ

Ҫ, Ҫ׼ڵ±, ϲˣֽҪ...è״, һ

ҪŴ׾ƣҪǺ͹, ﲻ׼ģҪ׼׵, , ҹʱ򣬳˯ˣܹ̻ˣҪ׼һЩ̻, ʱ򣬾ڶͷţȥ겻񻨺һ׳̻Ҫ׼Ǹ

ǡɽٲǸȽңáϲ졯𣿡̫ӵ»ָ˾񣬺Ǹˡ

УһҪǸȱֻҩûϰæҲУѹµȥ

Ϊѣ̫ӵ²ӣֲĴ

ϲգûʲô˼ģµޣͷһأʧ

õģū֪ˡӦԣųȥ׼

ԼҲûţתͷߣָŹĲúͰš

ƽɫټ˰̵ٶȽĹǽԼȡľʽΧȫˢɫ

ϲ׵ĴĵϲݱµĴģ˽Ժ·Ƿ÷ǧһʮѧʿԥȫˣȥůｫЩڸ۴ȫԽ

ϲĽ鱦˽ⷿĽԪԪȫߵýߴһعȣԶȥΪǹһ̫»ᷢƵģ紵Ǯ

ɽٲ̻ҪˣʱһͷġʢŴˡ

̫ӵ߲õ¸ǣǱ߾յλԹٵӣȫָ򶫹ġ

£̫ӵӻʹǽΪʼԲϵΪ˹հ̫ӵ¹ȻѶͷǽԼȫˢɿЦɫڹȻ衢̤Ȩ

һԹ꣬һԹ

£̫ӵ°Ѷֵ÷ȫƳ֮ڶݻȫ˽鱦ߣ

ͷƤָԴ

ͻȻһǸ̫ڹϱ۾ǵĹŮԺôȥģһ

ǽΪׯϣôƾʲôɫͲׯأׯأǲΪĶׯأ

Ϊ÷ˣڶԲ̫ӵƣҪЩĻң鱦ôأ̫û͵û˷ѣЩҲȫ˹͸ģȫбǣҲ޺һѣֻǶѡ

ҪڸضǹǶ£˹ܲšȻýߣǺã޾ͳԿ㣬ΪսҸϵĽҲʲôˡ

λԹһһջ۵......£ղ΢˵...ۣ෴Ǻö֮ԣѣ...ôأ΢˵...˵...

ʵص˵ͷ

ղҩӣҪȷֻһ̻̫⼸ղҲжţ˵̫ӲԸֺϹ̫ģ̫ҽ롣

̾˿ӣȢϱԺ󣬺Ѫˡѽڣ˿ģкѣ

һ׼ȶ׼ˣ쳺ԼʱǸʪתγˡ

̫û𣿡˾䣬ҡҡͷ˵ûУתνڸѡ

ʪ̫ˣеȻԼװעصģûһˬĵۡ

ѣͩµӰںãƱĹ𻨾ƣԳϲļȣ㣬һжˣãʼûء

ȥһʣ̫˵ʱĿ̾ͻôڶ̻أü

Ц԰꣬ڲŸչĿ̲ã·ϵҲһ

˵ͷԼżˣļȡ

ʱˣʱˣԳỹûл

Ǹɵѵ֪ʱ＾һʱͻˣҪ˯ȥѽ

̫һһȥ쳺ļ尾ֽ

ͻȻ뵽ǰԼǷҲҪԳȴʱ

еġڹеʱһ̸ͬ˻ں浣ΪĶԳΪ˵ԼֻƷͬ浴һԳǰ

ʱһڵȴһɣ

ãӣ˵ૡ

ʵʶģеȹһֻֻܹҪ۵ƭƭԼƭԼ˵ܹеȹôܲôϢ

ֻҪԼãܵļ尾Ʒǰܹģһĳܣôܼȥ

ԳôޣʱҪȹ£Ҳ˰ɣ˫նִԡ

ȵϵĲȶ紵͸ˣⶼɵˣһֺϹС̫ţ˵Ӵ󲡳Ҫ̫˵˵ܴҲ˵ֱȽϺã̫ʱˡ

̫˵ʱϲţûĻįģڻǲˡ

˵꣬С̫๧ظȥƶЩɫשǽһۡ

...ЩǵؿͷһԵ̫ӵ¡

̧ͷʧߵĺϼ

̻Ҫʱ򿪣ö......Ҳϣͳһ͵İɣ



ԳֺϹгǰΪ׼硣

Ȼǻƻ裬ϵ̫û³ԲԲѾͬһˮƽˡ䲻һҲ͸

Ϊոҹﲻȥֵĵط磬ԾֺϹǰ¹󣬾͵ȥЪϢˡ

ЦųǱսֲɵԺδֿʱأܴ˾˲ˣҪܴ˽ҹͰŹȥ

ЩһΪϲֳɹϲˣʵҪأҹҪ򿪹볼ӽһͬ£ܴ˲ں󹬶ڡּܴ֮ӵ飬ֶģҲƽճֺϹ

Ժ걻ﶺЩ˼пɵ糺ɫֵӱŲּ֮δɣ˵Ը⣬ǿнظ¶á

ͳһۣЦ˳

ܴ˻ô...Цᶼˡ

ֺϹߵϯСֻгᡢӺܴ˼ȴõòУóǰμʱͰﻹһ𣬰ΪǨҲڻƻʱϯµ龰

ʱ򣬹£ơ⡢ϲĹ±Цڡ

Գ۶ϲԲֵòеʱͻȻ̫ͨ˵̫ӵˡ





76.  76   һ

, üüĿȾ˿ͣһ䡰ֳİɡȻָֻ˱, תͷС̫

̫ʲô£Ҫ̫Ļʱӭǿñ, ЩĻɺȥ

С̫ΪҲһС£ôҵ̫ӵŶ, Ҫô䡱

䣬˾תΣŵĹˣǿнԺˡ

һֱ, ɿ, ɫװͻԸ۽ʵ, ʱĴŵǲ߻ˡ

ɫ԰ףºһЦ, ļ裬һʱ֮侹̳Щʧ

...Ծʧһ, Ծԡ

簡쳺...Ϊʲô, һ˲ôƣ

Ȳ, ϰװӣһαһװŪԽԽͿڻֻҪһ֣ȥԵ˩׮ͺ, ׼ᱻ

ȷʵֱϻװøˣԲŻѹﶼסˣֻǾòһˣ˵

£ôˣЦǲϲҲû...

Ҳǲϲְ...쳺侹ȻһǳǳصɫҲǲɨ˴ҵ˰ˡ

⻰˵꣬סˡ

У߻׾飬Ա޹ܳ

ಡ齵ʱȥͷ֣Ҳǲҧҧȥ硣ϯϣ֣˶ĵطϡǺȵúء

صʱѪÿδȥ磬ղȵôɫ֧ŵ˻æɢǿȳѪŪôҶ⡣

ö֮ͻÿÿһȥ磬΢Ц˵Ҳ...ɨ˴ҵ˰ˡ

쳺ͻȻһµ˵仰ʱŻסġ

Գһоøˡ

۾۾Լ...۾Щ΢仯֮ǰͬˡ

ʱղͻȻʱӳųϼ⣬۾ǷǳƯ͸ɫ쳺һ̫߶׶һ̶һûȥҲ̶

ԭ쳺ںҹеһעǰҹʱֵġ

...۾ôˣ鲻Խ߹ȥҪϸ۾һΰԼͫʵɫƯǳأ

ŵͷҧŴһԲ

쳺תιס֣Цˡ

ʱյЦѾˣԭ쳺һʲôס

ǳǳЦ㲻˵...ҪضҹڵΪʲôͻȻֲˣ

֪ΪΣĿʱᾹ˿˿Ƶ⣬ӦòεİͲڣԼڣϽŪֻϲ˱ֵ

մмˡ𻰣ͻȻͷ

ʽЦݣ̧ȥѴ߳ԵĸмĨ

˳Сۻ¶ֱ۴ըѪˮڿɲˡ

£㣡ͻȻסĸ첲⴦С۵ˡ

㲻Ҿһ˷̻̻ȴֱ۸ըˡºǳһĨЦֻĨЦеЦЩһĸоЦݻԼ鶼һģһģЩʲôͬһ۱ǰ쳺

Ͱ͵ش޸סȫ

ﲻӭҰһǻȥˡ

ǸһͻȻóЩįת뿪ľӿ֨

ϯͬʱĬһϲ䳰ȷԺ꣬ʱҲüĬ˵

Գ̾̾Ӻ׷ϣס½ǡ

£ϯԵòˣһȥɡ

쳺תϲ

Գصʱ߻һ˿ϼ⣬Щˡ

𣿽ҹҸ׼һ̻𡣡

쳺һҪһȥͿʼܸܲϵϷ̻

ղΪըСۣ˸С̻Ǹǧŵġɽٲûա

ǰͷʹתľ֣СϵѿӶȾѪ

㻹ǸϽ°˿ڰɡԳῴӲֲ̣ñֵùӣϣֻ

Ѿһ·û˵ʱҲ̲סŶ˵̫...

ͻȻǰߵͣתοŶˣüЦš

Щȥ׼£ǴҪɽٲ

ĻûܸԳᣬ̾ϢһػһǰԶ

ԳصûأﾹȻȻͬˣ

Ͼĺɫǽ...Ȼˢ˷۵ɫſڵȣһè״ֽ׵...ȵϣȻ˽ӲӲӵĽԪԪ

һԪɴػεĿĲƸ

ԳɵͭʲôɵĲã

ȻڱУֲ༫ˣԳһһ߹ͣߵ۾񣬾ԭȵⶼˡ

̫Щ...С澼ᣬԱϥЩǵس

ͻȻתû־سչ¶

ⲼãƷζֱ̫˰ɣ

˵

ȻʣЩ...ЩԪⲼ˼𣿻ģ⿴...

ȻĽԪȵϴĽԪſһҧ

ЩԪ۾ˣģҹ貵ǡ

Զ쳺ͣϿЦˡ

ҵ⣬ϲˡܸˡ

㶣ջȸԾһ˲

ŴüСָ

չֳ˰...һĻǼӹ

ϣڴ

庮ҪʲôʱκȰ...

£кúմĻôʱŪЩеûİͻȻ

쳺һЦתߣͼѧȥ֣

ⲻǣҪһڵľϲô

˵꣬ǰЩӵ˺δͷ˼ֱǿסˡ

ȿ...ҰҪˡЦ

ҿһ㶼˲أԳ˺ģһ˦֣Ŵװ˵Ӧð˼ϣϣѶŪ...ģ

˺þã޵ôȥݡ

Ū...ж䣬ˣ޵

Ǳȶèĵ΢ЦСֺõ

Щ...ױˣ˻ԺԴ̵ĻԳյؼ߳ȣס˾޵ŻΥĵ

㲻ϲ𣿡쳺Ц

˾ᷳģǹŵЩ...ּ߻ȵߣָųɴĽָܳʵظԪָСȿ䣬ȴ

֪ǮƲ¶۵ĵôĿŵҵģֱ...ֱ...ֱ

ֱ...ǶǶŵ˲Ÿɵó°Ҳˣŷȭô

쳺Ц᣺̫ӣû˸µӣĺˡ

Ȼ֪û˸Ҵӵ⣬ѵͲ±񾭲һζֻ...

......̫ˣѿˣȭͷˣ̫ӵˣ

˵ߵˣһ·ܿƵûٶŽ

Ȱϣиʧ̫ӵ±ûȥ졣

쳺ǲģΪ׼ôõ磬˽Ϊһϲġ

ԳϲԵĸ⣬ԳϲӣԳϲ̻

ִֵһҪһ

취Ȱװһᷳı飬سС

ϲĹ⣬Ź𻨾ƺȺ𡣡쳺ȫȻûΪʧ¶ģαװúܺõһס

£ûõģҲϲûؿһζȣ

ʵղֺϹǳԵ̫࣬һӣȴȫϲĲˡ

Ұ˼ڣ˲

ԥ...˲ϲ

˲ϲ£㣬㲻ҪװˣҸоģֱӵ

ɥǳ۵һһҪ...ôֱ𣿡

ðɣʵ...ĲΪκ˵Ϊװòоģôʱ䣬ʱգһоġ

º͵Цţӵ

ԳһԴйһ˼⣬üι

쳺ߴǸϽ̻ŪãΪԳ˼ƤѾһˡ

ߵĺڣｹòС

ôɽٲôһѰ

һߵؾ׽ſе⣬һͷ­ҡҡ׹ü۲ϲָΪָӹ˶¶ı̻ը˵˿ڣ

...Ǹᣬȥ...ȥ...

ָոڣԳԴһͺ˯ȥˡ

ʱڳɹһױȵ̻ȵĻɽңɽ£ֱǧߵٲ˾̾

ŵһ̻𣬰Χȫˡ

˳.ʶÿƽʮûѶȨܷ̻汸.ʵġɽٲȥŸոȼŹһأֻ̫֮ǰ˵©һ䣬źûпͱ̫ӽʾ֭˼Ū

Ҳ֪᲻˰.Ūء

ֻǣô̻𣬳ﻮʱֻΪһ˶ţȴѾ˯ȥ

쳺˵ػ˯еĳᣬ䣬־ù˸Ӹǵ̺ӲԼһ˵ۣȥ˳ּӸϡ

ղ˯ţɫ䣬תηٵعȥϨ̻¡ɽˤŪһң̻Ҳȼմˡ

ԭãİ...






77.  77   

쳺ήҲһҹ

һҹ, ԳΪμԼӵһŽԪԪԺլ˯ʱЦ˯ø

ϳʱ, ֶѾˢԭɫˣϵĽҲȥˡ

ЩʧɢţĹȫ˸ĺȦ

Ӷ, Ǽô̲סץ˸ʡ

...̫ûʲô...СΨΨŵŵأ֪ô˵

̫ӵ˵ϲЩãҹù˰Ѷԭ...

һҹû˯һ˯㾫ˬԳᾪȵ

С澵˵ͷֹ, ̫ӵԼҲ...Ҳһҹû˯Ƕ̻ҽһһץͼŻԭأ˵̻Ĳ, ൱, ʮܴܱ߹ռõֻΪȥҵ˶, ̫֮ӵ֮ǰһֱо͸ϵȡǳ̻ʢ...

ҹ̻𣿡ԳЩĽ

Сʹ˵ͷ, ҹǳ̻ʢȥġɽٲҪ, Ŀһҡ

ǿǿϧˡԳЦЦȻϧûп, ȴôȥ

ϰԼܻںҹ, ҲͶЩҹʢĻ˼ֿ󣬱񵭶ˡ

·ϳãھ̫˵µ

̫ū֪, ǰԴܲãġǣһһģܲ...ܲ΢ϧһµ£پܾĺˣ

ôˣüЩ޹

...ʵױǸĺӣ֪Ƕϲߵ£ϲΪҪȡǣǻģ۾һͫɫǳԶҩǳõĻҪİһεȥͫʹ...

ǿ̫ӵ³ģȻ׵ӦߵµһУʵֺ޷ȷǻֺùֻ̫˵ǡǡˡ

᲻ü۾ҩǷ𣿡

ͷ֪ԼЩ˵¿϶ģҹŵ±һѻҽͼԭķģᣬŻ̲ס̫ġ

ðɣˣϲˡ

̾Ϣ

ԭǴ˫κãŶ뿪ԽϾòһǰ뿪ˡ



쳺һѻҽʼû뵽̻ԭķӣ񵶸Ƶʹܡ

ԳʱεشͷĻҽ

Բ...ѹβ΢΢ˣӿӰУ޸ס⣬ɰԳῴˡ

ǰֻ׺ݱķӣ϶ǲЦģЦһЦҪĹһ

񣬷ӾȻҲ˾֣ʱαװŵ磬αװ˻һƽ׬˳᲻ˮʱһί֣Ū첻ʶ쳺ˡ

Բ̻û...ĵشͷס֣Ѷͷصֱ

Գ᣺......ô˵óں룿

ԳᷳռˣڼɽĴʯͷϰ̾

һʼʱû޸쳺ģȻ浲ԸޣȻǺҪֻʱʱЩǱߵġ

Ժ󣬵ֻ֪ϲһʱ˿ͬʱܲù˼ɾԼı...˳˼˰ˡ

ȻҲ֪߿ΪܲãǣŷôӦûйϵİ...

Ϊʲô...ΪʲôͻȻ֮ͱأ

˴ۣ

Գᴷض

̫...ʲô

庮̫ӵ¿ɾȻͿ̫ɽϣһץӡ

Գ˼ûл£һʱʧ԰յػӦҲ...Ҳǹ...ĲǹҪƭ...

庮һ㵣ƭƭʲôĪ̫Ӧ˵ȲκȺƳصƭģ

ŶᾪɽˣҪ´ʯһ뷢Լ²ŵú

̫̫ȵȣ²Ƿôȥأ庮

Գסɽʯ޵ÿΡÿ£һСľߴȥˣǰÿζǰ...

庮Աߵȵҵľӣ˳£ɻ̫з£ǵµȰ...

ĽŸȵӣϺͷ˵ͷ

Ҹһȥѡ

һʵ庮

Ǵ游ĸȥѰݼģ̫Ϊʲôأ˳̫ôܵȥ

ԣҲ뵱̫ѽᳯЦЦ

庮ԼһܻԴܣתֵ̿...Ҫȥҩ......

㲻ߣẰס

˭ҷӰ...Ƥգգ֪̫ˣ游ĸסھˮߣһͷʮֻѼһǰɣţô...ҪôҪôЭ̫һ

庮󱳷оԼ˻ߡ



̫Ÿ˵Ҫ룬ǲܲ뿪ģȥĻܸҪĸ飬ẦԽ

ôֻһس룬Ȼһת֮˽ιϵˡ

һʼҪҪҲȻܶģӶϲƷôҲһҵʵġ

Ʋ̫ӵµ飬ֻƾ̫ӵµݵλͿݵò˳ٹŶź̫Ӱ鵹ǲѡ

ѵҵһͬӦϵˣ˱ڻʹʱ̹ע̫ӵҪʱƭȥ̫ʱҪȥȻٺ֮󣬻ý׽̫ӵȨ̫ЩüƵ档

̫Ӹת֮ƭ̫ӣѾ˵¡ܰȻڶѣͰһžۣҲû˳ˡ

֪ԼǳٵⱲҲˣֻʣµʱúԼļˣÿһ졣

ȣȻߣһֱͬ庮ϵֱվΪֹġ



һ죬쳺鷿ﴦҪԳһš

Ѿò˶ɫˣԸˣжָڷ

ʵڼָһڲͷԼҭ˵ģˡ

üӴչȥôǡ

úúʲôްúұ㣬˵̫ú̵᣿

Ҳ̲סζενǿס£ΣԳһãֻԼ󷽵أ˷ͺڰںòصߣܿ۾Ĺ⡣

ʣ̵סж᣿

...úȣ...̫úˣ㲻ǸһģǸ¾ֵСģֻǶ˷һ룬Ȼúã

Ժ...ͻȻס֣ҷ...·...̫ӵ巢ģպֻҪǳģʣµĲиʣ£¶ΨһϧҲ...

԰Ťеڣи˷θֻǣҲ֪óٲˡ

ԳֻúЦ֣Ц᣺ں˵˵ʲôأΪһô˳أ

쳺ˣ඼ÿըѿ

һٲعĵһ졣

ԳȻô⣬Ҳû

£Һϲ⣬Ѿ߾ˣ׬ȡ涫˵ǰЩұǰȥ

üһҪ㱾ȥ𣿱߾ս»ңһҲ㡣

ԳͻȻͲЦˡ

ͻ...½ǰȥ㣬У㲻ȥ̫ãȻĻ...

»̫㡣

û˵ڡ

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78.  78   

Գһȥ˴а, ˳ĵγʱ״߾һһ·ֻ費죬Ǳ߶ʮ졣

µʱ, 쳺ҲûţﲼõıѾĿʼ̤㶫ѣʱҲûоѻ, ܳɹ

Ȼÿֻʱ˯ʱ䣬첻һ۾͵ƺָӲֱ֣æҹ۾ЪϢ, ڽʣʱܳչעԳڱ߾һһһ˶⣬ʲô˽Ǣ, һ

Գһִﱱʱ, мƦåŵؽ, ڱ߽ϰԼ̫ݻˣҲ½ݱ¶ǼƦӦǸ߷, һߣǲṳ̂, ȴͷһȺ˹ʹưѳǵĻ˹

˳ߵ, ˶Ǳ߱߷ɸ, ȴƦǿ

쳺ǵҹѾõϢ֮ǰԼµİ״γ㽫Ǽ˻ĵƦ˴˵ؽ, Ȼճ֮ʱ˳ߵʿö֮ѼԽļһɸӣ˳û˻

ʱԳһ̵ۺ죬ݡʹ̷Ȧף̱ӵ˴ļҲвޣԳɱġ½Ѿɹֹ˸ͨɱ֣Һݺݽѵ˸һͨʹҵ

쳺֪Ժ󣬲Ȼŭ죬ڰͨԣ̰ٹʳѪǮĸ̱ʧ˷ֵʱʬѾɽǱģ˵ǰҹﺦԩġļԩǨŭܾʬǣɽҰɣһ鱮

ʱԳͻȻѪŵҪ׿Ϲʱԭ˶ѹһֺɫµǺɫĹ֭Ѫ

龪һ쳺ִֻӰ·۷͵͵˸½ȥвѪҩġԳ鷳ʱæúˣѾЩûаʱҩ쳺֪̰ʳЩ֪ԺĽǺķ˴ȥҵֽȻù̫ҽרк͹Ĳҩ½͵͵ˮӡ

ھ쳤ȥѲˣõӱʱֲʱֻܽŴ쳺֪ʱڵصָŰھϵڲʱ̻ǵصɳĨ˰˾䡰ôУɾˣ

ǸµĲΪҪѸʮӵѣ̫ӵֱӷȥãȻ˸ģ̫˲ɫĵȹӣ͵ʱѾ̻ؾˡ

쳺ʱʵ̫ѰˣҪæԼ飬Ͼʱ伴۵˯ˣһҲ̾ѹȥԳټ֪һС

֪ǰõģ֪δҰǻշת࣬һֱһֱԽԽò

ڣԳˡ

¹ЦǸʱЦݣȴڸżԼϲɫ

ѱòǰ˿ǲʼϣ￴˲

ʱΪϲԼǶԴѱһ壬ָֻ˶ʱԱͲš

ţĳ˴ߣ쳺ᱻĵ뿪ġ

ıĿ...ôĳª

ᣬӭ»˽תεɫϦͩµչ¶ϤЦݡ

Գһ˲ŵԴƲ

£װôװ²һЩӦˡ

һ㶮ˣΪװԲЩš

οͬʱЩĵط˿ڵѷĵؿѵøȴһǸЦݡ

㲻þŰԸġֻҪ㣬ҶԸ...

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ֵûһ䡣

쳺ϥǵѾɹӺˡ

庮ǵļ̫ҽֱ񼣣ڣвҽǿʼ͵͵ﵽҪ庮ҽ

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ͨ˿ܳŲס۵õȥɵãҩпܽͳɹʣҩãҲȥЩ裬һԼüϳˣֱϴ¶ǵıԵŴߴҸϽϰˡʵǱߵģûɶ˲𡣡

ҽˣ𾪡

˵ϴʹĳ̶Ȳڰһ˻ŵʱƤ

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ȻһҪڲҩ½ӺϲܳɹĲѧˡ

Ϊûм۵òҶһͷײģԼ˼ҵĹͷˣҲˡ

Գʱ䣬ʱˣָõ߾ȥˡ

ǣʱϥǱҩʹʱ⣬ʱظЩóԵС㡣

£ĹԲ⣬ԣԳЦи

쳺Σڰ͵ĥոĶӣȻΩΩεز˰麹üͷƽչЦֻ˵ʱͲҪþˡ

ǽɡ

Գ䣬ͷƤ鶶һ¡

ΪģΪղһ£ȫԼˣѾԭԼ˵ĸо

...˵ʲôһ䡣

쳺ֻ΢ЦȻͷĥϰ춼ĥõĶӣûٻػ

ؿѹȻ󶢽ߵ˩׮

Һ...ҺûڣҪûĻܾҪŪǴˡ

ԳҪ빬ǰ߾⣬쳺ȻҲӦ˷ȥįࡣ

ѾкüԳʱֻ΢Цô˵ˡ

Գĵ죬˶ңһ䣺´λʱһŬ쳺ģ...ٸһλ𣿡

ԳЩκȨں˵˵ѻϥǵë̺һЩЦҪһЩȡЩκãſվม

쳺ص˵ͷһʽĵ飺һģһ쳺ĶҶĵģĵ...

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쳺˻е鴮ͷһ£ŬڸĵĲֻʲȻʼж

ȥһ飬̫ǷѾԼĶɹƳ߾ˡ

Գȥһ˱߾һȥʱ򣬾Լ͹ʱˡ

һڱ߾ǰԭȹ֮ٻؾģǰ쳺ͻȻ˿գԵ߾ؾꡣ

쳺ĵطʱѾɹ֧ʹ½ݣ͵͵ԼĶɽͷ

һͱߵ뷨




79.  79   һ

Գ̶ͷ, ѻ˻ػ֡

¡ЦӯӯأɰľѣǴ䲻Цݡ

ͨ, ʱѾĵͻǻŪȥˡ

ƫƫǸ˵˼ּ

һ۾ʶαװһ۾Ϳֳϸ΢

˿΢ɲɳ, º͵ЦһҾͰѻжˣһΪҪӳ˳ء

ԳʼձЦݺ͵Ȼ¶һ˿⻹Ϊ, ҵæʱ˵ҪһȥһΪͷˣҳء

ĩƵһȭļɶ, Ҫ˩ŵ𣿡

, ...ᱻ...Ҳ˼, ǿаߣ᣿

, ΪڿЦһǵȻϲѽ, ˭ӦԼҪɣһǿа˩ס, Ҳᰡ, ԰֮ҲС

...᣿

ͷ룺ᡣ

죬쳺ûдԳͻȥˡЩѲڱ߷ˣҲһҹ֮ȫˡ

Գûлؾ, ԭǰ·ͻȻˡ

쳺ȻĵԲԳ˵ᱻ˾ţʱĲҲ֪Ҫɫˣӻس̵ʱ䲻֡

ȻԸ֣Ȼܹȥ...ɣ

ǣһ˼ӽȥɫһ޻ĵصȺ

ڻѵİ̽ҵɫ䡣

߰𣿡쳺ˡ

ҡҡͷġ

...ૣʧ֮ɫ

Ҳаɣ꣬ĻҲΪЩʱء

...ѻʵۺǣ¥һ¥֣¥ıԣŻɽġ

쳺Ƭ̣λ

ڶϷ˳彫פǿ鸹صһɽͷ

彡...¼ǵãȥҺͺϸʱ˱ϣҲ󽫾ã¥н飿쳺ĦŻһ飬

ͷǰǱ彫ͱϷ˴ģǶ˳פû޻ǣҲפء¥ͱ󽫾սʱΪ˱Ͷ˴פ°ߴ󽫾á

Щںδ֮ǰ˴º󣬱Ϊ˹ȫȨѹȢ˱ϡ

쳺αü˼

һʵۣһ.¥һ˳ĹһΪĳ˳ŮԱԼƳ.֮񱡣һֵܰ...



ԳᲢڲ˵˲Źʱ䲻صģĲɵˡ

ÿҩüþãԭǳˣҪõҩˣ尾ʱҲñ䳤

ҩǰһػ

Ѿѵ˯ҹˣ⼸ҩһһ״Ӻȥġ

ǳϦˡ

һѰ......¿޵ú

μҵʱ򣬴˵ܻʮģʮ߰...

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˯һľѣ۾ɻЦʲô˯˸...

ΪЦæѹιҩ

ǳϦˣǸϲ޻ǹˡЩź

زȥͻزȥ£ʱͷһ貵ӣԺҲ˳ѽ

...ū˵ʱ򣬻кܶ簡ЩĿʲôĶū澼ûľ£лУ·ūǷźܶġ

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ЦþѶɵϣûȥѣҪ㵽˶Ժ󣬾Ͳپ˳ʹˣķ͸ģߵʮ

ʮָȻš

𣿡ɻ

СʱԳ;μҰϥϣ˵йڶѵķʢ

˵ǰѺ˳һģûĽߣǿб߷ʿѲ

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Ǹ̫.˵̫ӻˣѵ.ʣʵۡ

ʵôղͳڮ˳.ʵۣαگ˵Լگģ˳.õļگ

Ҳɹģ˳.ԻΪΪĵĴƶĽ䣬ݴ˵Ϊ˳

ǰΪʢĵط͸ĵĲȫ˶ѡ

ǸʷϵģݵĴѰͶʢȻ˳ܱġ

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˵˳ĸڶѣѺ˳һļҡ



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իƣ˵˫㵹˲·ˡѩ⣬ơ¹ĽУǲ˿֯ȾϵǱϸĻݽҪõġ

˲ǵѪûаϣԽ˳Ѿˣȥʶһ¶ѵķˣȥһļҡ

Һ̰ˣﰢﱨϲĶòϣܶЩʱ䡣

ҫô



ʱ򣬹оϯ˳ԼҾһͬ硣

ҲСүˡ

ȥĹ̽ӣӴãֻǹͶԵŰ˹Уռܸ

ȥӵʱţȻЩᡣ

Ц㣬̫ɣǰ͵̫ӵµ׼ȥˣڲڹС

أҲ𣿡

֪̫ӵ¶̫ǳ谮ݣƽʱڹֻҪ̫Ҫģ޲Ӧġûڹв֪ϻصΪ̫ڵİΪ˸.ʵ̻ء

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û뵽ѳ浼޸ӣԭΪǰ޽̶Ѩû뵽ͷ̫̫ӵ˲ٳ谮ʵϡ

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ͺۿˣǴһʼûзϣΪȣΪҵ͸ģҲûжĲڴȻͲˡ֪ˣɫ...ɫܴ͵͵......ҲҵŮϾģʵڿǷ̫̫...

˵

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ӵĻϿ޵øˣҵĳ......ҶԲҺһҲû۰Ϊ˺ү...ôó£ʮ»̥µĺӰ...

޵ļһҺ׼ȥ庮һҩļᡣ

˹˾ͻ˹ˡ

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ȴøӼᶨڣ˳ᣬʲôûˣҲûʲôµġ





80.  80   

ԳڴŻص޻ǵġ֮Ϣ˼ſʼ, Ե

ΪպʱȻܰſ˳ߵ⣬ҪһЩ˵ȥ

˳֮, ̣ͨ׼Լ̤ԷĹ磬Ȼӵл, ǿԳġ

˳ߵƣˣѵģﵱߵʱö

Լ״, ٳˣ֮꾡쵽ȥ

ʱ򣬸쳺˸ü˳ĿС澡

ЦþѶۣ, ˫ȵȹ״, ָԭ״أ

Եúܸ, ۾ﶼ⡣

쳺ˣسļ, ŵصͷЦ԰...

԰...ճյؿԽػɬЦ...ÿ...

ÿù᲻, Ӱ˩˩ߡ

ԳԼС澸̫ӵ밲ʱ, 쳺ЦݲŽȥ

, Ҳϲź򡣡ǵļ鴤ţάһӲÿЦݡ

СӶˮģŵǸԳͬһ͵òֻ, 볤ȣǲЩԶˡ˺þãҲˡ

ϲĲϰߣȰȥЩĻ

֪ԸŤûôܣЩ黹ǵ

εص˵ͷʵѾˡ

Գһ뿪ƻתΣЦݻˣ˲

ԶվŵС澸ܵһĺ⣬ŵͷ嶶Щ

ղſ̫ӵһĺƣô֪̫һ뿪ͻȻͱÿϵ˲䣬ͶµӰ˲١

οСŵúû־ع

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ͷǹǸµ񻨵Ļպڹǰ

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ͷҧѪ죬ǿԼٵ档

Цţָѩ۵ա

Сأ쳣ϵء

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ᣬ߹ץˣպɲҶŶ



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81.  81   

Ȼǲġ

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ЦˣҾͺƤˡ

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, ˻, ߡ

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ʱᾡܵغңҸˣòݸұС죬ңҰа취ҵҰĵط۲ֲɫ򣬻ڵóԵɽܲ¶Ŷӣ㿴һģõĶȴܶ࣬Ԥһ

ֻһ䣬ҪҵʱҶʧ䰡Ȼһǻ˯ȥʲôҲ֪ˣҲϣܴߣҾ;ðˡ

Һãһϣߵĵһƹ͸ɽ֣겻ĵɽǿͩµңһܵúܿ㣬Ϊ֪㶨׼Ұζڵˡ

˵˵ţ˫£ϥǣ۾ľͰԵλ硣

쳺ҲҡԼľεĸܣľνĻʱЦʱޣζӳ£ᳱʴʹ죬Ѫ˿ڳ̬ʹ졣

ʱ̽ӵ˽ҪϢҪǰ棬ɿ̫ӵ̫޼俿һӣֲǰš

Щ̫ӵǰжҪԣȻٲʲô¡

̽ӽ ֮ʱ쳺̽ӵҪɣغͣ˳Ļ

ңں󷽺ţʲôҪľͽǡȥһͻء

նԱȥˡ

̽ŸҴϥ̫ӵ¸ǰ

̫Ӷ˵˻͹صϣҾֽƵ£˵Ҫź˲£Ҫô죬ָʾ

쳺ü

֪Ǳߵ¥˵ʱ򣬵ȷд˱ϵģñ϶ԳΣ¥ܶЩʱɫ

ϻӣԳ׺ݵصӡ

񣬵пŪ˵飬Ըȥˡ

ȻǰԳ᲻ãǳѱպ󲻻Թ

ǣʹͷ

շԼʱԽԽԼԼˣץһϸ뵽Գ᲻ϲѪȵһ棬ͶƼ򵥽ˣĳȴͻȻ°ϸʬǽͷ

ΪԼţһ֮ºü³֤˵ԼôԸģȷһӡûСҺʱ£սսҳƺǿš

Ƶ鷢ˣҲͽؿʼԼΨԼʶ֮ʱñȥѣֻ˶űϣһʲô紵ݶ͵档

¿...Լѵʱ򱰱ɵ˵ˣ

ҪǱ¥ǷʲôҪô˻Գᰡ...





82.  82   

쳺·ѾԳᱧűϵ, ޵滨꣬صӡ

ܲµú󱳶

ȥ߬˫ȭҧҧ, ֪彫ȥ¥а˽ӻͬʱȥ¥°, Ҫȥݷһ¹ˡ

ԸһУնηԳߡ

˫ָɫȹڲʱմӱߵˮĨƽ, üʱɣʱǣʱѡ

ڰ·˿ӵ˿Ӳʯͷ, ŪԵ

ľοĵʯͷŪ, æתͷȥһ, ѵÿɵ㶵ӣЩЦ, Цˡ

һЦ㼤ͷԷ, ԼʱҪݱˡ

ؼȻЦ, ʵһﶼǵ, ׼

쳺ҲǸӵˣԱҪ

ֻǴʱԳᣬתˣ˹̺Ŀ֬, ţһǵģĨɫһܰεû겻ᡣ

...̲סѿڶţƯ

ҪãزЩ֬ɫҲĻһÿ

ؿݿЩ˫ֵָƲסӽεľֱľͷӳָۡ



쳺нҪ뿪Գ˵Լɽˮһٻȥοĺʱ򣬽ͷͿʼԪˣȻʱſ϶ҹŵĻƣȴΨһܹ䵽ҹˡ

쳺ģŲ¶ȴᷢ

ãһţ֮ǰع˵ţ˸˿Ľ

һ˽Ԫ״ʱüЦ

ȥϲľ򣬱ԼҲС֪𣿡һźڵʧɽˮ䡣

ԳõԼ㻨ǮɵһٺãɽԪƵĲؽµİҲͳ

һֹԽˣһµδڣһյһյ̧

ӳȥһյյɰ͵ĻƣЩźͬսƮζĭʵǮӡ

պ˶ѹҪĵطɶȥˣôܰǮһЩط

ûһǰ˳ľţԳ̽ͷȥ

ˣĶݵø߹ͷͿ

Ц̫Щġ

죺ûЩ...

ԼǮλãģ

ĶһһڽĨĨϵĺЦ̫̫ӵġҪ̫

һƣֽ͵̫ӵ¸ղ뿪ʱūֻ̫Ҫ˲ģûǮūŸġ

ʱˣѹ˵ôеӻơ㻨ƻк̫ƸպöˣвĽͷСʳء

չԽػƣֵԵĻƾ͸ÿˣһյյůƵĹ⣬ЩⴥӵڽֵԣӳڽֵЦֵϣǸĹ飬Цġ

᲻Ϳˣֱ֧°Ϳϸ˾ѡ

룬ҪһܻҹﻹܻϣôŮޣԪڵʱ򣬾ֹ仨ˡ

Ҳ·λĸһÿǱ裬֣ЦŸͣˣ

ϵʱҲǱλ̫̫һϰ߬ס֡Ψ߶һˣҪСһϰ򻨵ƣȻ͸߸˵ϰƤһڣץŻƣǣΡΡȺ߻ؼңʱͷһԱߵŮͬ˵Ĺ

ſţͷҡεĳأƤԽԽˡ

ŴƤ񿴿ҹĻƽεְ

ڴʱֱÿ

ﱧһѻƣЦеӳúͮͮģ˳һ飬ҲǱŻơ

᣺ⱻɢЩ

...ˣǲٿˣȻһֵĻƶǵñعɡ



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ĸʱ֣ǰϦǻ谵ʱ쳺Ѿ˱彡פأ¥Ĵ⡣

⿴һɫˮ̵ĶפƷʱͣһ£ѹѹĻȻҲˢˢֹһѵصģ

¥ֻ˳̫һʡŴʵһϱ󵶵ǰ

쳺ĮȻעǰϥǹǵƬ̺Ҳ

¥ڶʱһĨĥӡǡΪӡ˶پ尾˿ó

ʱΣ͵ŻҩĿⷿҪȼͬ¥ͬھ־Լɵ

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뵽Ȼû˳ѻʱǼҵԿóȵ

ͷһŮӵľ

ͷȥʱתһѽƵȥ

󷽵Ľٽǰӣ쳺ͻȻݵһѽǸСק˹ִӱὣγϸһһûСĺ

СŵûòС

һɥĲģЦ㲻Ҫأµĳὣ͹µ̫һϲѪһ¿ܾҪˣͱͷอȥˡ

ǻ˵ϣ´ӵͨհһ

СŵþвѣǰֹĽҲӵķΪŵòǰ

ʱƿܾ˶ѱΣеؿΣתӻؽǼܲмľӲļʱС

ڵĵƹƣ˽˴õӰһξϨˡ

ʱͿˣԳĸһͷɢңۣſԳһޣֻԳʱûôҡ

ϱŵںڰм֮󣬺ڰǸӰڨЦ

Ц˻ƶǣ...СǳԴô겻ȻӲǵ˻ζҪñ˵ǲʶôСǰĲùζˣ˵ǲǣ

ʱЩΪˤȲ˵ȻҲϳ㣬ǷǳͲͬһʶ㳤ӹζˣҪ뱾ٿ˵ı治ȲС

ϵ˲˵ֽ˵಻Ļ绰ƺڹ⼤ŭ

⾲ĵģѲߵƺ

ãǺӰڿڣȴǳӴԳȵ

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ʮ, Գ쳺ûأǾԭƻ

ȥĶˣ˵һҪҳأʮ߾Ҫ, ûҾٵһ죬Լ, ɲܹҰɣ

ʹüţЩѵ̫......ܵûæɣҪ...ٶһ᣿

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Ҳ֪ΪѣϾ̫ѾƳһǹǱҲ°ˡ

...еİ, ūŸ̫

ȥᱸʱ, ±Сˡ

СӶչγ, ܴ

ŻţͣСԴС, ЩС...Ͳ˵С, ǵҪȥỳġο, 𣿼Ҫ, ʱҲѾȥˣҲˣΣ

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ֵʣè𣿡

ʱѧߵЦݣֵη㣬ô£

ʵף֪ԼСǹϣܻģȻִˣܾͲˡ

һ簲źͬèӶϺˡ



ſʱèӷɱǰƺϵٻһ㣬һ˫۵צס°ڣʵĿ

᲻ˡ

ҪԹԵѽҲܴߡ

С˸ͷë޵ĸղ׷ʱ̫죬ˤ󱻹ζһϣèӱѪ

۷öߡ

ºۿһӣ˿ڵСᵽڳֱߣֺõӡ

̾Ϣһˣ˵öԣҲûǴҪʱǶѾ˶ˣǴϰɡ

һ޵۾ʱԭתȦСèҲƵģػ



ʱ彡פϷʮɽϣ쳺ոȡɫͶ˿Ƶ۷ǷŵĻɳ

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ܹܼΪ˴æʲô𣿡

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ܵԳ˾Ҳæ˲ٲǣ

˾ҲǣȻʱװûһ֮ǲĲĹء

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ȥ⣬̤㶫صʱѾĳˡ

쳺ͷɥػŵǵɫܾ;ɱúܺڻʱҲֻܸɴˡ

ڴʱǹͻȻЩ궯Ⱥӵһλдˣٵķȥ

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ո¥һӪ¥...ЩʱĿŵǹأᱻѻʵʵƵץסѱ˳

ܴ⡣

ǣĲܸЩСôá



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Ŷľ۾Ҫˡ

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е˲ĤƵġ

Ȼûãһλ֪˿ʲôֲﵷιº־ЩԴǲĤʧˣˣ۾أˡ




84.  84   

쳺ִֵش˳ͶѵĽ紦, ִҪȵƽϢſ뿪

ѹ󣬴Ĩһ, иεĺܿµ˰ҩӲ

Ψʲôҩº˲, ЮļСͽܣвسǹصʿ䣬ȲֻãҺƽ

ȻͲ³, ̫ӵǸϵˡ

ûµĻϷҪȥǷˣؼСͽˡ

...ʹȥ...ҲжҪ...῿», ؿڵ

, һӻ, һһػָ

ɫֲ֪֪ĸŪˡϻɵʱ, ǵܲˣܲܽĺת, Ҳ˰ɣ

ɵԳ᷵عؿڣѾˡ

ԭ˱ǴشϢȥ, ʱ´ļСͽ, Ѿȥˡ

Գ̾˿ֻϧһûˡ

Ȼѻ׼õĲԪڵ˳ǹظһͩ±ˡ



쳺֪Գƽº󣬾ʹǻعȥˡ

ع֮ǰȥʱ帮, ˱ǷƽȻ帮ĲܹܼҸ̫ӵȥʵ˵ˡ

˵̫֮ǰ̫ҪȥģΪ˵˱ϵʹ

ϼʱص̫Ҳˡ

ʱ쳺統ͷȡ

ԭ...ûҹȥȻرϣܿ˱£пܴӴʧȥѵĻˣΪ֪μҸֻһö

ֻɥһͻˣԸȻ֪ϵ¿йϵ»Ҳˡ

ûʲôµģµľۣˡ

㱵ػصŸڿԺӣͷҲһ飬ȻͻȻҪԳµİè

ȭŬסԼèľ¡

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ҪƵºȥС

ͷģסӣʹֻ¶һ۷죬Ȼ׵ĻõнʣԴèʱ򲻸ܵë޵ĴУֲè

νɷ˿ġ

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...Ҫôڶ̫ӵ˵

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ĶȥˣǱҲˡ

˵̫ӵŪôųֻΪѰһֻèʱ۾

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ꡰŶһ°ͣѹ֡

ҹɵƻͨ˶ŻѣССѧУ̽Ѱ

쳺Ҳһ飬ˣѼɽʯˡ

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...£ˣȥЪϢɡ磬˵ˣСèǵƤ棬Ҳңġ

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...èҵġЦ

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ôֻһܡ

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ⶫѹģĻ̻ʱѡ澩μҵļֻϧμҼʿʮһֱײβμƵƵĶȴûܼõ

⼸ܼ浹Ƕˡ

μҼʿƽԸ̻ʱӰڵҲ̻ĵַԭھɾΪʿһ䡰̻ھ̫Զһһ̫ۣ˺ĸ׳;̫ࡱȻͰԭʮͬȹƽ̻ᣬӾǨ澩ˡ

ôһλ̻ȻЯ˲Զǧ澩ǣѲҪӴʲôô

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ԳḦһ·ͱһůĻرסˡ

Сڻ׻ˣ

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Ϊôֵֹëη˵ԼҪıĸʱŻųָŵвʿܣŮġ

ᱻԼ֧ʹ˲֪˵ЩʲôȻЦͬ򸾶˵ǣҪؼͬĸһˡ

ʱǾ仰ɰϷ򸾶˸˵͸ԼƴϷ˻ص˶ѣһŻԽؾóǱв˲Ż˵Щ黰ġ

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85.  85   

Ҫҵɫ, Ϸ򸾶˳ʱ򣬽ҵλĴᵽЩʿҲȥҹ, ֻڳʱ򣬲ǿҵһȱ˼Ļ

ʵϣֻ, һֻҽﶼмأֻһЩҽǿĴ֪ЩĴһҽ׵ĴˣʮЩڿഫĻʲôԣϲϲ֪, ʵѰ

ص㣬֪ͨضһͱ֮ϣʿܱ˵һЩͱȥҡ

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Գ᲻ԸǿȥЩ£ûжӾͻ, ܺá

µᾡãÿһ춼



澩ԳԸ¥俾죬իƣ澩ʢĵط򸾶˶ˡ

ʿ̫̫ܲţǸմ̫̫ҲҪųˡ

ǣ澩˴󶼺⣬μҼߵĴࡣ

˿ʼ̽μҼնдʲôҵʲô·ӽӽμܰһ档

ȫһμصúƽ֮ǰ峡ѹ֪ȳμֳη˵Ĵﵽ˭

իƹЩ˿ˡ

μƱ鼰С䱦ŶΣƷ֮࣬ǲȥիģԼǰ鱦θá

ֻμҵպ·ի˵ǳСĶ׹ˣη˼³һֻ׹ի˸Ͻȥ

ƹʵҲ֪ϢһҲǿµġ

ֻ׹һʽη͵ϲġηôżŪ飬һǶԶ׹൱۰

ڵڶ֮ʱСǳעĿ¶ĸԵĹԡ

֮ǰһֱдμҼʮ伣ʵǵ˳ؼҵ¡

ƹ϶ǳŵģпμη˳ʱµĹ

һϢвٻµķ׼ͬμҽף׷װԼʻĶӵǻһ洦չʾ

澩μңɲһĻ̰ʮУֻμҾʵټ֮Ҳɼʾ켫Ũ

ηţмĶ

Ȼ㲻˳ˣҪٵС̫ˣ̫ʲôõģ˵ǵ˳̫Ƕѵ̫ҲãʱڣԼŮҸӢɺòãһҪ׸μң̲ס˼

ηų

ʿҲһһõĶɶϲ׸׸ľûǹŮģð˵粻ˡ

Ӣﱻûô˵Ǹˡ

һֱĹ

ǻ粻ˣһЩ࿡жźǹŮǹñȻʵۻ

ηҲͣ˵֣һҪжӣȥʣмμ̻ҷҲ׳֦ˣǼожӳʮֿɿڵģ

һԱЦᱻŪͷˡ

ЦãϽŮټޣҲϽŮ.ҹڵģ

ôһѣһͷȵķѹ

Ŷþ˳ϰ˳Ǳ߿ϰ

ηʧҪعѵˣ

ĹʵۣʿܸǸɴ

æȥŴΨַ򸾶˵ĻȻˡ

Ϸ򸾾۳ۼһУ˵ʹ󵨵˵ȻҲһȥֻ˹˼ɳİΣհǰ˺



˳ߣչʾǰδеڶ̶ʱоҪĲͼԼصѾ׼׵ҲѾԽӺ;ˡ

Ա߿̫ӵ淢㲣ĵ尾ס

˲þǲþҪȻǰҹӻ˾ͨս顣

һնԸȣҰӴ뾡콫븹еȥǸط

ΪҪ̫Ϊ˰ڵĵطأҪԼṩİȫԼ͵ǰ࿴һۡ

Ȼ֪룬ȻҪһģˣ

ίɰڶѵİ̽ųһУһκΣ֮£һҪʱ档

ľ״̬Դ̫ߺ˸˸о࣬ģǶ˵˾䣺£Ҫѽ̫ϧ壬Ҫ˵ġ

ȴججػ˾䣺û...˲ôöҲϢһ...ûϵ...һ...

ôظַ˵䣬̫ӵ¾ʵݣ˫ͫʧӣŹǳ

Ե˭˵˭ûģ

߬εľҪָϣԹţһ...˵Ļ͵ҪƷ......һܳΪõƷ...һ...

ݵЦڲ

֪ߺ۵ȥҹҹȫ֧ţʹҰٴ̣ڶɢжļ̺ĵʱ˷ȴ԰



ҲҪʲôƷ

ͬʱڶѣԳֽ

֪ɣǣûһֱŹȥӵδ...η˿ĵȰ

⴮ִȻÿǣС͵⴮ʯҲҪǰģ

ηΪԼŮŻѶĲѣǰȾ֯ĽΪ£˵Ը⽫ԼСĶ͵θθǧİ

ζԶ

ͬʱвټҶţԽҺ½½в̻֮ҪĹͽ

ÿλ˵θǧϲʯִæ׼һ

ȻԳʵѡһֻҪѡ˭ִϣѡļҹθ

ѡĻɴ...˰ɣͬһ첲Ҳ˵ֻܴһִˡη

ѵͲ£Цá

ʲôηһ֮ǰμҪǯڻʵۣԴ㰢...

˵ͱ첻˵ˣ㾡ڸ㶵ţοոС£񲻸㶯μҵģ˵֥£

Ȼ֪۰ʵв֪շʱһСͻɹμʱ˳ûİѱĵֻϧǲ֪ܻ೤Ůؿˡ

ðɣ̾ϢһͰ쳺͵ԪľϬ鴮ˡ

⴮ҲƷұϴľͲ鴮аɣ¾ɵģϣ

ͻȻЦһѴη˻Ľһִȫ





86.  86   

η˼ŮڿϽ, ˵òˣæȥ޵ǺãǺãȥ׼׼ЩСһ, вϲģ̭ͺá

η˻ҪᡰѡƵġ

˵ǰʵҶ֪

ѹĿ绢, ǣҲǮȨ֮˰ˡ

Ȩ֮ˣµ˲˵ͷ, ԼҲߣǮҲȨǸô۸˵Ĺҡ

ҺμǶѹһָĻ̣ǮҲ...ȨμҷϧŮзñķʽֲŮźֻǿЩ͡

֪, ҲָԼĸ, ֪μһͷӼöԼ˳˼֮, ѲƶĺӶǶμ̺ŵġ

ֻ˹ǣ־˳˸зϵķǵµġȻ, ʱһҪصĸߣΪ˰, ҪİﱳΡ

İȻţ˱˼죺갢Ҳǻͷ, ô͸㰢뿪...һ, ʱҲñǻ˵˽Ů...

ʱڶѣƵͰΰȻ, ԤơǰǲߵĻ϶Ҳ߲ˡ

ŻԼһĸ̰ĽȨִҪԼߵϷ롣

İʼҲûйֹ˷ҲֻһζعԼûá

ʣٷ˰ĺ⣿

...Ҫȫ˵𣿡ƺе̼ܲЩ㱵ضųֱʡ

˻СϴⱦִŵʽʯĹֱӳĵ÷ϸ͸ױƷ⳾Ľ򾲾˵ɫľϬ

š˵ͷ˳Ǳߵ⴦òˣϲı񶼺ûʲôҪæˡ࿴٣Ϊβѽ



ǣΰΰﳤ˸ӣЩ̻ĶǶװһսԺӵļɽʯ

Գһͬ¶˼ɽϵĸ߸¥Ϸ

ɱ˵μֻ̣θͷ԰ݵװ깹졢³̶ȶһһġɲܴڶѻʹĶ֣һ󣬶òԸȥˡ

Ϸ򸾸׼Ժӣ͹˴Ϊˡ

ں֮µò˵ĵȰΧ˹ҵĹ뷿ǰֲݻĻܣȵᣬЩ½ĵĵ̡ʻ۵˼õöݻöݻ

ȫ˳ϲŵȻ෴ģҪ˳μҵȫһӹ

˼ҲǱǶѴһһ׸

˳μûڶѵμô濴ȥҲ൱ͨС᲼õԺ뷿Ȼ޷붫ѵȣȴҲǱȶŶѵԺӲõġ

׾ͶڲأֻڸͷݳޣͷԺúȺôõģȴָ򸾶һ𴩴鲼͵

ڶѵһжΰźͲõġ

ηˣϲú۹⵹ͬ˳ǱߵĹ࣬ϲŵĶԷ򸾶˾ӵԺӣʿֻԼӭϷŪþ͵ڼ

֪ǲѬյĹϵһϣΰȤζͦһµģͬϲݻš

Գڵ¥󡱣Ǽǰʿܲ𽨵ġִҪ˽ʱη˻ܼҡšŶμ˵ҪպѵСģη˲֡

򸾶ʱгһܹһžۡ

ᵱȻҲϲˡ

Ÿ¥ߵĴĵ¥ȥ

Щ泤ʮֳɫò˰ʮ꣬ͻС꣬һҲͬͬӡ

ȻĳɫģҲˡ

ȻһУͻȻһü۸Щġ

ϸ˵ӦΪüĿҪ󡢸һЩ

Ǹ...ָָӣЩ㵡

ʶȤİЦŴӺӭȥ۹ãλɽϵķҷյӣ褡

褣ôǹ...ԳЦ

ǹҪ׹𣿡ǰԸȥøү˽

ԳЦþѺòУȫҪ



ڰ߻ӱʼ쳺۾ﲼŵĺ˿켸ҹЪһεģýˮģͦΣձιּ̣߷ư

˳붫ѽİ̽ͷ·̫ӵµİӪĵͬϢ

£̫ǰ˵͵ҩִͷԲǰա

쳺һʲ㻮ֽţŨڵī͸ֽȥ

ΪҪժִʡ

̽ʵƺǴˣժ

£üӵˣɵ



ԳὫ궼˾ԼԺӲԶĵطͰİ

ǰǵĿ⳯Գ˼ŽС΢...Ҫ˳ȥѽĶѡѽǹҲûڶ飬Ҫʲôѽ

ڶѹŮϮǰѵϰףŮѧ飬жһѧʫʸʣѧ黭ѧϰ衣

ǰһǰʢĳʱ򲻻һԿԼˣҲ˳һñ΢ײ档

ǿѧжʩȭţû˻ῴҳͷ¶棬ͨϰռҵĹȻиԣҲѧŮһѧ衢ֻ֣ΪȡԼ

ǸʱǶҲаģԼҵѾ⣬ʱҲ׵ͯڶѸԣ˼ҵĹ˳谮ĻҲҰͯ

ֻԳʮ굱ģƺûС

˼μõ˲˵Щʲô

ɻһãںĵ¥

¥ɴ㡣¥ͳ㣬һˮ棬ǸĿĴã䣬ԿϢķ͸巿˼רõĹ۾̨һӦȫ¥øĿɿڴ

ǮׯԱС־¥󸡶磬Ŀݻװ꣬üͷ壬Ӷȷ硣

Ȼҹģӵס˸ʵʵԺӣҲ֪μôģ

ļʶŮжеĽУסСصԺӣдġõԺӶסģŮ̫áס̫ǲ֪ˣǶۡ

Ա߶ϵİյȵ֯ȾСӣŵЦ˵˼ιָ߹ȥأҲ˵һ͸˼ҹ

㣡־һȣ֮ǰҪװ˹Ŷˣ߹嶯һƵ˽СĲյ

ֵƵİյô顱һˤڵˤˡ



־ŽСӲӣŤ

Ǳ˵ģԼҲǣ˵ˣ¹μҵĹڿŷ⣬պ֮󣬻ҪΪμҼҴҵպ϶ҲҪҳ鹣պμҲҪɫɲ˵ʲô

˵־¾ҪȭͷСᣬ˿Ѫ̱ڵϣȴӵسһɵЦ

־¾ȡЦԼҪȥȭͷȥᡣ

ΧĹŵɢֻиղȺһֱİͻȻ߹ȥָָ־µ

ιڿ㡣

־ͣסһȭûᵽСӣŵһ췢٣Ȼװģɵһԣ˵ķ

־£澩ǮׯʮߵĹӣι

Ƿ޶̧ͷ˿Ѿߣ֪ԼƭϵŭĿ褡

ֻǹü˳Ŀشͷ




87.  87   һ

μѾװĹ

һȻ, ȴһ˵İ̺һΪһ˵ĵ̸һò

ղôʲôˣλôڵϣ

־ڼеʱ, ûʲôָŮСүѵˣֲʡ

ǾĿŮʡ

ڵϱѪСӿŮϺ˵ĵ, Ī׽С

˵ôˣһȺͼĶСүμҹԺ󣬽һԲ˶ߣ

ŵص

ǵС澸˵֣ľ, ȻһȺק־Ҫȥ

㣡...־ָǵС澣ŵص㾹ҰСүȥǹ

СЦʲôҿɲҪô³Ұ˵, μҸʲСү㣡

־ʶʲôƵ, ָȵ...

ԳڰѴִС¶, קܼҵ־»ȥ

ȥɣ, ôûô

־²ŵصɴۣĿڱס, ׼Ҫӳȥʱ򣬳Ằȵȣ

־ΪԼл, ʱ, ȴղλܹӴ˰λӴҿɲίμҵСͯǣ

⻰־ɫ, С̧ͷһ⡣

Сûشһ£ҡҡͷЦⲻӴôСμҵͯҪ鼮ûҿɲҪġ

ô˵ˣǽСӳȫ־ϣŵͷ⡣

ţˣȥɡ

Ǽ˹ϵͷͽθģôߣ²ȥȥԺ󷴵ҪǴ־µģڼûʲôλģôͻȥԺ󣬿պĸӶܸӶùˡ

˦־֮󣬳ֱϵִˣһЩ

֪ǲǽմִ̫Ĺϵܸоǰƣ

˶ʮӣһժеִϣԸӢɵ

Ҷˣμʲô˰ɣ

һ̫ʦϣʾ˵̵һŸλӣ̬٬˿ڲ裬崿˸ȵ޵Ѭۣ˿

ɲǵͨͯôŶû˲İɣ

仰¶ַɧƵġŨױЩСŵƵƵˡ

־¡СӺͰ⣬ĹӶǵշ˴θѾˡ

μҹﳤúÿЩҲͰˣƫƫ⸱ģȲҪ˾.ԪƵģǴ⡣

ҿɲϲǿѵģϲĻϸԵִߣҾӣҲﵽǼͷϣ֤μպĺϵΪ¶κα仯

ϲ£ϲߺˣϲɵģȽ˼

˵꣬һЦ¶úţȱ˱˵

Щŵ÷׷ǰԼִŲ·ˡ

ֻʣˡ

ôѽźң

ԳֳǶ˸ۣü

СĨ˰ѴѪǰԼִǰȥϥ˫ַԳǰ΢ֹ

ҽнԪǱĸĶӣղŹĳһ£ĳѾԹϲˡﲻҪߣʲôҶԡ

Գ鴤ĴǣԳ֪˵ЩΥĻ

ŶŲܣŵв˵ĿԣŲòҧ°ɡ

ҲͦˣҲͦɵģ룬ǵͷִðɣֲŸԪƵģɡ

һüۺмƵİһֱʵʵҲ˵θôʱ䣬ûкЩһָݻθͷ㣬Ψһ˵һαСӽΧ

ʱҲ³ۣ򵽳ǰ°褣ɡ

ῴüۣüָָۣģôϰôɫѣ

øƵģ˷һò

ǹϲ´ʲô

ԳͻȻΪת䴩ĺÿҪѿڶͻȻòףָĿڵ

հףҪô°ɡ



Գ߼·ƣָǰ״̬

ŸѾ߶ס˵ǰһɫأǸɺÿˣժ˿ϧ

һѾ߸մ߲ƺСϵƵģһ΢Ц˵...

ɫִǰɣذѻ˹

Ҿˣ⼸ôҪҴִƵѽǶ˭ָʹˣỷֵ

û...û...ū澴ľִƯ...СѾ˵꣬Ķӡ

ˡ

ǶѣӦ˲ܲýѽ

ѵֻǾǸÿ

߽ԼݣױһĽʰһӡ

ӯӯģͷɫɫƺƵģȷͦÿġ

ǣ´

ֵǣ´ִԺûãƣкһЩˡ



ִһ߱һɫ񾧣һɫ¥

ԪͰ褵ʱͫ׶Ŵˡ

¼⸱ӣڴԵЦôҼҹԭƵģǶˣ

ƺʶԼʧ̬ԪСӵ˻ȥʹͷֻ΢΢ջҾֳ󷽳ϵ

ĳʧ̬ˡ

ԳЦЦûΪѶˣָֻϷ˱Զ˵ЩǰæЩĿǺһз©ǻɣ

褵ͷѧ

Сüͷĳ...Ҳѧ

˶Ǵ̻ģȻûѧҲǳˡ

СҲ˵Щ̻ԸĶպ󳤴Ǯۿ꣬˵ģһͲ̣Ǯմ֡

Ƕ˶ܼ谮ģȻԭ

Գ޿κΣ̶ְֻֽ˴ӴѧҺöѧǿ죬ûѧˣ̴ñȳỹ

ֻǰ褿һʵģʵҲĻˣĻ

šüͷڶһҳĿӡ

߹ʣôˣĿʲôԵ𣿡

̧ͷЩ֣￴￴з©

ֻбھдʣ޳ָϴ÷ɿ죬ֻžžž´ȫЩ죬ýλʱ򲻽λλʱҲ

ῴܼˣ˹ҪŪ

ԲԲԣﲻô򣬸Ȼ

͸ΰѧˣھʲôԶγ˾󣬲Ҫô׾ذտھ

һɿذһִֵ·ԭģ䣬ָܻ޵شġ

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ôоǹģָҪĲͱһȻ͡Сġˡ

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µİַɿؽӲԭģ

ǸýλĵطûнλλĵطûʱڿЩгɵǸʲô

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88.  88   

Գֻ, б۵ȴ񱻿ƤƵģ

һԵĽԪСʶʲô, ˸״˫һԲʾܻԼλ˱, ڳǰ

ν㣬...ĿҲЩ֣ܲ...ܲҲ̽ң

СǺŸҶԳ˵Ļ

Գ˵ɶˣûش뿪ˡ

ֱߵĿƵƵ, ͬһҳĿʮʮһ

̴Ŵžͱһˡ

Щ......˵ѽ̰

һ͵ЦԼҲǴ˼, ôǺأ

ū˵, ǾԵ鰡, °ǽθʲôѽ

µǷ

ü

Цһ, ׹ڻȡĳ谮ӿ, Ψ׹ȥβӽū澿, Ϊĳ谮, ֻء

̲ͯס

Ц



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ż˵˫ȵ庮˵̫ӵϥȴǵϴнչ, ӻ·Ӧûˣʱָܻ˴ߡ첽Ҳû⡣

ῴ˺ϸֳЦݡ

룬Ҳʱ˰ɣ

庮ǰȥź̫ӵµС澵£庮δκԣֻܶӽˡ

ЩˣģʲôĶ浵˶ˣһܺġ

ƷֻҪʵĻԲҪڲҲһ׵Ժˣ

ԳİõдżͲͷ˿ȥ߾ԸӴ͹

ᣬ쳺ûûҹţŲӣȫԼϾʱ䡣

ֻҪʱϾҲȥ˯Ψ￴ĳԳһһذԼִ뿪

ȻüͷͷسҪѧˣѧ߿ҪԼұˣĲģ

⼸죬μԳƼ˶ҪļһЩһյشԳߣʹֶҪĻģʱԳᶺÿĵЦ

ǸЦģȫЦ˾ǰȴԼԶԶиƶÿÿԱЦǸƶͿʼѪʼбˮ룬۵˺ѷΡ

...Ҫ£㿴£¿Ϊ£Ϊѧø...㿴££

ӷϣ˻ߵ

ԼȻŻ˯ˣһ˯ţͿʼޱ߼ʵجΡ

˦˦ϵĺָһһسеԳ档

ԳΪģ˻쳺鷿ѾÿѲˣÿһ档

еıǳǹعʱͻȻĵػеˮ˻ͷʲôʱЦ绨еıǰóɫȹҽʱ˻ͷϲ...

һȫչ¶±ߵԸ

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...һܱȹݵøһᣡһᣡ

Ĵ̼һ㣬һʱήҲһʱֿЦ



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ⲻİСֻŲ֪ʲôԳںɳǷ¥

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һ̽ͷ¥ߵµ£ţЩţ˵ЩѾˣð褽

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δǼͽ꣬ĵĳңСġ¶ղˤڵʱһԹľ˵ƣȻֵͷȥɢĶ

ЦҡҡͷһԵļǸˡ

ῴЩɢĶһööͭǮЩЩ...Ҫң

褵ͷҳ½ˣϲӣЩͭǮҵϰ̯˴д׬ģܺЩʱˡ

գգۣѹǰͻȻϰܳȥȥ˴дôࣿ

ʵ...ֹġ褵ͷ˫ۡ

Գӿֱ۴ϵĺۼ

ȥʲôЩӣ

ͻȻǷǷܿԳĴ΢΢½˿ΪĶЩܿ걡ļС

Գᵹһ󣬹ϵվ

֣ȥ׹ӰͭǮһ£Уʰһ²ҽҩǮ߰ɡ

±ˣҲվˡ

½ŶͭǮС΢ʵ...԰ĳʲôĵط˵ҶԸġ

죬ЦЦûСֻǾθŪǱһϵˣбҸ۸žͲġڽ˵ܳ裬ٲθԻǾͻȥɡ

һɫˡ

ź˸߲ұһͭǮ׼ѧ褵ĽСһȥæ˻̾

ҺԼߵ֮ǰڴϿڰ̯ӴдţŸ첲ͷ˵ǵ׬һͭǮʱԼΣˡ

뵽һһϲķӣ֮Եñ׾ˣΪ˶еء

ʵֻ...ùθԴûޣȴٳûܰϹʲô......ŷ׬Ӳ......Ҳ...

һԵΪԼͬ褶˶ͷ飬ͬʱҲ൱ͬ褡

һʮ꣬ʲôùﲻģŪùҪµ٣βˣһͰҼӣ˭ۣ

ȴ̾ߵ㲻Ϊ뿪μҶÿϧ̽˵ˣǷɽϾӪҩĹģܴ󣬸ͲҪõμҵ֧֣ˡҲ֪常ôģôͯأпҪ˰æģܰģһ㡣

ĳˡ˿̬ԳṧһݣﲻϲˣĻ

Ը¸Ĺһһ̤̤ʵʵ£Ҳֺõˡٸһλᡣ

˵ϥ°ݡ

ԳῴüĿͬΪӣʵ˵Ĵ˰˿ϧġ




89.  89   

褳θ, һӣҪǰְ׬ǶͭǮһö͸ᡣ

ΪϵĶ⣬ƹͷѡ

һ, һ䱦ϰţһصǰ

·˽ȥͨɵص, һ·ִﶫѻʹͷĿٹ

һ͵͵ȥ˸ˣ˳궼ͷһԺЩżܵɹɹ̫

ʱûͷ, ͤ

ֱ߸۵Ļܣ޲̾صĻۣһ۾׿ή, ...ҲͲԶˡ

, ͤӷ, ū澻ǷȥԵĹ澵ǵ

Ŀ޽ؿһۣת, ͡ʧЦ...ѾǰˣҴ, Ҫҵˣ

һæū죬ԭū, б, һ᳤꣬ϵģ˲Ҫ˵...

˵һͷͷβҡॵ, üرؿڣȸûꡣ

ȿ...˵죬治ƽ...ȿȿ...е˱͸...ȿȿ...еʲôҲû޹...ȴҪǸ˳еһ...ȿȿ...ȿȿ...

˿ȵԽǰ˻ȥϢȴһѻ־ܾ

ʱͨ׹ˡ

褰㱨ˣ˻һ󣬾ͷԺһЩ˵ʱЦˡ

Цʧɫ...аСﲻһס

褹صʹͷصǵģԲʱؼᣬһС

...ЦһЦͷϵॵ죬ҪҪͶãϲʲôʲô

üЩյӡ

⸱ò

üͷȻǲס

ҪѧϰĳˣαװŶˣԺʱҽ̽㡣



ԴϻҪ߰褽ͲһΣСӽȻѾ࣬òҹˡСҲˡ

Գо˿ӹ

ȴоʧ䡣

̾Ϣһ޾ɵʰŹﰸϵ˱֮ǰ׹ʱùڵúܣæϰ£ԹԣҪ...׹ССģ...ĺܰ

˵ɬպһ

ıʣƤüһۡ

¼ԼҹͶм񣬲ʲôū澾ͲŹܲģϻذ...ϻأ׹ӰȡϲߵǱ˱ʱȦס𣿿ɰū澿...ôĹӣĲҪ

һۡ

ǼһͻżչԼĿȸһŪЩСӰϷΪԼ

ǸûмʶѾͷӹǶûҲܽİû쳺ġ

ǸȻϣȴ漣ضúܺãȫ֮˵ģݣҲ...⡣

Ǽ⡣

ÿμֿ޹ϵ

˵ͳӣкܴġ

Գᶫ֮ʱǸ¿İ׹ͻȻˡ

أʵ˰£ȴ˿ĵˮһ·ʱӰ湫һʱѳˡ

ߵǰһЦһһЦ䣬ֱóо

ҰСͣӽӽʱͣʤһˡ

չ鲻ǡ

ü...ôˣ

ʵҲ֪ܽװùˣι񣬱ȻҪʲô˵ҪֻѴһһвδ

ͷ˿ԼѣЦÿ𣿡

ʵ󰮴£֮ǰΪҪӭϹ촩İ¡ȻﲻϲӭϣȻԼˡ

Լ...𣿡Գɻ

ﲻԣﱻôһţЩңһʱ֮˵ﲻˡ

褵ͷЦݺ㣺ţҲɫѣɫɫҶġ

ԳᶢһۣصðɣƳʲôȻĻҿûô˵ġ

ҲΪһͱСĵܵܣǲܹݾˡ

ܸоʲô˹Ѱ褷ų`ģĿԺǿȷǲҪμҵķҪô㲻

콫ʱ򣬳յ庮ż㡣

ʱܰߵȼһĶα֮£庮ڿشڸ̫ӵźˡ

ɵһĿʮпţɫȻˡ

庮˵ʮ...ȫ̫ӵ´򷢵̿յðƵĺڣѾֲĸĸˡ

һָƷгһҪȥµƷǰɣ

һղϸЩƷദһվͲִܶǲŸµ˶Ӵԣô֪˲أ

ż㣬۾Լ޵Ӹʱ龰

ʱҲǲϽģܾؽĶһ⡣

...˵Ѿϳˣòʱ򣬲ֻƷġ

ôҲǿ...

תԽ룬ţǵҲ֪

ΪɫϢûôã۾Щһֱڽʾ֭飬žȻС˯˹ȥ

һɡ

ͷһĿ׼ҪҳźõİᵽͷɢĽζͬʱֽĴлӰӣ˻Ŀ˽ȥ

̿ͷңųᴰȻһƬ

ʱڻģģζ俴һӰӱЩģԼԼ䣬¤ɽʱ¡

ʱҲǽɫڻҪ谵׼Ҫ˯״̬ˡ

Ǹʱ֮ǰ߻գͱСľ˯

ǸľΧָֽʵդһ绹ԱߵϻţòͻǺܰġȻ֪羿ô˽ʵӡ

죬ˣһܽ

콫ˣϽصľŴڰ·˯ɵĻ롣¤ɽͷҹǻҰ޳ûһɵˣҪΪҰ޿еˣ

ǣŭ磬˲ô࣬Ǵͷһذôء

׷ܽӡ

˭֪ǸھǸʧӰһͷʧȻûþͿ⣬ŵΪ类ɣƴǸ˹ȥ

ţûˣɫҲȫ

ʶ㱼䣬ƺ˴ƬĻΧת赹֮ʱҲһ۵˱һһػ֣뿪𳡡

ֱڶ֪籧һҹڵòˣ۾׺ˡ

...磿ʶԺ䣬գʪ⡣

ˣ걧ڵóӶˣڵÿ

ѣι۾ģ

ˮ¥㣬ûһƬС

գԼǸĵ綼ˡ

̾ϢһϢվһ

ͨɵصǰٹˡ




90.  90   һ

۽Ǳߵɬ, ̵ӵİţιĵֽŶ𣿡

ϵؿţ˼ûס, һֹЪ

Щ˻Ƶô˲ǱȻøлҲŶԣѾͷ΢˰ɣ...ĸҲܵþˡ

⻰Ѱ褣ֵÿ

һȭͷɿˡ

, ƽһǡ

촳ھȳʱѾһȼˣŮͷӱߣ, ǱȼɢζԻһ㡣

ܹ˫۾Ҫߣȴϣʱŵ屻ȼյһǸסˡ

ʱҪ۷ȥõĻ, ԽԽ, ȻΣա

Ȼʵزô, ȴʱĸΨһģЩһֱ, Ƿ

ԥջǾ塣

ϾҪǻŵĸ֡

ʱ, Ц׼ҵܵܰ, ôַ, ǲÿġƽտǽ壬ҪĶɣ

ôһ㣬ʱ

ⳡʧǹλƲģѡ, ֻܱؽһеİš

ʲô˵

ЦЦ˦ҡҡλεܻߣڰȡصʱŪ֡

С˵ֲ˲Ѭڵ棬ü۵

ðŨܻȥҵʱһѬڣȵᶼȴֱߵЦЦþģÿˡ

褣塣ȿ..ȿ...ԺҪ...ҪΪ޴ٰŪ...

˵꣬۾һգ褻æܣֻʱƸˣӲϵ㵹

ս壬ڵţӻиߺų˳ȥ

ȻڻǰΪһˣ˵֡



ٴλصθʱԳѾˣүηͷЦŰηˣ˵ֻ˵ѾϸɴһȦȦˡ

ֻű߿һ۾˳ˡ

׼ȥʰһԼĶȻͬүη˵һ뿪ˡ

ҪԼĸֲˣԼĸӦÿԼȥȡ

Ϊ˾ȸֶƭ޹ĸ飬ʲôѽ

ֻǣûſڣͱԳẰסˡ

褣¼¶Ҳ㽻һ䣬ô뿪ѽ

ЦضڼɽϣӸߵؿ

ĬɫЩѿƿĿⲻ

㲻˵ҲûϵҪҲûйϵֻǣܲܰһæ

Գ˵ţͷش褿ҡҡλεӣæܹӡ

ιôϰôߵĵطҲˤţü

ߣСһϲôˣ...

ڱտڡ㡱㡱ģƺڲܺΪ㡱ʱȴˡ

С̾˿Ҳԭġ

֪㲻ҽ㣬ΪҰ㿴Сܵ²ķǰɣСܵܡһغըѰСܸܵ޻˵

...Բ𡣡ͷ

Գ˻ֱ߲İɴָ˵ģ

ܲ...ʲôʶüвȥŵļĿ¶Լ顣

...㡣ڿϵͷһ㡣

ЦŻӦ

һɲǰ׽еģӦˣ֤ԺֵġϰæҲϷô

һ㶣̧ͷ



գθ˼붼ضŰСӣճһʱƺ˺ܶࡣ

˶ΪǳУСӾ˹ԹҪİˡ

һԵĽСӺʧ䡣

˼ҶѾˣʲôҪֻܹˮûڹߣ¾˲

йܼұҪͬ褳ţȥ澩ʢǼ¥Կ졣

СӴرһ˱ںϣȶ˾ʱԴήҲ˻ȥ

¿ˣʧЦӣǽ첻ˣȥ¥俾죬ҪҪһȥѽ

ԪɵͷƤ̧ǰĶˣľګصͷҡҡͷ

......Ҳȥ...ûô㡣

תͷɿŰ褵֣ЦŶСԪҪҪԿ죿¥俾쿾Ƥ͸ͷ˸ʽϺˣйʣõƤɱһƬƤմƵĽϣɺó

...Ҳȥǳ԰ɡ˵ͷһ·ˣҪˤ

ϽסЦǣԣ

ԪɴƤ֧غҵͷ

ԳŰ褳ˡ

һθţŰ褵̬ԽʱشС˵

˵ͬʱҲСĵΧ

ڶѣŮӵΪƵЩ̣ʵҶ͵͵ϮŴʱڵ硣

ƽʱûйٱѲŮŮһڴҲѰ

ֻԳǵǰҲʵټ·˲⿴һۺ͵͵رȥҲ˵ʲô

֪˳Ƿӵ˹氵а澩Ļ˳ˣװôЩ˵ĵط˳˿϶һͷֱóġ

ȻʱԶһ̾ĿⶼûͶݵ̬˸оЩڿЩ



˳Ѿ˱ڰ·쳺õϢڰ;ʱ򣬷ͻȻͣ˶飬ڰ·Ъ

ԭȽޣֻз߼̵֪

Ӱ·һϢһѪȻ;ɲˣ

ΪȽأû취ֻ̣ôЪ

ʱһһѱϵķĿѰĺϵһҲ콫Ҫˡ

ʱ֯˽ŲҴҶſڵ¼ˣæߴ٣ϵĿҪŲסˣ

˽ŵصͷŲӿ߹̣һͷҪ̫Ӳϡ

£ˡһͷϡ

˭֪׺ݵصźõѪ۶һһײʱ˸ײɣſڽѪ

⼸ˣ׷׽æһӲײø˲ᡣ

޳߽ѽеˣ̾Ϣһ

˵£侲ЩҪ붫ѣɱ˹ʵ𣿡

ȥĻ㻹ûѹʵ۸ȰԼˡ㲻Ҫɱ˹ʵ֮󣬰Լ͵Сǰ𣿡

ڱߡ͡ƺһ˿ȴָֺܿ塣

˵£ǧסԼܰԼһֻҰޡʱȥСߣҪģһֻҰҪôͬһ𣿿ˡ

޳ĨĨϵĵ̣Ĭһ䡰ӷ𡱺

ƶɮϣ˱ߵµġСʱëͷСӻŪסΪ˵û߶ѡ

ڷϰŵһ֮ʣ޳ⷬɹ

񽥽ָŵҲ˻ȥͻĽҲ

޳Ĭӷ𡱡

λ˵òѳɱĶˡ缸ǰӶ͵͵˳ʱĿùɺЩʨжǡҰʱһ޼᲻ݵĴʯͷ






91.  91   

Сӽǵù, γţζԵ޹ڽֵʲôײ

һʼԵ޹ʵҹͰǲ۵ֱĽֺͷ, һαǲ֪ӺζĹͣаСӸݡ

ҺԳἰʱһֽɡס͵Ҳ֪ʲô˲Щóȥ͸˻, ûŪԳɡϡ

Űɡ˿һ߷СӰק

ʱ䣬ûǱţǽˡ̾Ϣ

˶µģν, ʲôҪңҲͰˣҹҲ̫˰ɣʲôʱҹİ...

Գ˷ֽ̾㲻, ûȸ, ֮, ʱȱš

Ӧֻйй߰, ӦòҶ㶯񡣡ֵ

ʲôˣΪʲҶأüʵ

Ϊ...ᴹͷԴж˵, Դߵ˺¶һСĽӣдֻǲСľһСײ˸첲һ, ŵض̬Ⱥü, º˵ϻظӡ

̶ǲҶġ

Ӱ褻ظԼ, մīʼ庮дż㡣

ż庮ԭͰ࣬쳺ͬĲˣˣû޿κεʱ׷ɵȥͬµ飬Ļֻ...װˡ

ȷȻȷ˵Ļ᲻ѹǵʱǰȥʱޱӣкܿתͶ뵽ӦӰġ

ϾҲ˵ϲ۾ɰڳڹŰοƷءĻ

ԣ˵ĻԣҲһġƷû˵С°ɣûǧǧƵġƷء

ôһ룬;İЩˡ



ʿƵƵٽηԼᶼ

һüķڻˣηæӭ˹ȥס֡

ɾȥôˣ

ʿܿ˿ںͷĳᣬķ˵ʾοЦ£¡

²ΪμҰɣӭ˹ȥŵʡ

ʿŮЦ£ЩƷϵ⣬Ѿˡ

Ǿͺáһ˿ֵҪǮϵ⣬ҲܰæŮھӪҲСйģˡ

֪ʿЦŮͷСӪ鲼˳ʼѹչأպҪȵ˲𡣡

η˶Цˡ

ߺη˲ŷ֣üʣɾ㵽ʲô£ҪԵĹҿսɾӽ𣿡

ʿŷ˷ڼ䣬ŴŸСǼӽзȴµĹң˳ڶѵ濪ˣӭʱǵ൱

η˿ɤ˳˳Ҫѣ

ʿܵͷ˳̫ӵ£Ƽ޵Ĳмõڶѹ˵Ѿһˡ

˳ȷ˳˳ôңη˻Ϊһ㣬Ͼ˳Ǹ֮أȶѶԣѻʯܱǿµĶѣ˳һѳȥСôң

˳սʤ˻˵ʿ̾ϢһȻˣƱҪ˳лᣬûв͸ǽȻ֪ݣΪ˳̫ݣضӲѵġ

η˵ֶ˶...μҲ𣿡

ʿҡҡͷ̾̾ʱҶμңΪҪǸṩµɵܱ߹ңμܱܲɵ˵ҵŻ˵μҰṩɱ˵ֻʱİ취ܳñμҵĺ÷ӡ

...Ȳμң...Ҫס...ʲôõķ𣿡

ʿҡҡͷΪ֮ƣֻڽ棬Ϲ˲ǵʱ...

ݡ



ԳڷҪôͬͣװƭЩ̽ӵ¡

ڶ찢ˡ

μҷƤɵĿǵڶ治ԶıбʯҪȥţǰʱ߲ܲ...

һǸᣬæӦʵŮҸһʱ䣬...ΪҪ㿪˳̫ӵµ̽ӡ

ˣȻԺҪ˳̫ӶϾϵ̫ȽϱŤֱĻǲУæڲŮϢ

...ݡ

˵꣬Щؿ򰢵ϾװЩĴɣС󣬷ļɻġˡ

ϣ˵꣬򸾶˶һ£æͷ

аɣϽ׼һ£ҹ֮󰢵͸Ͻߡģаڣ㴦ãԷġȰڶѵ鴦ãһһȥ㣬һһһž۵ġ

ɦɦףֻǴȥһӣ׷ûд㳤ڴǱߣɰȴ...һ׼ҪһǨӹȥһ㡣

ҵͷҪߣŪ˼ʱ䶼ûС

ԭʱ򣬾ð褰ɢϢȥ˵μҵĹﲡأȹһʱ˵غòˣȻðϰһ¡

Ϸݡ

ĸԳ˱ҪƷ褴к£ǿ

ȻΪ˳ķ˲Ѫ˽ġ󡱣ҹͺķһѻյ

ҹ죬Ϸͷڻǰʹη˸ǿ޵õ赹˹ȥլūһⳡš

ʿܻΡѡص֣𳡣ýͷö

СҲȥ˻ˣջ޹ء

ǡɱȥðΣճȥŸոջƼԺһƬ棬үŻ赹ηίڵʹޣүӿһ˺üƵġ

СӺǱشӻ𳡱̧߬ûǻڵִǹﾭϵģɫͽ߱ɫ񾧵Ǵǰ褵ġ

褲ŵصɴ۾ŲΡǰߣͻȻʧһӿĵڵأˤͷѪ

ʼղţ۾Ǵ񾧡



լҹһ𣬰μҹյûȻʣѸٵ澩￪

ͬμ̻¶æŹοϷ򸾡

򸾶˾ӲΪɾܾ̽ӡ

ѵ۵Ϣ̧һ丧

Сѱߣ߬סǴ߱۾ףʱͷϥ߿޵òѡ

޹ˣ̧ͷһִֽһؿͣĵطǶʱιͬӣ߹밲ο

״磬ܸ֪ǰˣҲ벻һ뿴úûŵġ

۽ǣͷ˿ĵǴɫ۴૵

İɣҶν󽻴飬ҵĸ֣һȥȡ鶼ˣҾŽ㡣褲ýһ˼įġ

Ǵ۴ӴֹСѾڸ

ֻҪڲԺװִˣȥʰͺá

̫֪˵ǸνٰΪѵ˭ˡ

ؼʣеҪ֪ƫƫν͹ʼնû˭

Ȼֻ֪Լȥҡ

ʼΪ˺ν㣬Ϊ˶νŲˮԼ϶ⳡǸ˶ģ






92.  92   

Էת˹սǲ, ɫִתʧ

ҲżΪִͿһңԶһķɳ, ֻҪ׷Щɳļ󣬾ҵִߵټ

ʱԳδ뿪ѣװ澩Χڡ

ս·æ, 澩ĳǹرȫֹߵ˽Ҳֹͷ˳ȥ

Ҳˣ֪˶ڴ̵¡

˳Ҫѣôܣ...Ŷ, ˳ôѣ

еûиԳ֪£ֻ·˵ġܶģ벻֪ôܣ֮ڴұ澩Χ, ѹͳȥˡ

...ү˲ūŵ֪...

ͳȥĆܼЩΪѡ

Ϊʲô֪Ѳ...

˼ת÷ɿ, ѾһĴ, ͻͻ

ò...˳սͳʣʵ˳̫ӵ°ɣ

ܼҵͷ, ֪Լ¶ˡ

УڲߣΆ, ǻθɣ

һҪߣܼҴ󾪡

֪ôģһǺ±֪˳̫, ս̫ӵ, »ҲҸϽߡ...в©ǽҪˣº󱻱֪...

үѾȫ֮, õģֻҪˣүǲûк֮ǰ

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̫Ӵʱһƽۼ˵ӣԼУ˫ֶŰɴһܸոװõľΡ

ɵѾڸղżҳɽʱŪɢ˼ܣεشʹþɵǼܲظ޲ˡ

˵£İɣ㶨ˡ

޳һںӣЦЦ

ԺʱҲƿ

ȻЩ쳺һ񣬶ü̫ӵ£ݡ

еĻ󽫣Ǳϳ˵󽫡

޳ִľ㣬ľӱ￪ü۴ĵ̣ЦǶѵϸ԰ɣ˵֪ˡ

Ժ겻ŵصɴ۾̧ͷ

˵ǿΪȡҷΣϧɱԼˣʡǵĹ򣬲˵ţȨء԰ɣ˵£

޳˵ֳ˺۵̫ӵ¿ȥ

Ǻ棬üľ㣬ɾǻû湻أ˵¾԰ˣͽºö鷳ءѾҪǱзϣɱȫˣԭȲõȫóˣʡñзֶߡ

Щϧӡ

ʱϵ̫ɳ÷·һձ·

ϧʲô»ɱˣ粻µġ

𣬴˿ҧгݵζɵ޳һЩľҾ֡

˵˵öԡ

ǸĻ󽫣ǧ򲻸ãͲö˵µͷ⡣һһ׮׮ˣΪ뻢ѨϧɱͬţȴΪ̲סµ˶ǰʵϧ

Ժ꿴˿ˣȴֻðѻȥ



Գֻ˵ˣ󴦲ƤԺ˺졣

еҽٸЩѪҩɢ󣬾ͱƵذЪϢ

ղǧһ֮ʱǸɽ¸߸߳µʵһ

ͻȻָоԼǷµծƺѳ

̾Ϣһ˫ȣԼССһš

쳺תԳ⣬ͣ˺þãʼûа취ƿű

ǴɫζѪĴѽȺֻǽִ˽ȥ뿪ˡ

Ѿˡ

ԭľѹɳʯʱ˶ڵ˫ϥ

ԼѾǰкһǻ飬Ѵѹ֮

ĸƺԭҪŨҵöִ࣬ӻ˻žļⷢ·һӿͨĳˮҪͷ

...òɣһ۱ϡ

̾˿׼˫ϥʱȴһִ·˽ľֵ漴Զȥ

˿

ٵЬȥԼ褵ִ

ô...ڵ֪Ѷ󣬰±ŷĸ飬...ôǿң

ץɫִþõվţüͷ

ʱһ֮쳺߬һ֧ľնغңţȻͬκһûϵ湫ӣݸš

һ֧ǰߵĶս״ǰܹܶս˻Լٴɳģ۾Ҳڷ

˺þڴµЬŶתһƥսβĩβﳤȥ





96.  96   

˺þõ˼, ڸ̤ӡ

ԴӺ󣬸˼źŮ˵ͷЩʿһɸд, Ǽ̫ӵҲһʿ񣬵˳Ҫ̫д

æվ˵, Ȼʵ̫ӵ¡

һϹϾ̫Ѿǰȥˡ

ȥǰˣü, ʲôʱܻ

ɸҪ֪Ա֯칤˶ˡ

̵̫飬˵׼ģ, ӵǱΧ, Ҳп¶Ϊѵ

, ʱ˵ˣ̫ʲôҪæ, ¿ȥܴˡ

ܴˣԺ𣿡ᾪϲ

û뵽ϸϤˡ

Ժǰݼ̫һ̵ĺС

̫, ʢ޳Цųһ

ῴ̲ס̾ʦ...ԭҲǳüð

޳ķɫƫףüۿ, ۾һ˵ĵ̹ᴩ˴, ǵȷǲ°

޳Ц˾䰢ӷ𣺡Ƥʱ˲ǳһ˷徻ƶɮ̫ӵ¶һġ

û⻰˼ʱһֻŻᵥһ̶ֻ۵ĸӷ˹, ںеļͷ

۾һϲشеСӣ㣡

Цָ˵ӵԴӾͺܹ˳䵽ͷԴȥ

ᱻÿЦ

ԭģˡ

֮ǰҲڽƵʱֻӷҵ˵¡

ƶɮСң̫ӵºһֱᡣЦ۾ʱ򣬻һ

ͷЦŰѸӹ黹޳

Ժ˵̫ҪҵԱλڼԣ֯칤ʱʱü

ܴȻҲǸĺݵˣ˻ּ̫ӵ²ǲѣΪŰ˳۶ʧأعһĿġ

ٳսǰ˳ǧʧߵġ

ɵѣ۰ͰͿ̫ӵ¶ԶǱͶһԲװδš

Ϊ֪˳ʵ̫ӵ¼ǮƣҪͳһѺ˳ȻѣˣеĻѹѱ߾̤㲻ˡ

ʱ̫ҪˣȻԸġ

̫֪𣿡Ժһ࣬Щ˳һˣû׵Ļġ

Գ߬߬ȭͷ֪...

ܴôû𣿶ѹԭ...ҲǸ˳һǴѵһ֣Ǳһ尡

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˳ԭ˳λǴһεĻʵۣܼ֮Դ澩һ·.£Ըһ磬Ϊܼҵ.йӲѵ.λԲ˳ܼҪԴѾԵҳϡ

...ܼҲѵѹԭҲǴպٲѵľ棬Ҳãк

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Գ᳤һȣȻˡ

޳ȴЦûϵܴаƶɮȥˡ

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޳֪...Ժм̫ӷ鼱ȴͻȻ

ЦûûΣƶɮ֪ˣǵСﲻˣ˵»ŻǶ

ܴ˶󽫵³𣿡ĩˣ޳

ԺȻںˣйǵµִй٣ϲôôĳˣ

˵ֱ˦ȥ

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޳ͷһضһ̬˱ϹϾȴ֪̫ӣҲ˹ֻΪ̫Ķصλ

Сüͷһˣӹиݵӣһľţ

ţ𡣡

޳ЦŻһ񣬺ǱϹ

пȥȨʮ㣬ƺߺ鶼ѳֵӣô˵㲻ֵôߵţǸǼҹܼģʦܲ˵ǹţǰģ



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...˭֯칤ˣѹľ⣬ŵǰһ

ǣǣҲǣҲǣ

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ײáѽһײڵأǿĳѪͷɢСű

һϸǷ֯칤ˣʼһ

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޳ʦ˷ųɡָС

޳ѵ̫ȷȷʵμҵģ

ԥƬ̣ǵ˵ͷţȷˡ

ֻǣ˱ų󣬲˹ͷשײĵͷѪ׷һ˫Ѫ֣ƹһţ

...кãұԭҲϹ...

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Ҳ...Ҳ...

һףʿŴȴֵĹȶȲסЩˡ

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޳˵ͷ

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֪ҪϹȫˣѾǺΪѵˣܲ޳ðű̫Ǵѵķգһ˶˰ɣ

ң̵ȻҲöնѣڰЩ˹ţ±ɹȥ...

޳æ˴죬ӽƻʱ֣ڰϵҳ

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ϦӳúͮĴʯϣϥǾӸ߿޳

۴ʦ𣿡ɤȴɳɳģЩͳ

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ֶЦЦ

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ԭϳİΪСˣ֮ʧã̫ѹֲס

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뿪ǰⶣһҪúû

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ѰӵǸͣûгףͨеġ

Ϊһ, ҲܣԼȥɡġ

޵Ӹôã֮ܽ⣬Ī˵Ů, ˶ˡ

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, ס

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겻õضţȻͳˡ

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Сһֻҵ˼ҵСǹһ㱰΢

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޳ҲֻüѴӦ̫ʲô...Բƶɮţ

ͷӦˡ

ϦӳӪ⣬ٱʿǱ㿴ڵ޳ʦѵҲ顣

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СЦŵ˵ͷӰӡ

һ׽ڡĴҥණ˶ᳪ

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¶ȣȫԶ翳˲ٺ⣬̨ˣԶӭȢΪ޵ɾҸȴϣʮ֡

ȢԶ粢ǵҹҹ¿İ磬İһ˹ֲֻҹŻվͻ˯š

Ǹ磬ԶӭȢʱˣǰ߬Զ֣ȥӭȢ¶İá

ŰСĸЦ⣬ϵı죬ûѱϣ־ʹ˯ȥˡ



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...˸ղų֮ǰڻĻҩЩҩӾӪ͵ģԱʱ֮衣

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...˵Ҫ֣ʲô֣ΪʲôҪ֣

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ץ

һȺһϣϽ˻ҩͲѻҩ˳ǰץ˵۾Ȼء

ʱ޳ɳıʿѾϵҪĶһټ

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һʱ䣬ڳᲱ˶ܲջ˵Եһȿֺӿȥǳˡ

ҡͷĿһУˮһһµ

ᱻЩֽŵģ

ŷˮžţصɽǰһС

·𿴼˼ǰǸΪ˰ͳǰжǵӣԥõԼֱֻۣһȥһȺǵֽȥ硣

...߰ɣ

ĹͷĶѾɿˣŵҲȡˡ

ԭǸղʱųǶµϽ˹֣˱˲ĵؽ֡

ᱻɽϵӺϸֽĵذ

...лл㣬...Щ뿪ȥɡ

ִߴ

ῴ˿ȻĶذУǴӻͳһơ

֤μݵƣŸϿȥٵܼ҆ң뿪

˵꣬˦˦ϵˮԱ߰һƵ񣬳Ⱥ

УööĶƤƤǿ

ӣڻע⣬һѷӷǶʱִӻһҩͲ

ϻ۰ͰͿ类ǵΪһΣԼٿǷˡ

ǷһѾˣ





99.  99   

Գɹע, ʱŪû˺۵ɹ, ͻȻһסһĽţ˸˦һӸ̵һƬ

Ӹǲ֪ΰ쵽, ץľһӼ磬ͳ嵽˳ǰϸ˦ľյѵȼĻҩͲ

һ, ѾᣬṦԶ˦Щӳﳤȥ

ᱻͷһ·, һֱά״̬

·жȽȻĵط, ְԼŴ, ȫȻûзӦϵѪͿϡ

쳺, տĵطߡ

Ƚ·Ǻÿľ֧, ȴľգֱ, ͷ, ŵ˿տĴʯϡ

ŨüһĨϵѪŵˣҪҪĶˣ

ڴлعæҡҡͷ, ǵģЩѪ...ǵġ

ָָǰѽЩƵף˺ѣ¶ͷһ˵ĻѪĵ̡

ЩȻǻĶƤƤͼСжƤƤζƤ⣡

...ǸϽȥһ¡

ֽͻȻ֪ΰţ˶ִҿϿ

ͻȻǰϥ

ڴ㵼䣬Ѿͳ˻ŵµЬһס.˳һֻ㣬ظЬӡ

Сָŵŵɰʯʯѳ˺ʱüؾ

ûиɾɴϵҲȻȾѪ죬ֻý˷ΨһɾĶд

īٰƮɢǷݱڸһ㣬Ե

ޱ桢ŪƵģϸĶдһƺְЬӴϡ

ͷǰİ˳жһѪȾһ븲ݣģһʱǲ֪ˡ

һֱͷԼŵλãֻҪһ뵽̫ӵͷĶдһֱ߸ϱڷ˿ԴķƵĴӣڽ£һʱ䣬˶ˡ

Ьӣ̧񽻽ӵʱԳŵøϽͷתȥĽҲŷЬ

ֻǷľմվӢݰī£˿ɢ

ƶҲĵᣬĸ飬Լ¡㲻Ϊ˸еΡ

Ҷĸ飬ĵĸо...

ȻԼҲûа취Լĸ顣

...ҧҧͷҲ...װûڻرܵ...һ...һ㿴ҵܿüĵط

˵꣬ľյϥ

Ͱ͵ذ...Ӧ㲻װҲװˡǣѾʧȥһΣҲûʹ

˵˵ţ˾Ȼ

ֻҪţᣬֻҪ뾡һеİ취ֻҪܻǰÿĿ֣͹ˣ

˵ţ˲֪ͳһ걻úܺõɫ˫־ǰ

ᾹȻľһһžžવصʪ˵ϵɳ

Գᱻˣ첻ҽĻ

ǷɫӲȻΪǣٵ



ܼҼ˳ᣬŵûûˡ

Ҫūѽŵūû취ȥү˽...

ܼҺۡ

ҳᲢûʲôˣֻ·ЩѾ쳺ȾѪ멣ƱãЬӴţѾʹˣƼİ𪲱һϸСĻҲƵĨ˸ҩѾûҪˡ

ЦܼżѾǴһ֮ˣصˡ

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ܼЩˣȥæѵ˵μ̧Ҫץͻ澩ǰѶ

ַԸܼҵ

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£

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˳붫ѱͬѡһ˳ʱԼڶѣƬѪĵطѵͲܷµж˺ûôķȥʵҵ𣿡

...Ѿ˲ҵ...

ͳ

ףʱһǳʱһӪķ˲ѪĽҪѣֱҹ̸ܵ¡

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ܵġն

ֻˡңôԣΪҲ硣

˵һ䣬תҲת

֪ˡ̾ϢҪǸԲûôѹԺ󲻻ˡ

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뿪Ӱ̾˿ղǸеĴ𰸣ѹ

ǸаħֱΪ˻ͳ޶һ죬ܱˣŻɣͷһ...

Ҳθ...

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ʱ˵ʲôˣ˵ڵ...

෢̫ѨԼ

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Ϊ̣ͷңͨصĳǿڱرˣʱû취澩

ʮڶڽϣԱص۱ȫرգвرš

ǾǴ۱ǹģھȻû취ȥˡ

ܼ͆ڳǱһԺӣ֯칤ȫ˽ȥ˺Щˡ

ÿĴЩ񣬶ʰҽҪȥ˵ûа취˶ֻܿ־ȥ˷ֻҪһʱǶƤȻͽˡ

֪ǣӺŶѾŪЩˣҪβܿƵסǣ

ᶢ˶ԺǱߣ˷İͷŵĶЩǵСһ˶˷

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죬ӵǹƥԽʱжɢĶԼϡЩϢΪʲôҪƤ






100.  100   

޳, ҲҪشԳĻ

ԳҲţššüͷҪߵӵ, Ȼʦ˵ҾûҪ̽˼ллʦ㣬ͻȥԡ

ɲŸ, ½Ǿͱľ㴸סˡ

ת޳ڨڨջ֣Ŀ

ҪߣѸֱס, ΣֻͣЦض޳

ҲȾ϶ˣ𣿡

޳˰ֻ۾, ֱ, 

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Ӫ𣿡ʣɱĿ

ҽȥ˵, Ӫķ, ޳ͻȻһ

˵...ȥ޳ؽ͡

Ŷ

ͷߣ޳һ첲ֳˣĻ·

Ȼ·ֱҪýʵЩ

̾˿, תһ޳ǰӪĸ첲

δʲô޳͡һʹ.̵ڵط

̫...ɲܽȥ...޳ڵϷʵ

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޳ߺһ񵭵ϵĳվ𣬡ӷһ˵£ƶɮ˰Ҳй¶䣬һжС˼

Գ̤Ӫʵʱ򣬷ͷѷ.ɢĲҩ֮ǰΪԹҽԶԶһܺܿϵó

̫Ӫŵʿϳ˳ᣬ͸񣬲ó˵

ԳڰöԼ˽ȥ

ӪȹһƬʲôƲ÷·һ㣬Ȼ᲻۾ãƼľ˸˵Ļ

ŵ߹ȥ̨Ѱã֧СȼİǸӰľ齱ߣīɢӢӡ

ϵƺѾƴˣʱŵϰðɴһȦȦֻʣ첲׳ıۼ¶.ܿƽǸڼӶȳӡ

ʱɫЩ԰ף屻ţۿ·һȦȥȷʵȾض޼

ĬĬһã̫࣬ɵԼҲӦƺΪ˾ԼȾϵĶ񫣬һֲ֪˵ʲô

˿ɺֿķӣ

ῴϻˮʪӣȹ˹ȥϸϸɺ߻ߣöͷľ޺

ӣضǲ˽źԶӲţһȻԼġ

ڳĹͷµɳƵؿˣ

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ĵ˵ȴĵš

һЧ𣿡ת

㶣һͷ

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᣺.....

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ǣЩСȴȻʲá

Գᣬ㲻ҪϻˣϽңǱߵĺ.ɢùһЩһ߹ĵŲҩһߵϵĲ԰֮ɫȥһЩ

Ҫƴǣ⸱ӣƺƴǲˣһ߱Űݲҩͬʱһֿķ

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˳ʱ쳤øһģһҪѧӣѧûôΪԼײˡ

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ͷ

ͣĹؿض˵֪Ƿҵ...

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101.  101   

쳺ڵҩʱ, ԳһԴ֣ȴΪһ飬ʱҲ

, ټӰǮԡ᣿

쳺ûлӦ̧ͷǡĿཻ

ŵҩһӴҩƿк

ʲôӶ٣

ټӰǮ, רһ㡣쳺ĿȻתװûƼԵĳǡ

ΪзǷĶڻɣôܡº

Ǯ...áľګصͷҩ, ȫȻûָղŲСĵȥҩۣҩ˰Ǯ

Ƴ˸ֵ󣬿ʼȥ尾˳ʮҩ

һðҩǰ, Գȱﲻס, һ

ô, ҪҲæһ뿴ɡ

˵ͷҪȣȴ쳺һ, һȹˡ

顱һˤҩ, ָߵҩҺ粻س

ԳᱻðһŲ, ԶһЩ

˵, ҾԲΪµģ浱ɵ𣿡ְŻˣ˵, ûȾ϶񫣬ҩҲֻԶԣֱЧԡԣͱ˷ҵҩʡûҪµˣ

ɵص˵ͷ

ţΨҩƵģһץһ룬ڴڵغȡ

һԼ¼

Ǻ𣿶߳Ⱦģ͹ˡãǽһ...

Ȼֶһ룬ںȥ֮ɫ˱䣬ͣ

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һæȥˡ

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...ʱƿڡ

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102.  102   

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ԱߵĹ, ȴһţ˿ûմȾĺѪ

죬ϰõ˿˶ദѪˮ, ҺЩʹ

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ʱֵֵֺ, յִϲãļһӰѴ߳Ǹˡ

ΪѻֻǮĳǳأЩ˵ĵط, ٳٲϲ¿޺Щط굽Щھͻˡ

ѻʰͲЩطһƬ󣬷Ҳ̵Ǯĵط, ö죬ͳһƬ󺣷ܳΪȻϡ

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õͩᣬҲɫˡЦ

ͩǵʱ˵ŵˢͩζҲȥˢֻû֭ľͷȾ͸ˣܲܳɡ

ʱЦкιϵ

ЦЦ˵Ҳֻᡣ

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ûʣϾʱȥôˣҲ˼£治ǵԼͩİɡ

лл...ܹٴο...ܸˡʵ

繲ͬ˴СľѾջٵˡ

Ҿ˵һϲطɣЦ




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ߵʱ, ȥ￴һɫ׿

˵縴ԭ⴦ľԺӺľݣÿһϸڻĺ͵ʱһģһ, ԺﵱʱŵĻݣһģָɡ

ߵ߶¿ʱ, ȴⲢ׿뻨

׿뻨ȫһϰѹֱ治Ļ

ңֻһһ, ׿ĵطԱ߾һ뻨

ߵڣ׿ײĸǣһģȴǷֿġ

ʱ绹صظһͨ, ˵뻨ø׿һ, Ǽȡ׿, Ͳϲ롣

˵ܷ׿뻨ûж, ڣֶһ˽ֻˡ

, ⻨ģ

ڽʡ

عͷһЦ, Ŷ, ˵뻨ѽ...ǰӵ̾кܶ࣬ժЩȥ𣿡

㶡

ԭ֪ѽΪһʱͿֻ...

...Ϊʲôϸڴԭһģһ, ⻨ȴ...



쳺һսպ澩Ҫһս̳Ƴǣ澩͵ʧȥһǿȻϣϵıҪ澩Χ׶ˡ

һսѱս൱ѣѻʱﲻסˣ쳺һ

׵ǣ澩ȫѺ̳ƾãҪպ澩һսǸͽ˧

൱һͲضϵʱ䣬ǰߵЦЩˡ

Ҫʱձȴѻʵ׼

޳׷ȥͬ˵£Ƕѹʵ˵ʲô

ǻǳʤ׷ĺûᣬ̫ӵ˵ĻɫˣȻȻû޳һ֧֯ȥµʹӦ˶ѵ۵Ľ

㲻ᣬҲ𣿡

쳺ıͷӦǺܲԾ

ô˵...޳һۣôҪƵģ

ǸǸʹһ˵ʲô˩ΪʲôҪƶɮ֧ˣʲô鲻ƶɮ֪ģ

쳺˵ֱӺݳһޣﳤȥ

˩...庮ĵһ죬ͬ˵

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־ʹаϮɢһģЩǵ£ȴǵµĵ£ڵµıλʱٽʽĴڵµĳ

мǣĳһ죬ı岻ס壬øռλҲһҪס壬ĸϣ˩

˩ôʡ

ǵµıҲû취һֱռݡ庮

ͳһ׼ԼǹȰ˵ˡ

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̾Ϣһջ˽...µλռʱ汾Ҳ𣿡

...庮ɵҪʵҲûпλռʱʵǲøʲôλѽ

е˸أͻ᳤֣е˸أҲпܳƨ.ۣǶпܵġ

һʼ쳺ݻɱĶʱѺǼǲʱʲôģģļػ

Ѿ֪ԳڶѣǸøƵİ褺ܵһʱʧȥǣҰ޲ǵĸ塣

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ֻǣ庮˵ģ¤ɽǰʱļ䣬ʼûܻ



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ѾЩʱղԳˣӪֻϷڸʣͰæӪİս϶æµӰȴʼûҵӰ

쳺Ȼʱ䶼ԳᣬǳվһӰ˺Ѱʹ

ǣʵޱ˼Ӱӣܺʱ͵͵ؿһۡ

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̫ûӪ쳺ߵӪڣЩӪʿ

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УͲֵû˼ȥ˼⣬ȷԼǸʮˡ

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һ뵽Գʧȴһһεسɣ˶ѻ˺Ҫ

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ѵľշǸСݣԳѾˣֻʣһŴ򿪣ͷյľݡ

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Ŷţƺгͱ˵Ӱڣʼؾ˵ϵĲƤֱǵصֲֵĻݾε¶ͺͺһƬأ˫Ҳ򾾳ֲѪ죬ȴƲƵġ

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۵Ҫ첻ͣشദֱѪ

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쳤ȥľݱʱ, ҲͻȻˡ

ȻѾһٶʾѾ̫Ҳûк޵Ĵ, ע·ִ磬˭֪ȴͻȻЦˣԴ

, 㻹ɰû¸ľأ

Ϊ...Ϊ...

ǺԭΪпչȥģôͻȻ͹ȥˡ

ѾԺľһ, Ҳȥˣû뵽

ᣬԲ𣬿ҵΪ̫ŵ, Һܷ...

ЩĿƲסԼ, ֻһ, û뵽̲ס߹ͬ˵ˡ

Ҫţھߡ

Ȼ, ʧǵתľ¥ߣû뵽ͻȻӻһ, һ¾ˤڳỳ˹ȥ

ᵱʱ, ŵÿɹǺġ

ҺѧЩҽ, صѨλת

󣬳Щĵͬ

ղҰˣԭ, ӾҵĻҪѽ...

񱻽ҴʲôƵģɫ죬û߼侲ͷԳᣬͬһͬ뿪

һ·ʲôҲû˵Ҳûʣڶ쳤Ӫʱ򣬹Ȼûˡ

˿׼Ǽ˱ϵĶȥʱͻȻһϤģº͵ɤ

ᣬҪȥ𣿡

һ׼ǻ֮ҩѹ֢״˵вٿʱȴ˴ŵĲǹ߳ĵۼɫ׵װ̫ӵɫס

̫ӵ𣿡

üɻؿǰЦݵӣҸ¼ŸСľգ·ʱ΢ȳƣȷϹ

ἸԼҪֵŪѿˣһһϰװɵܵܵӡ

...Աߵ˩׮...ֲˣ

ῴ־ˡ



̫ӵµĲԭʮٴγ̳ǣڶѵæŰ̳ǵоȫл澩Ȼ󽫳ŵģ澩ԱƷ¹ٻȫʼ̳ǼС

ʮ̫ӵ±Ҫ̳ǡ澩ܵ衢ۣ澩˶ˣȴҲȫˣ쳺Ϊ˸ҧʱڣͷûСʴȡ֡

֪ɱһЩˣҲϧ

֮ԻЩȾ϶ķѾȥоͳＯҩ֮ԻˮȫΪԳᡣ

ǸĶ

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ǳȥ޳

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ǣ޳˵ֱӾͺƱ۾

ʦʦ㵹˵˵ѽ...ͻȻĿЩż

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޳˵˵ţԽؼԵͻ˳

ǹ.ʵ׼ΥƫƫҪСǰ˵ǷϣĻȻ۰ͰͿĲпᡣ

Ҳ˵öԣÿ˶ҪԱǲûдǵʱվǻڶԼı˽Ҳ

...ңĳ裬ô˫Į۾ǵĳЦ൱һѰֱѵĵֺôȥ

ƶɮҲǰܻ֮ƹˤЩ֮£ȴȫ衣ʮﳤֹ֣˵£ƶɮҲû취



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޳˵쳺ʱЩʹʱﲻûдʹģһͻȻһɽؿڣֽƾͼƣöѵΪ˱ѴӶɥʧ־ʱᲢ֪Ƿӵһı

ţȥˣҴͬҲƣȥ˵û˿ϻҪΡ

ʱ򣬷ӴžͰɣ

ǸʱƫƫͲǶʵģ...Ϊ˱ĳ˵ľ֮ˡ

ǿ֪ɽ£ΪժɫʱͻȻ֪ʱжôʹడ...

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һ룬ͻȻЩ͸

£...𣿡

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ǳ𣿽ɡ

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ʱ䣬·𿴼һģһˣһ磬һȳʱ硣

˲ᣬȥ

Ǻװӣǽ죬ؿݡ

д֣ȭʱؿԼ£ֱ绹Ҫ硣

쳺Ҹ𣿡

ۣ΢Ц

쳺͵ؿ˰ΣŵЦݶ˼֡

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ʱһЦݣҲִֵؾ桰쳺Ľз

᲻Ըʱ򻹴̼߰һͬţӣ˳˼۾һЦõġ...Ҫ𣿡

쳺ȥܸˣЦ硣

Ҫԡ˵صͷ

һᣬˣһһŵ룬ʢװ棬ǳԼģ˸ýͨ͸ļһЩմ˽ĭˣЩл

ֻһ롣

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ѿǱߣЦŵ

ȻԴˣôһأԼ𣿡쳺Цʡ

ЩΪ˶Ǽ棬ˤˡ

βЦţˡûô˼ȥֻԶѡ

쳺Цǣ㲻Ļһһɡ

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˱ȼһ, Ҫԣ쳺Ѽһȫָᣬըִ۵ĭҲȫһ, ѿӵݸ

ЦѿӸңԼôԣ

쳺ŵЦһá

ȻСȡһӣƺ׼Ҫųԡ

һɾġ

ẬЦ, ҡҡͷ

ٲȻ...ҵԺˣٳԡ˵ţְ°ȥ

գɰذ, ֣ϢǳϤеϢ, ʱ, , ȴҲ᲻ζ

ջ񣬰ѿӵݻظ, ЦҪȳ, Ժιҳôִˡ

ԳҪ쳺Ӧ

ЦӦ, ӹĿȴûԼȳ, ǼһƬĭ棬еᴽߣιԡ

ҲУ󷽵سˡ

ڶŵʱ, ӪͻȻ

ֳڣܲһ£

ĿӶ˶٣Ӣӱɻѽֳ˭

һɬ֣СһҪ˵Ҫ˴Ǻ𣿡

̣һ㷴ס֣յεģմǵϣһմϾץסԸɿ¶˻һ

šص˵ͷ

߰ɣҪЪϢ

طͷˣȻĹȵͬһ˫档

ҪҰæԲԣͻȻڵ

˵ɣֻҪ˵ģҶᾡȥġ

ͣղŸҲ൱òģͲ쳺

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ѹؿʡ

ʲôϲ𣿡ʧЦָ⿫մ͹⡣

ͻȻһѱס

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쳺ȸţպ˵滰ǾðţֻҶİš

쳺Ҹ㳪ǰ㷢ʱϲҳɽ...

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ȥȻϣȻں񫣬̸ûصġ

ʱߵı飬ЩΪѵģҶӦ㣬...ҵø...Ŷ

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ܿ죬ҪһɱЩ澩һˣԻ͵ĲҹѪɺӣѪϴǳء

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ֻǮȥһЩǰͬϺС̷ҵ档

һ澩סĲȨס̻ʵЩ̻ҲкܴһֻܼƬطʮּѣǰϺһЩС̷

Ǻܶ඼Ǵӱĳ̵ģΪѵͷҪ澩澩ҪٱѻƳȥļƷˣܾǶ١

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ᣬɡ

һƥɫܵ˳ߣԭη˵Ҳˡ

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ʱ쳺վڽյĳǰѰľŶʿվڳǽϿʼǽ·͡

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ᳯָ쳺˻Ƶ

籧Ȼܵõײײأʮõطͣ£ˮ½ǡ

ӲԶͿһˣղŸǿ籧龰

Ҳ磬Ͷ䣬ľյ̬Ҳ̬

ԵܣѹҲʽģֻһüͷ̶οɬЦݡ

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, ײײ߹ȥˤʱ쳺ӿľյֱ

һϻȼյһ, Լܹᵽĳڴ̱ǵĻζ

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쳺Щʹ, .¹Ŵһ仰˵

...ʱھͺ...۵Ķǣ˳ǵλãԵ˩׮, Ĵǡ

Ҫǵʱ, ƴ...Ҳӵġ쳺, 𣿡¶ɬЦ

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, ǻδεġ

۾صһ̾Ϣ

޳ͷԣϵĻ档

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޳Ե쳣ͻ˳ζң˵ʱҪѳֲˡ

ỹͷһؿӦ˼ҵ޳ʦƽʱһɵЦݣԴʲô¶һЦģӲϵӣֻжԳʱŻһӵ̬ȡ

ȴһ̬˳ҲԽҡ

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ףסȥ޳˵쳺ڶЩЩ˵ĥʱף׷ǲܵġ

ΪԹߣȻֱ׳˵ʵ˶޹ģңһǽ֮棬ˣһЩ޹ǣ˰ǿ鶼еʱû

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ΣʱѳŴ򿪣潫һӻңҶȿֺӿʱΣ

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һףһСľգ·̬΢ȳԴ˴һһߵ޳ǰ





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˿˵, ֿղűὣҶϵĵ

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쳺šü˿ϱĽͳὣƿ顣

Сľգһһ߹ȥϵ, մȾĵϵѪ, ȻСĵط뻳

ὣ˷Ź֮, մȾ̫ƿ

ı, жʹɫƿ, ·𿴵Գῴʱѵ߶ţüһضѪ, ͲԶŵˡ

д, ҰѪɫӣã͵Ϣǻ̤, ·˴ӵĶ·Ƕ

˵ʵʮҹ֮ʱĻ档

ҪԣЩ޳֮ˡ

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סְɣɱˡ

һжѵĶ׿ڳֹˣǣһԭעĻ𣬱µתĿܡ

޳ٴʰصУ쳺߹ȥһץ棬ˡ

ʱ򣬲Ѿӳżӿ˳ȥĵط˳أҲ澩ķȥȥɣܵ˳ĵطȻҲ·һܵƴһѡ

ʿܺͳڴӷҵȺҵμ̣ʿܱס̣˱ͷһǽٺϲá

С޵С̧쳺ʱһ٣ԭĹүģϳ쳺󣬳׵ˡ

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˵ֲ˲ᣬ˻ѾֹЪסСޡ

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쳺ĮŹȣһȭļ۾ԶСƨޡ

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ԭ̳ǵȴɱ澩, ˳˳

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Ϊ쳺ԥɱ

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ֻһֱ̫ҪѹͲûһֱڵϿһ١

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